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    I’ve got my scars to bear
    Stitches just can’t repair, woah
    There’s no one to blame this time
    Absolution’s waiting on a prayer
    I’m breaking down the walls
    Bailing my share of faults, woah
    This blood on my hands is a blessing
    In a lifetime, twisted by design

    But I’m so alive!

    Is it a threat or the cure?
    ‘Cause it’s a brave new world
    I don’t know if I’m ready for, just to test
    ‘Cause I’m miles up above you
    Flying with no safety net
    I don’t believe in fate, although this time
    I think I’ve met my match
    Why are the dreams so hard to catch?

    ‘Cause you forget in time
    What it feels inside
    When you live right on the line
    But I’m so alive!

    They say believing is the hardest part
    But I say with every beat of my heart
    I alone will find my way
    And get right back to the start
    They say the fire in your heart is gone
    Well, I say it’s really only just begun
    All along you know that I’m
    I’m twisted by design
    I’m twisted by design

    Taking the days as they come
    But now I’m seeing the world
    As if it had a thousand sounds
    I admit that they’re somewhere along the lines
    I guess I lost my grip
    But luck has turned the page and time is up
    I need to get things right
    One more chance to catch the light

    ‘Cause you forget in time
    What it feels inside
    When you live right on the line
    But I’m so alive!

    They say believing is the hardest part
    But I say with every beat of my heart
    I alone will find my way
    And get right back to the start
    They say the fire in your heart is gone
    Well, I say it’s really only just begun
    All along you know that I’m
    I’m twisted by design
    I’m twisted by design

    Starting over again
    But the further I get
    I can’t stop
    These walls from closing in
    Going out of my head
    All the tears that I bled
    They’re not enough
    To take my pain away

    They say believing is the hardest part
    But I say with every beat of my heart
    I alone will find my way
    And get right back to the start
    They say the fire in your heart is gone
    Well, I say it’s really only just begun
    All along you know that I’m
    I’m twisted by design

    In some ways I’ve changed
    And I’ve left it all behind
    But I can’t change the way
    That I’m twisted by design

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    Feeling like i’m being selfish
    Sweetly embrace me on this one sole path
    Wherever I am, I can’t seem to find
    It’s all because of you and those red pills

    Overlapping together as a pure heart
    One night asking all about love
    Delicate ♡ as a result of these heartbreaks
    All because of you breathlessly sighing

    “Dancing as you please”
    “Aren’t you a man like you say”
    “Singing as you please”
    “Looking like a fool”

    Things that I won’t change
    Bid farewell, reluctance, entrusting all these dreams
    I can’t turn back on my own
    You’re out there remaining all alone

    This world being a place for burying my heart
    Flying away today with me hiding my tears
    Lying on the ground wearing a mask
    Losing my wings and feathers

    (Flightless Butterflies)

    Feeling like i’m being selfish
    Sweetly embrace me on this one sole path
    Wherever I am, I can’t seem to find
    It’s all because of you and those red pills

    “Dancing as we please”
    “Aren’t you a child like you say”
    “Singing as we please”
    “…Hey, come save me”

    Things that I won’t change
    Bid farewell, reluctance, entrusting all these dreams
    I can’t turn back on my own
    You’re out there remaining all alone

    Things that I won’t change
    Bid farewell, reluctance, entrusting all these dreams
    I can’t turn back on my own
    You’re out there remaining all alone

    Things that I won’t change
    Bid farewell, reluctance, entrusting all these dreams
    I can’t turn back on my own
    …And you’re out there… you’re out there

