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    青空 太陽 今日は釣りに行こう
    いつもの公園 大きな池がある

    集中力のない僕だけど
    ねぇ神様 今日は特別な糸を使うよ

    運命の赤い糸を信じたい
    そして今日も僕はここで君を待ってる
    糸の先にある未来にかける魔法
    太陽で池がキラキラ光ってる

    だけどね 世の中 そんなに甘くない
    どれだけ待っても糸に反応はない

    ため息をつく 諦めの早い
    ああ僕だよ 今さら性格は変えれない

    運命の赤い糸は信じない
    だから今日は片付けて帰るとしようか
    大丈夫平気さ これはいつも通り
    本当は誰かに慰めてほしい

    トボトボと歩く帰り道 後ろから声をかけられた
    「落としましたよ?」渡された赤い糸
    「釣りの糸ですか?珍しい色ね」
    微笑む彼女

    運命の赤い糸を信じたい
    そして今日も僕はここで君を待ってる
    糸の先にある未来にかける魔法
    太陽で池がキラキラ光ってる
    運命の赤い糸を信じたい…
    運命の赤い糸を信じたい
    そして今日は未来にちょっと期待が持てた

    Blue Sky Sun Let’s go fishing today
    The usual park with a large pond
    I’m not concentrating.
    Hey God, I’m going to use a special thread today.
    I want to believe in the red thread of fate
    And I’m waiting for you here today
    The magic of the future at the end of the thread
    The pond is sparkling in the sun
    But the world isn’t that sweet.
    No matter how long you wait, there is no response to the thread

    Sigh, quick to give up
    Oh, it’s me, I can’t change my personality anymore
    I don’t believe in the red thread of fate
    So let’s clean up and go home today
    It’s okay, it’s okay, this is business as usual
    I really want someone to comfort me
    On the way home walking with a tobotobo,
    I was called out from behind “Did you drop it?”
    The red thread passed “Is it a fishing line?
    Smiling Girlfriend

    I want to believe in the red thread of fate
    And I’m waiting for you here today
    The magic of the future at the end of the thread
    The pond is sparkling in the sun
    I want to believe in the red thread of fate…
    I want to believe in the red thread of fate
    And today I was a little hopeful about the future

    季節は次々死んでいく 絶命の声が風になる
    色めく街の 酔えない男 月を見上げるのはここじゃ無粋

    泥に足もつれる生活に 雨はアルコールの味がした
    アパシーな目で 彷徨う街で 挙動不審のイノセント 駅前にて

    僕が僕と呼ぶには不確かな 半透明な影が生きてる風だ
    雨に歌えば 雲は割れるか 賑やかな夏の干涸びた命だ

    拝啓 忌まわしき過去に告ぐ 絶縁の詩
    最低な日々の 最悪な夢の 残骸を捨てては行けず ここで息絶えようと
    後世 花は咲き君に伝う 変遷の詩
    苦悩にまみれて 嘆き悲しみ それでも途絶えぬ歌に 陽は射さずとも

    明日は次々死んでいく 急いても追いつけず過去になる
    生き急げ僕ら 灯る火はせつな 生きる意味などは後からつく

    君が君でいるには不確かな 不安定な自我が 君を嫌おうと
    せめて歌えば 闇は晴れるか 根腐れた夢に預かった命だ

    拝啓 忌まわしき過去に告ぐ 絶縁の詩
    最低な日々の 最悪な夢の 残骸を捨てては行けず ここで息絶えようと
    後世 花は咲き君に伝う 変遷の詩
    苦悩にまみれて 嘆き悲しみ それでも途絶えぬ歌に 陽は射さずとも

    疲れた顔に足を引きずって 照り返す夕日に顔をしかめて
    行こうか 戻ろうか 悩みはするけど しばらくすれば 歩き出す背中
    そうだ行かねばならぬ 何はなくとも生きて行くのだ
    僕らは どうせ拾った命だ ここに置いてくよ なけなしの

    拝啓 今は亡き過去を想う 望郷の詩
    最低な日々が 最悪な夢が 始まりだったと思えば 随分遠くだ
    どうせ花は散り 輪廻の輪に還る命
    苦悩にまみれて 嘆き悲しみ それでも途絶えぬ歌に 陽は射さずとも

    季節は次々生き返る

    The seasons die out, one after another; cries of annihilation howl in the wind…

    A man not susceptible to the charms of the city looks up at the moon and notices how unrefined it all is.

