• manga,  Uncategorized

    MANGA: Itooshiki Hibi

    Itooshiki Hibi – Sono.N

    A 50sX60s BL. We met when we were 18 and 28, from that time… until now, I’ve always loved you.

    “I’ll wait no matter how long, even 10 years or 20 years. Even when we’ve become old men.”

    Following the life path of two people from different generations – This is a tender life story. Akihiko, an employee in his 50s and Makoto, who’s 10 years older than him, are lovers, sons and family. From when we meet as tutor and pupil, things that have changed, and things that are unchanged…

    Old men yaoi with plenty of old men sex? The ultimate relationship goals!

    Our Lovely Days is one of the most heartwarming portraits of a happy couple’s lifetime of love and togetherness. The story opens with the two men in cozy domesticity. Makoto is in his 60s, already retired, and bored puttering inside the house alone. Akihiko is in his 50s, already keen to retire and putt around the house with Makoto, but still has 10 years to go.

    The two are still as lovey-dovey as they were young, still active in bed, though with their age, admittedly need magic pills to get going. And boy, do they keep going, even well into their 70s and 80s.

    The chapters flash back to the decades they were together. They first met when Akihiko was a senior high schooler struggling with his entrance exams, and Makoto, then 28 became his tutor. Soon feelings developed, Makoto as the adult, tried to step back but Akihiko was determined, using his crush as the motivation to ace his exams.

    The succeeding chapters were about their lives as working adults, later becoming a family, up until the inevitable ending that one makes peace with. This is a couple who are not only husbands but also each other’s best friends. They communicate their feelings openly, talk about each other’s hobbies, and affectionately notice how the other has changed throughout the years.

    One interesting thing in Japan where same-sex marriage is not allowed, is that gay couples use adoption as a way to become legally recognized as a family. In this case, Makoto adopted Akihiko as his “son” and with that, they were essentially husbands. Akihiko takes Makoto’s last name.

    In the mangaka’s note, they said they set out to write a straightforward happy ending. It is the simplest plot there is yet rarely written. We do love our plot twists, angst, and conflicts. But here the mangaka created the most basic story and they went HARD! Read this and I dare you not to bawl!

    It’s one of the most emotional, uplifting manga I’ve read!


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  • book,  Uncategorized

    REVIEW: You Should Be So Lucky by Cat Sebastian

    Midcentury NYC: You Should Be So Lucky – Cat Sebastian

    An emotional, slow-burn, grumpy/sunshine, queer mid-century romance about grief and found family, between the new star shortstop stuck in a batting slump and the reporter assigned to (reluctantly) cover his first season—set in the same universe as We Could Be So Good.

    The 1960 baseball season is shaping up to be the worst year of Eddie O’Leary’s life. He can’t manage to hit the ball, his new teammates hate him, he’s living out of a suitcase, and he’s homesick. When the team’s owner orders him to give a bunch of interviews to some snobby reporter, he’s ready to call it quits. He can barely manage to behave himself for the length of a game, let alone an entire season. But he’s already on thin ice, so he has no choice but to agree.

    Mark Bailey is not a sports reporter. He writes for the arts page, and these days he’s barely even managing to do that much. He’s had a rough year and just wants to be left alone in his too-empty apartment, mourning a partner he’d never been able to be public about. The last thing he needs is to spend a season writing about New York’s obnoxious new shortstop in a stunt to get the struggling newspaper more readers.

    Isolated together within the crush of an anonymous city, these two lonely souls orbit each other as they slowly give in to the inevitable gravity of their attraction. But Mark has vowed that he’ll never be someone’s secret ever again, and Eddie can’t be out as a professional athlete. It’s just them against the world, and they’ll both have to decide if that’s enough.


    You Should Be So Lucky is the second book of Midcentury NYC, a historical series by Cat Sebastian about queer newspaper reporters in 1960s New York City. The story stars Mark Bailey, whom we met in We Could Be So Good as the book reviewer and Nick Russo’s sorta friend.

    Mark, outta sorts since the loss of longtime boyfriend William, was voluntold by the publisher and Nick’s boyfriend, Andy Fleming III, to write a series of diary-like columns on Eddie O’Leary, the golden boy recently traded to the newly formed baseball team, The Robins.

    Mark is essentially, a grieving widower. He and William were married in all but the law. William was a lawyer. He left Mark a sizable fortune, a huge apartment full of antiques, and a spoiled diva of a dog, Lula.

    Now in the worst slump of his life, Eddie is given the cold shoulder by his entire team and boo-ed by fans for his outrageous rants against the perpetually losing Robins when he was about to be traded. While he may be hot-tempered at times, this baseball player is also a ball of good cheer and contagious smiles.