    You’re out there remaining all alone

    基本勝手な気分は上々

    離れ小道で甘く抱き寄せて

    何処に居たって見つからないのは

    紅い薬と貴方のせいよ

    重ね併せた慕情は純情

    一夜限りの愛を問いかけて

    華奢な♡が御破算するのは

    貴方好みの吐息のせいよ

    「踊りなさいよ」

    「男じゃないの?」

    「唄いなさいよ」

    「馬鹿みたい」

    変わらないのは

    別れ 惜しみ 夢を 託し

    そして此処に還れない

    貴方独りだけでしょう

    所詮、この世は心の斎場

    泪隠して今日も飛び立つの

    仮面被って地べたを這うのは

    羽根を亡くした

    <飛べない蝶々>

    基本勝手な気分は上々

    離れ小道で甘く抱き寄せて

    何処に居たって見つからないのは

    紅い薬と貴方のせいよ

    「踊りなさいよ」

    「子供じゃないの?」

    「唄いなさいよ」

    「…ねぇ、救って」

    変わらないのは

    別れ 惜しみ 夢を 託し

    そして此処に還れない

    貴方独りだけでしょう

    変わらないのは

    別れ 惜しみ 夢を 託し

    そして此処に還れない

    貴方独りだけでしょう

    変わらないのは

    別れ 惜しみ 夢を 託し

    そして此処に還れない

    …貴方… 貴方

    貴方独りだけでしょう

    Kihon katte na kibun wa joujou

    Hanare komichi de amaku dakiyosete

    Doko ni itatte mitsukaranai no wa

    Akai kusuri to anata no sei yo

    Kasane awaseta bojou wa junjou

    Hitoyo kagiri no ai o toikakete

    Kyasha na ♡ ga gohasan suru no wa

    Anata konomi no toiki no sei yo

    “Odori nasai yo”

    “Otoko janai no?”

    “Utae nasai yo”

    “Baka mitai”

    Kawaranai no wa

    Wakare oshimi yume o takushi

    Soshite koko ni kaerenai

    Anata hitori dake deshou

    Shosen, kono yo wa kokoro no saisho

    Namida kakushite kyou mo tobitatsu no

    Kamen kabutte jibeta o hau no wa

    Hane o nakushita

    Kihon katte na kibun wa joujou

    Hanare komichi de amaku dakiyosete

    Doko ni itatte mitsukaranai no wa

    Akai kusuri to anata no sei yo

    “Odori nasai yo”

    “Kodomo janai no?”

    “Utae nasai yo”

    “…Nee, sukutte”

    Kawaranai no wa

    Wakare oshimi yume o takushi

    Soshite koko ni kaerenai

    Anata hitori dake deshou

    Kawaranai no wa

    Wakare oshimi yume o takushi

    Soshite koko ni kaerenai

    Anata hitori dake deshou

    Kawaranai no wa

    Wakare oshimi yume o takushi

    Soshite koko ni kaerenai

    …Anata… Anata

    Anata hitori dake deshou

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    When I pray
    When I
    When I pray

    In the night, you come to me
    ‘Cause I’m the one who knows who you are
    Ooh
    Give me your confession, saying
    Lately, life’s been tearing you apart
    Now

    Walk through the fire with you
    ‘Cause I know how it can hurt
    Being cut into and afraid

    So don’t break (break)
    Sanctify my body with pain (pain)
    Sanctify the love that you crave (crave)
    Oh, and I won’t, and I won’t, and I won’t be ashamed
    Sanctify my sins when I pray
    When I pray

    You don’t have to be straight with me
    I see what’s underneath your mask
    I’m a man like you, I breathe the rituals of the dancer’s dance
    Oh, oh

    And there’s fire in you
    And you know it’s gonna hurt, being cut into
    And afraid

    So don’t break (break)
    Sanctify my body with pain (pain)
    Sanctify the love that you crave (crave)
    Oh, and I won’t, and I won’t, and I won’t be ashamed
    Sanctify my sins when I pray
    When I pray

    You’ll find redemption when all this is through
    Father, forgive me for finding the truth
    Love takes its toll on me, I’m just like you
    Maybe it’s heavenly
    Maybe it’s heavenly

    So don’t break (break)
    Sanctify my body with pain (pain)
    Sanctify the love that you crave (crave)
    Oh, and I won’t, and I won’t, and I won’t be ashamed
    Sanctify my sins when I pray

    Sanctify my body with pain (sanctify, sanctify my sins)
    Sanctify the love that you crave (sanctify)
    Oh, and I won’t, and I won’t, and I won’t be ashamed (sanctify)
    Sanctify my sins when I pray
    When I pray
    When I pray

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    You’re lying again
    Say you don’t, but then you do
    I’m trying again
    To build a wall around your heart
    Then break it through to you
    You make it happen

    Ooh
    Ooh

    Everything’s blue now
    Oh, lucky you (oh, lucky you)
    There’s nothing to lose
    And if it’s really true
    Oh, lucky you