    Among an everyday life tripped up by the mud, the rain itself tastes of alcohol;

    With eyes filled with apathy as they wander the city, innocents gather in front of the station, acting suspiciously.

    In order to uphold the unsteady fact that I’m me, it’s like my half-transparent shadow is has come to life.

    If I were to sing in the rain, would the clouds part? My life is all dried up in the midst of this bustling summer.

    Dear My Loathsome Past, to you I offer this poem of farewell!

    I have cast away the remains of these days that can’t get any worse, these most terrible dreams even if it kills me.

    For in the next life, a flower will bloom to tell you a poem of transition;

    A song filled with suffering, of which to grieve and moan, but never to die out… even if it is starved of sunlight.

    Tomorrow’ dies out, one after another; even if you hurry, you’ll miss them as they become the past,

    But to we who hurry through life, our flames are fickle, and we’re always adding meaning after the fact.

    In order to uphold the unsteady fact that you’re you, your unstable ego ventures to despise you; I you were merely able to sing, would the darkness be dispelled? Your life has been left up to a dream rotten at the core.

    Dear My Loathsome Past, to you I offer this poem of farewell!

    I have cast away the remains of these days that can’t get any worse, these most terrible dreams even if it kills me.

    For in the next life, a flower will bloom to tell you a poem of transition;

    A song filled with suffering, of which to grieve and moan, but never to die out… even if it is starved of sunlight.

    With a tired face, limping along; squinting at the reflected sunset..

    We spend some time wondering if we should go or head on back. I’m sure we’ll face hardship… but after the slightest hesitation, we straighten up and head onward.

    That’s right, we have to go! Even with nothing, we have to go on living!

    After all, our lives were just picked up along the way – we’ll leave them here as we proceed, what little they are.

    Dear My Loathsome Past, to you I offer this poem of farewell!

    I have cast away the remains of these days that can’t get any worse, these most terrible dreams even if it kills me.

    For in the next life, a flower will bloom to tell you a poem of transition;

    A song filled with suffering, of which to grieve and moan, but never to die out… even if it is starved of sunlight.

    Seasons revived, one after another

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    Well I don’t mind stealing bread
    From the mouths of decadence
    But I can’t feed on the powerless
    When my cup’s already overfilled

    Yeah
    But it’s on the table
    The fire’s cooking
    And they’re farming babies
    The slaves are all working

    Blood is on the table
    The mouths are all choking
    But I’m goin’ hungry
    Yeah

    I don’t mind stealing bread
    From the mouths of decadence
    But I can’t feed on the powerless
    When my cup’s already overfilled

    But it’s on the table
    The fire is cooking
    And they’re farming babies
    The slaves are all working

    And it’s on the table
    Their mouths are all choking
    But I’m going hungry (Going hungry)
    I’m going hungry (Going hungry)
    I’m going hungry (Going hungry)

    I’m going hungry (Going hungry)
    I’m going hungry (Going hungry)

    I don’t mind stealing bread (I don’t mind)
    I don’t mind stealing bread
    I’m going hungry (Going hungry)
    I’m going hungry (Going hungry)

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    I’m hardly known in this neighbourhood
    But I can’t help feeling like I’ve been misunderstood.
    Right to my bones, yes my sinew shook,
    I feel this ground is breaking, nothing is there underfoot

    Living isn’t easy, when you’ve been free and it’s taken away
    I will lay my head down, ’till some sense has been found.

    Days on days, looking back I lay,
    I know I’m insecure but I’ve been wasting away.
    Solace comes like I hoped it would,
    Love has overcome things I didn’t know that it could.

    Living isn’t easy, when you’ve been free and it’s taken away
    I will lay my head down, ’till some sense has been found.