    Eddie’s skeptical about Mark’s column but as one of those see-ers of good in people, it wasn’t long until he trusted the reporter. It also didn’t hurt that Mark looked delectable in his suits and that the diary entries weren’t what he expected.

    This is a story about a talented pro-athlete in a slump and I just realized as I was writing this, that Mark was also in a slump. I loved the author’s take on the theme. There are no miracle cures, no insta-power-ups, and no sudden heroes. Just Eddie, being a poster boy for slumps but in a good way. Because even golden boys have slumps, just like the rest of us.

    Mark is slowly finding inspiration to write again the more he spends time with Eddie and the Robins. Sometimes it’s a matter of how you look at things. Mark realizes that there’s more to the story than Eddie O’Leary.

    He finds other topics, such as the unexpected appeal of the Robins. There’s also an unlikely second chance in the team’s notorious coach, a former baseball superstar now a drunkard and a womanizer.

    Meanwhile, Eddie grits his teeth and keeps at it until he is lucky to get a hit or two. The man was floundering but slowly won over his team. And they pitched in to help his batting skills. Like Mark, Eddie discovers the hidden depths of his notorious coach, a method to his madness.

    There’s a lovely found family here, not only for the queers but for their allies. One of the most touching parts is Mark and his friendship with elderly reporter George Allen.

    There’s a low thrum of grief in the story and many small joys scattered throughout. We have a wonderful friendship-turned-romantic-relationship between Mark and Eddie and an adorkable ray of sunshine in Eddie, whose wholesomeness and joy radiate happy vibes off the page. Grumpy Mark didn’t stand a chance!

    But the book also suffered the same complaints as We Could Be So Good. The damned thing was so sloooow! I felt every drag of the molasses-slow pacing, it became a chore to read. And like its predecessor, there’s a lot of nothing going on. Sure, I sang praises earlier, but it took a god-awfully loooong time to get to those points. And it is repetitive, too.

    I love slow-burn romance, but better make sure the rest of the book isn’t dragging its feet, too.

    You Should Be So Lucky is a story of second chances, a celebration of baseball, and an appreciation for suits. It’s very much YMMV, so I still encourage everyone to grab it. Overall, an inspiring sports romance brimming with optimism and healing that falls between like and love.

    Rating:
    3.5 Stars – that place between like and love

    Soundtrack: Lucky You
    Artist: Lightning Seeds
    Album: Jollification

    P.S.

    Midcentury NYC books are interconnected but We Could Be So Good and You Should Be So Lucky can be read as a standalones.


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  • song,  Uncategorized

    SOUNDTRACK: Lucky You by The Lightning Seeds

    Soundtrack to Midcentury NYC: You Should Be So Lucky by Cat Sebastian

    Lucky You by The Lightning Seeds for a book about reaching for your dreams, falling flat in your face, getting up and trying again.

    Everything’s blue now
    Oh, lucky you (oh, lucky you)
    There’s nothing to lose
    And if it’s really true
    Oh, lucky you

    You’re chasing the moon
    Reaching out to touch the stars
    But you land too soon
    What will it take to make you see
    The way things really are?
    You’ve got this far
    So let it happen

  • quote,  Uncategorized

    You’re lying again
    Say you don’t, but then you do
    I’m trying again
    To build a wall around your heart
    Then break it through to you
    You make it happen

    Ooh
    Ooh

    Everything’s blue now
    Oh, lucky you (oh, lucky you)
    There’s nothing to lose
    And if it’s really true
    Oh, lucky you

    You’re chasing the moon
    Reaching out to touch the stars
    But you land too soon
    What will it take to make you see
    The way things really are?
    You’ve got this far
    So let it happen

    Ooh
    Ooh

    Everything’s blue now
    Oh, lucky you (oh, lucky you)
    There’s nothing to lose
    So if it’s really true
    Oh, lucky you

    You’re lying again
    Give it up and tell the truth
    You can’t stop the rain
    It’s gonna fall on every roof
    I’ve got the proof
    And only you can make it happen

    Ooh
    Ooh

    Everything’s blue now
    Oh, lucky you (oh, lucky you)
    There’s nothing to lose
    So if it’s really true
    Oh, lucky you

    Ba, ba, ba-da, ba, ba
    Ba, ba, ba-da, ba, ba, ba
    Ba, ba, ba-da, ba, ba
    Ba, ba, ba-da, ba, ba, ba (oh lucky you)
    Ba, ba, ba-da, ba, ba
    Ba, ba, ba-da, ba, ba, ba (oh lucky you)
    Ba, ba, ba-da, ba, ba
    Ba, ba, ba-da, ba, ba, ba (oh lucky you)

    Ba, ba, ba-da, ba, ba
    Ba, ba, ba-da, ba, ba, ba (oh lucky you)
    Ba, ba, ba-da, ba, ba