    You’re chasing the moon
    Reaching out to touch the stars
    But you land too soon
    What will it take to make you see
    The way things really are?
    You’ve got this far
    So let it happen

    Ooh
    Ooh

    Everything’s blue now
    Oh, lucky you (oh, lucky you)
    There’s nothing to lose
    So if it’s really true
    Oh, lucky you

    You’re lying again
    Give it up and tell the truth
    You can’t stop the rain
    It’s gonna fall on every roof
    I’ve got the proof
    And only you can make it happen

    Ooh
    Ooh

    Everything’s blue now
    Oh, lucky you (oh, lucky you)
    There’s nothing to lose
    So if it’s really true
    Oh, lucky you

    Ba, ba, ba-da, ba, ba
    Ba, ba, ba-da, ba, ba, ba
    Ba, ba, ba-da, ba, ba
    Ba, ba, ba-da, ba, ba, ba (oh lucky you)
    Ba, ba, ba-da, ba, ba
    Ba, ba, ba-da, ba, ba, ba (oh lucky you)
    Ba, ba, ba-da, ba, ba
    Ba, ba, ba-da, ba, ba, ba (oh lucky you)

    Ba, ba, ba-da, ba, ba
    Ba, ba, ba-da, ba, ba, ba (oh lucky you)
    Ba, ba, ba-da, ba, ba

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    Regrets collect like old friends
    Here to relive your darkest moments
    I can see no way, I can see no way
    And all of the ghouls come out to play
    And every demon wants his pound of flesh
    But I like to keep some things to myself
    I like to keep my issues drawn
    It’s always darkest before the dawn

    And I’ve been a fool, and I’ve been blind (I’ve been blind)
    I can never leave the past behind
    I can see no way, I can see no way
    I’m always dragging that horse around
    All of his questions, such a mournful sound
    Tonight, I’m gonna bury that horse in the ground
    ‘Cause I like to keep my issues drawn
    But it’s always darkest before the dawn

    Shake it out, shake it out
    Shake it out, shake it out, ooh whoa oh
    Shake it out, shake it out
    Shake it out, shake it out, oh whoa oh
    And it’s hard to dance with a devil on your back, so shake him off
    Ooh whoa oh

    And I am done with my graceless heart
    So tonight, I’m gonna cut it out, and then restart
    ‘Cause I like to keep my issues drawn
    It’s always darkest before the dawn

    Shake it out, shake it out
    Shake it out, shake it out, ooh whoa oh
    Shake it out, shake it out
    Shake it out, shake it out, oh whoa oh
    And it’s hard to dance with a devil on your back, so shake him off
    Ooh whoa oh (shake him off)

    And it’s hard to dance with a devil on your back (shake it off)
    But given half the chance, would I take any of it back? (Shake it off)
    It’s a fine romance, but it’s left me so undone (shake it off)
    It’s always darkest before the dawn (shake it off)

    Oh whoa oh
    Oh whoa oh

    And I’m damned if I do, and I’m damned if I don’t
    So here’s to drinks in the dark, at the end of my road
    And I’m ready to suffer, and I’m ready to hope
    It’s a shot in the dark aimed right at my throat
    ‘Cause looking for heaven, found the devil in me (oh whoa oh)
    Looking for heaven, found the devil in me (oh whoa oh)
    But what the hell, I’m gonna let it happen
    To me, yeah

    Shake it out, shake it out
    Shake it out, shake it out, ooh whoa oh
    Shake it out, shake it out
    Shake it out, shake it out, oh whoa oh
    And it’s hard to dance with a devil on your back, so shake him off
    Oh whoa oh

    Shake it out, shake it out
    Shake it out, shake it out, ooh whoa oh
    Shake it out, shake it out
    Shake it out, shake it out, oh whoa oh
    And it’s hard to dance with a devil on your back, so shake him off
    Oh whoa oh

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    You are red and blue and green
    Living like a living computer glitch
    You could change to anything
    All you gotta do is just hit the switch
    You are muscle, flesh, and bone
    Living in the land of automobiles
    If you ever lose your shoes
    All you gotta do is just click your heels

    Symmetry’s overrated, methinks
    Look at the scars all over the Sphinx

    Do you know that when you blink
    Each eye winks slightly out of sync?