    My heart beats in patters to the broken sound
    You’re the only one that can calm me down
    My head spins in circles so I’m dizzy now
    All of this time I should’ve figured it out

    I’m a free animal, free animal

    I’m a free animal, free animal

    Free animal, free animal
    My heart beats in patters to the broken sound
    Free animal, free animal
    You’re the only one that can calm me down

    You get what you came for, what you stayed for
    I only know how to satisfy your craving
    This is what you crave
    Know what you’re made of, what you’re made of
    Flesh and bones won’t lie
    They won’t lie

    Free animal, free animal
    My heart beats in patters to the broken sound
    Free animal, free animal
    You’re the only one that can calm me down

    Free animal, free animal
    My heart beats in patters to the broken sound
    Free animal, free animal
    You’re the only one that can calm me down

    You’re the only one that can calm me down

    You’re the only one that can calm me down

    Free animal, free animal
    My heart beats in patters to the broken sound
    Free animal, free animal
    You’re the only one that can calm me down
    Free animal, free animal
    My heart beats in patters to the broken sound
    Free animal, free animal
    You’re the only one that can calm me down

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    I wasn’t expecting
    to be knockin’ at your door
    but here I am there you are
    can you open up some more

    you sexy baby
    I don’t know how
    but you sexy baby
    may be show me now

    there’s something going on here
    I cant resist
    you got those ways about you
    I will submit

    I wasn’t expecting
    for you to just let me in
    any games that you wanna play baby
    any way you wanna win

    you quit(?) it baby
    the baddest girl in town
    so you quit(?) it baby
    maybe I’ll stick around

    there’s something going on here
    I cant resist
    you got those ways about you
    I will submit

    there’s something going on here
    I cant resist
    you got those ways about you
    I will submit

    there’s something going on here
    I cant resist
    you got those ways about you
    I will submit

    ***not the official lyrics, this is my own transcription

    You are sent to take
    Every time I fall
    Every piece of me
    Yeah

    You are my faith
    You are my faith
    Every sign you’ve made
    To tell me who I am

    Sometimes you’re the crowd
    Screaming too loud
    Telling me what I’m not

    When tugging me all the time
    I know you’re out there
    Every sun that breaks
    Is a ticket to the show

    Did you ever know
    There’s a light inside your bones
    The dream that you can’t hide
    That teases you every night

    And you don’t understand
    Glaring at the light
    Sitting like a dog
    In your ordinary life

    Why you’re so paralyzed
    Why don’t you spit it out
    Coming on your face
    Oh yeah

    Feel you
    Feel me
    One life
    One shot
    One love
    Now you’re a mannequin

    Candy
    Cane gun
    Micro
    Brain waves
    Remote
    Controled white man

    High speed
    Defcon
    Mental
    Gang bang
    Black out
    You’re not a dragster man

    Would you tell me who you are right now
    Don’t tell me you don’t know
    ‘Cause I know

    Every piece of you that breaks
    Everytime you lie
    Every time you say you’re fine
    I guess
    It’s time for you to get use to you

    Don’t tell me you don’t know
    ‘Cause I know
    ‘Cause I know

    Please take me somewhere we can hide (Feel you, feel me)
    Somewhere we can dance the boogie (One life, one shot)
    Please bring me something (One love)
    Please give me something (Now you’re a mannequin)

    Please take me somewhere we can hide (Feel you, feel me)
    Somewhere we can dance the boogie (One life, one shot)
    Please bring me something (One love)
    Please give me something (Now you’re a mannequin)

    Please take me somewhere we can hide (Candy, cane gun)
    Somewhere we can dance the boogie (Micro, brain waves)
    Please bring me something (Remote)
    Please give me something (Controled white men)

    Please take me somewhere we can hide (High speed, defcon)
    Somewhere we can dance the boogie (Mental, gang bang)
    Please bring me something (Black out)
    Please give me something (You’re not a dragster man)

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    The bitter and sweet, and dance around me
    I tend to wonder if the ebb and flow will ever drag me under
    If the lessons that we learn are dressed in many colors

    The angel’s share we pay to Heaven
    Comes to all of us

    I learned to live again and feel the love that’s all around me
    And it’s so beautiful, beautiful
    The dark, the light, the faith, the fight
    It leads me to believe
    And it makes it beautiful, beautiful

    It’s finite, the time that we have keeps running faster
    How long do any of us have?
    Oh, I don’t, I don’t, I don’t really know
    When I close my eyes, see bluer skies