    Symmetry’s overrated, methinks
    Look at the scars all over the Sphinx
    Even the planet spins with a tilt
    Everybody’s built like a quilt

    Have you heard the awful truth?
    Cursed asymmetricals go to hell!
    If you trip and lose a tooth
    You gotta knock the other side out as well
    Gouge both eyes out and you’ll see
    Empty sockets everywhere: self abyss
    Fill them up with mercury
    So that I can see myself when we kiss

    Symmetry’s overrated, methinks
    Look at the scars all over the Sphinx
    Even the planet spins with a tilt
    Everybody’s built like a quilt

    Trees in the forest fall to the side
    Everybody’s got something to hide
    Except for me and my suitcase
    Full of imperfections
    If the court has no objections!

    Symmetry’s overrated, methinks
    Look at the scars all over the Sphinx
    I am lopsided, and so are you
    Nothing worth loving isn’t askew!

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    From New York to Austin
    I can’t wait to take you there
    When they see you walking
    They can’t help but stop and stare

    Tell me what you want us to be
    (Can you tell me?)
    I would move a mountain for you to see
    That we can make it heavenly
    Heat up like the summer in Tennessee

    We could be so good
    Light up the neighbourhood
    We could be so good
    Light up the neighbourhood

    I don’t ask for much
    I don’t need to rush
    Driving on the one with your hand over the ocean
    Waves could pack a punch
    I feel it when we touch
    Falling with the sun and I’m lost in all the motion

    Tell me what you want us to be
    (Can you tell me?)
    I would move a mountain for you to see
    That we can make it heavenly
    Heat up like the summer in Tennessee

    We could be so good
    Light up the neighbourhood
    We could be so good
    Light up the neighbourhood
    So good
    So good

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    you see me stepping into boys town
    stepping up
    i’m gonna be that freak
    you see me stepping into boys town
    stepping up
    I’m gonna be so chic

    he’s kissing me
    you’re kissing him
    I don’t know why
    I don’t when
    i’m flavor of the week

    you see me stepping on the boys
    stepping up
    I’m gonna be so chic

    huffing poppers in the moonlight
    the bathroom never felt so right
    smelling musk in the air in spite
    many fingers reaching for a slice

    put on a show
    make it worth your while
    spit on your palm
    make it last for miles
    i feel your body throbbing right next to mine
    everything is wet and easy to find

    you see me stepping into boys town
    stepping up
    i’m gonna be that freak
    you see me stepping into boys town
    stepping up
    I’m gonna be so chic

    i’m kissing him
    he’s kissing me
    I don’t know why
    I don’t know when
    i’m the flavor of the week

    you see me stepping into boys town
    stepping up
    I’m gonna be so chic

    now you see me now sleeping in the row
    i’ve been sleeping now on places
    where you can’t go go go
    now you see me sleeping in the street

    i’ve been sleeping now in places
    where we can’t meet meet meet

    you see me stepping into boys town
    stepping up
    i’m gonna be that freak
    you see me stepping into boys town
    stepping up
    I’m gonna be so chic

    i’m kissing him
    he’s kissing me
    I don’t know why
    I don’t when
    you’re flavor of the week

    you see me stepping into boys town
    stepping up
    I’m gonna be so chic

    ***not the official lyrics, this is my own transcription

    Don’t tell me that they’re all the same
    Cause even the sound of his name
    Carries me over their reach
    Back to some golden beach
    Where only he remains

    You planted your eyes on my feet
    You told me to dig my heels deep
    The night wore the rain
    On her windowpane
    Drifted us to sleep

    All that we needed was right

    The threshold is breaking tonight
    Open to everything happy and sad
    Seeing the good when it’s all going bad
    Seeing the sun when I can’t really see
    Hoping the sun will at least look at me

    Focus on everything better today
    All that I need and I never could say
    Hold on to people, they’re slipping away
    Hold on to this while it’s slipping away

    All that we needed tonight
    Are people who love us, and light
    I know how it feels to mean it
    Oh, and we leave here, you’ll see
    Open to everything happy and sad
    Seeing the good when it’s all going bad
    Seeing the sun when I can’t really see
    Hoping the sun will at least look at me