    I learned to live again and feel the love that’s all around me
    And it’s so beautiful, beautiful
    The dark, the light, the faith, the fight
    It leads me to believe
    And it makes it beautiful, beautiful

    The angel’s share we pay to Heaven
    Comes to all of us
    The angel’s share we pay to Heaven
    Comes to all of us

    I learned to live again and feel the love that’s all around me
    And it’s so beautiful, beautiful
    The dark, the light, the faith, the fight
    It leads me to believe
    And it makes it beautiful, beautiful

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    Oh, you’re just the same as I used to know
    Always playing games in the strangest ways
    And you come and go, go, go, just like before, ‘fore, oh
    I should’ve known
    Oh, you’re just the same as I used to know
    Always playing games in the strangest ways
    And you come and go, go, go, just like before, ‘fore, oh

    I should’ve known (I should’ve known)
    And you’re running me of hope (I would’ve known)
    Just walking down my road (I could’ve known)
    It’s in my blood and bones

    But it’s just like an old friend
    Coming up, yeah, I know them
    Drop top in the driveway
    Locked up ’cause it’s slow then
    I’ve been looking for problems
    One look and I’m all in
    Is it late in the morning?
    If I fall down then I can keep crawling

    And it’s just like an old friend
    Coming up, yeah, I know them

    You’re just the same as I used to know
    Always playing games in the strangest ways
    You come and go, go, go, just like before, ‘fore, oh

    I should’ve known (I should’ve known)
    And you’re running me of hope (I would’ve known)
    Just walking down my road (I could’ve known)
    It’s in my blood and bones

    And it’s just like an old friend
    Coming up, yeah, I know them
    Drop top in the driveway
    Locked up ’cause it’s slow then
    I’ve been looking for problems
    One look and I’m all in
    Is it late in the morning?
    If I fall down then I can keep crawling

    And it’s just like an old friend
    Coming up, yeah, I know them
    Drop top in the driveway
    Locked up ’cause it’s slow then
    I’ve been looking for problems
    One look and I’m all in
    Is it late in the morning?
    If I fall down then I can keep crawling

    I got a couple old friends
    I swear I’m tryna make amends
    Forget the years I haven’t been
    And we can ride around again like before
    Making them fire on lows
    I got a couple old friends, ya

    And it’s just like an old friend
    Coming up, yeah, I know them
    Drop top in the driveway
    Locked up ’cause it’s slow then
    I’ve been looking for problems
    One look and I’m all in
    Is it late in the morning?
    If I fall down then I can keep crawling (I should’ve known)

    And it’s just like an old friend
    Coming up, yeah, I know them
    Drop top in the driveway
    Locked up ’cause it’s slow then
    I’ve been looking for problems
    One look and I’m all in
    Is it late in the morning?
    If I fall down then I can keep crawling

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    I got guns in my head and they won’t go
    Spirits in my head and they won’t go
    I got guns in my head and they won’t go
    Spirits in my head and they won’t

    I’ve been lookin’ at the stars tonight
    And I think, oh, how I miss that bright sun
    I’ll be a dreamer ’til the day I die
    And they say, oh, how the good die young?

    But we’re all strange
    And maybe we don’t want to change

    I got guns in my head and they won’t go
    Spirits in my head and they won’t go
    I got guns in my head and they won’t go
    Spirits in my head and they won’t go

    But the gun still rattles, the gun still rattles, oh
    I got guns in my head and they won’t go
    Spirits in my head and they won’t go

    I spend a lot of nights on the run
    And I think, oh, like I’m lost and can’t be found
    I’m just waiting for my day to come
    And I think, oh, I don’t wanna let you down

    ‘Cause something inside has changed
    And maybe we don’t wanna stay the same

    I got guns in my head and they won’t go
    Spirits in my head and they won’t go
    I got guns in my head and they won’t go
    Spirits in my head and they won’t go

    But the gun still rattles, the gun still rattles, oh
    But the gun still rattles, the gun still rattles, oh

    And I don’t want a never-ending life
    I just want to be alive
    While I’m here

    And I don’t want a never-ending life
    I just want to be alive
    While I’m here

    And I don’t want to see another night
    Lost inside of lonely life
    While I’m here

    I got guns in my head and they won’t go
    Spirits in my head and they won’t go
    I got guns in my head and they won’t go
    Spirits in my head and they won’t go

    But the gun still rattles, the gun still rattles, oh
    But the gun still rattles, the gun still rattles, oh

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    Time shakes, found you at the water
    At first you were my father, now I love you like a brother
    Earthquakes shake the dust behind you
    This world at times will blind you
    Still I know I’ll see you there

    Come a little closer, then you’ll see
    Come on, come on, come on
    Things aren’t always what they seem to be
    Come on, come on, come on

    Do you understand the things that you’ve been seeing?
    Come on, come on, come on
    Do you understand the things that you’ve been dreaming?
    Come a little closer, then you’ll see

    Heartbreaks, the heavy world’s upon your shoulders
    Will we burn or we just smolder?
    Somehow I know I’ll find you there
    Oooh, I wanna see if you can change it, change it
    Still I know I’ll see you there

    Come a little closer, then you’ll see
    Come on, come on, come on
    Things aren’t always what they seem to be
    Do you understand the things that you’ve been seeing?

    Come on, come on, come on
    Do you understand the things that you’ve been dreaming?
    Come a little closer, then you’ll see
    Come a little closer, then you’ll see

    Ten thousand people stand alone now
    And in the evening the sun sets
    Tomorrow it will rise

    Time flies by, they all sang along
    Time flies by, they all sang along
    Time flies by, they all sang along
    Time flies by by

    Come a little closer, then you’ll see
    Come on, come on, come on
    Come a little closer, then you’ll see
    Come a little closer, then you’ll see
    Come a little closer, then you’ll see

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    When you move
    Under the moon
    I can feel you
    Slipping through to tantalize

    When you sing
    Your words soft and sincere
    Oh I want you
    More than I ever desired

    There are things I don’t understand
    Deep within my well
    Then I wish to unveil myself
    When I dance under your midnight prayer

    I dance around, around, around, in circles
    And I dance around, around, around, in circles

    In a dream
    Calm, surreal
    I can taste you
    Feel completely hypnotized

    When you speak
    The words I long to hear
    Oh I want you
    More than I ever desired

    There are things I don’t understand
    Deep within my well
    Then I wish to unveil myself
    When I dance under your midnight prayer

    I dance around, around, around, in circles
    And I dance around, around, around, in circles

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    Monster, monster under my bed
    Come out and play ’cause I need a friend
    You’re so damn close that I feel your breath
    You’re the only one I have left

    Feel you in my bones
    Shiver up my spine
    You’re a master of disguise
    You show up when no one’s home
    Are you real or just a lie
    I can feel you in my mind and my soul
    But I love when you jump in
    And help me feel something
    My blankets are that door
    My bed is that coffin
    And just as it closes
    And I go to lock it
    I sing that lullaby you taught me

    Monster, monster under my bed
    Come out and play ’cause I need a friend
    You’re so damn close that I feel your breath
    You’re the only one I have left

    Show me where to go
    I guess I’m always lost
    Now that everyone is gone
    You’re the one who gives me hope
    Told to be afraid

    But around you I feel safe
    And you know that
    I love when you jump in
    You help me feel something
    My eyelids are that door
    My mind is that coffin
    And just as they’re closing
    You come from the closet
    And sing the lullaby you taught me

    Monster, monster

    Save me, someone I’m crazy
    Or maybe something is saying
    My days are numbered like babies
    I stay in slumber let’s face it
    I spend my summers in basements
    I fucking love when you hate me
    I never want you to take me

    From my monster, monster
    Someone call a doctor, a doctor
    I’m fucking off my rocker, don’t offer
    To talk when you’re not gonna stop copping
    These Oxys to feed me
    I’m probably not gonna eat these
    But if the problems within me
    Or just the monster you’re seeing, I’m singing

    Monster, monster under my bed
    Come out and play ’cause I need a friend
    You’re so damn close that I feel your breath
    You’re the only one I have left

    Monster, monster under my bed
    Come out and play ’cause I need a friend
    You’re so damn close that I feel your breath
    You’re the only one I have left