    Focus on everything better today
    All that I need and I never could say
    Hold on to people, they’re slipping away
    Hold on to this while it’s slipping away
    So long (so long)
    So long (so long)

    I open to everything happy and sad
    Seeing the good when it’s all going bad
    Seeing the sun when I can’t really see
    Hoping the sun will at least look at me

    Focus on everything better today
    All that I need and I never could say
    Hold on to people, they’re slipping away
    Hold on to people, they’re slipping away

    Hold on to people, they’re slipping away
    Hold on to people, they’re slipping away
    Hold on to people, they’re slipping away
    Hold on to people, they’re slipping away
    Hold on to people, they’re slipping away
    Hold on to people, they’re slipping away

    Hold on to people, they’re slipping away
    Hold on to people, they’re slipping away

    Hold on to people, they’re slipping away
    Hold on to people, they’re slipping away
    Hold on to people, they’re slipping away
    Hold on to people, they’re slipping away

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    Last night we walked around
    We walked all over this town
    And then spent some time away
    But it’s always just the same

    Cause we walked around this town
    We walked around this town
    We walked around this town
    I’m losing it it’s a sign
    But i don’t know never mind
    I’m walking in then walking out

    It’s just one more memory
    Before it’s time to leave
    Will you wait patiently
    Cause one day you will see

    You will see
    You will see

    And i’ve seen it all before
    But i’m knocking on the front door
    Is there something going on
    Well i think this feeling’s gone

    Cause we walked around this town
    We walked around this town
    We walked around this town
    I’m losing it it’s a sign
    But i don’t know never mind
    I’m walking in then walking out

    It’s just one more memory
    Before it’s time to leave
    Will you wait patiently
    Cause one day you will see

    Oh
    Oh

    Walked around this town
    We walked around this town
    Walked around this town
    We walked around this town

    I had a dream
    I have to go
    A big city dreams with big city goals
    I’ve been sitting in this room in the dark
    For an hour and a half and there’s something calling
    Something calling out my name
    It’s a dream it’s a game I don’t know but it’s out there calling
    Hey, hey
    There’s fire in our hands and we’re never coming back so

    Hey, hey
    There’s fire in our hands and we’re never coming back no

    I’ve been dreaming
    Big city dreaming

    Big city dream
    Big city dream
    Do you wanna come with me

    Big city dream
    Do you wanna come with me

    And I saw some things that I’d never seen before
    And I’ve done some things I should have never done at all

    Yeah the big city’s gotta hold on me
    Yeah the big city gave me everything

    I’ve been running out of time
    I’ve been running out of rhymes
    I’ve been running running running from myself sometimes
    I’ve been calling out your name
    Call me crazy I’m insane
    All I know is that I love it darling

    Diamonds in my ring
    Diamonds in my soul
    Human gasoline yeah
    Humans made of gold

    I’ve been dreaming
    Big city dreaming

    Big city dream
    Big city dream
    Do you wanna come with me

    Big city dream
    Do you wanna come with me

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    Risk my life with certain wants that lead to my decay
    Twist my arm and suffocate all the fame away
    I know (I know, I know, I know), I’ve got a lot to learn

    Complicated and a mess, slightly OCD
    Take for granted many things that mean a lot to me
    I know (I know, I know, I know), I’ve got a lot to learn

    I was raised as a scorpion
    Being pulled by the moon in a high tide
    That’s why I’m broken
    Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

    Am I a villain or a saint? Let me lead the way
    Resting bitch face on the move, fuck you have to say?
    I know (I know, I know, I know), I am tough as a stone

    I’ve lived a lot of life that not a lot will understand
    The type of life that gives you scars before you take command
    I know (I know, I know, I know), I am tough as a stone

    I was raised as a scorpion
    Being pulled by the moon in a high tide
    That’s why I’m broken

    I know this hurts a lot
    It’s not my fault, it never was
    And I know I’m tough like stone
    But right now, please hug me, I feel alone

    And I know this hurts a lot
    It’s not my fault, it never was
    And I know I’m tough like stone
    But right now, please hug me, I feel alone
    I feel alone

    Villain
    Villain
    Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
    Villain
    Villain
    Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah