• manga,  Uncategorized

    MANGA: Oretachi wa Koibito ni Muitenai

    Oretachi wa Koibito ni Muitenai – Kou Hirokawa

    Introducing the noisy neighbor of your nightmares: a Youtuber.

    It’s been six months since broody auto-mechanic Kumazawa moved in next door to Koichi, a streamer who claims to be an expert on love. After one too many loud recordings, Kumazawa finally snaps and shows up at Koichi’s door… only to shut him up with a passionate kiss!

    Kumazawa has no interest in pursuing a straight guy, but Koichi stops by night after night and won’t leave until he’s “satisfied.” Coming off the heels of a traumatic breakup in which his partner cheated, Kumazawa is convinced he and Koichi won’t work out, but Koichi is determined to persuade him otherwise. Can a physical relationship between two people who are totally NOT “meant to be” turn into something real…?

    We’re Not Meant For Each Other is a bisexual awakening romance between two neighbors.

    Kumazawa, a gruff auto mechanic, has had enough of his noisy neighbor, YouTuber Koichi. When he storms over to demand silence, their heated argument ends with an unexpected kiss. Soon, Koichi is spending more time in Kumazawa’s apartment, teasing him for more.

    Knowing Koichi is straight, Kumazawa held himself back but the Youtuber is persistent until he gives in thinking it’s just fodder for Koichi’s videos. What started as physical soon turns more intimate as Koichi becomes more attached to Kumazawa, who turns out to have a possessive streak.

    It would have been an ideal slice-of-life story but life throws a wrench in the happy couple’s honeymoon phase.

    One conflict is Koichi’s desire to come out to his subscribers. Kumazawa and his video editor warn him of the repercussions of letting his viewers know he’s dating a man. Kumazawa is adamant about keeping his privacy.

    Kumazawa is estranged from his family and it is implied it’s because of his sexuality. Later, a major shakedown leads to an surprise reunion with his brother who has a secret connection to Koichi.

    The physical part is pretty spicy but the heart of this manga is how Kumazawa’s and Koichi’s opposing personalities play off each other. Koichi is flirty and playful, often the one initiating affection while Kumazawa has more subtle expressions, often stoic but really enjoying himself. Kumazawa is tall and broad with an intimdating presence that scares Koichi’s stalkers away.

    Even with hurdles. they keep coming back to each other at the end of the day. The care and affection is palpable in Kumazawa’s home-coooked meals and constant reminders that the too-open-for-his-own good Koichi be cautious. That Koichi has a grumpy bear plushie is ridiculously cute especially as a nod to the “kuma” in Kumazawa. Cozy, warm, and sweet, overall, it’s meant to be.


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    REVIEW: Bright Dead Things by Hailey Turner

    Bitter Legacies: Bright Dead Things – Hailey Turner

    If the forest stares back at you, you’re already prey.

    Bran Gallagher grew up with three rules passed down through his coven: beware forest paths that lead to dangerous mounds, always keep iron close, and never speak of magic.

    Cillian Dunne grew up with his mother’s love, his father’s absence, and secret warnings to never trust a witch.

    In Pelham’s forest, where bright lights haunt the trees and hunt the lost, there are traditions kept for survival and others out of habit, none of which should be broken.

    Bran and Cillian unknowingly broke tradition and ruined each other in the aftermath of a kiss years ago. Reunited in the wake of a family tragedy, they cross paths with something old, something terrifying—something that wants them dead. When Bran’s younger sister is stolen away by a nightmare into the Otherworld, they can only follow and try to keep each other alive in a strange and haunting land.

    Trapped in a dangerous Fae Court, Bran learns being a witch comes with a death sentence. To save him, Cillian must fight against those who seek power from a past he has no memory of, and the only person he can trust is the witch who broke his heart.

    But it might be too late.

    For the Fae have never been kind, and they have always hungered, and this time, what they hunger for is revenge.


    Bright Dead Things is the first book of Bitter Legacies, a fantasy series by Hailey Turner, bringing us into the chilling world of witches and fae.

    The story begins with two deaths and a missing girl, Aisling Gallagher, sister to Bran, a Pelham witch now living in Boston and childhood friend of forest ranger Cillian Dunne. Estranged since Cillian rejected Bran’s kiss as a teen, the two are reluctantly reunited when Aisling disappears.

    Forced to work together, they uncover dark truths in the Otherworld, where fae seek to destroy witches. Bran sacrifices himself to protect Cillian, who in turn discovers a secret that could destroy them both. And they have yet to find Aisling.

    Bran, inheriting his mother’s mantle after her murder, is the last witch of his coven. He must guard the forest against grotesque fae-born monsters that lure mortals with lights. The warning often repeated in Pelham is stay away from the lights. These creatures haunt the Weirding, the shifting boundary between human lands and the Otherworld.

    I loved the concept of these monsters. They are insidious creations of the fae, heartless predators feeding on mortals. The fae themselves are divided into four seasonal courts, with Summer and Winter at odds with each other. Their elemental magic contrasts with witches’ sigils and witchmarks. The witches are overseen by the Council.

    The feud between witches and fae goes back centuries with the fae claiming Pelham forest as their former homeland and the witches keeping them at bay. In the Otherworld, Cillian and Bran experiences the atrocities of the fae. I think in the second book, we’ll see how cold witches can be when the Council makes their demands of Bran.

    Trust is a major theme here, Bran was taught never to trust fae, while Cillian was warned against witches. He repeatedly distrusts his supposed allies, thinking only of protecting Bran and Aisling. As things became more dangerous, they learn to rely on each other again.

    Their bond is tender and I loved how they became each other’s rock. Bran nearly sacrifices his identity to keep Cillian alive, while Cillian didn’t even think twice to abandon his legacy to remain with Bran and Aisling. They have the makings of a cozy boyfriends dynamic if their world weren’t so perilous.

    The part where they were held prisoner by a fae lord gave me mixed feelings. While it’s admirable Bran would do anything to protect Cillian, I felt he capitulated too quickly to the fae lord’s demands. I didn’t feel the threat the fae posed, he just repeated the same one again and again and I thought Bran could have stood his ground more firmly.

    Compared to the author’s other books, this is not as action-packed as I would have liked. The action scenes are far in between but they were still fantastic displays of magic. I thought the witchmarks were cool and Aisling’s big reveal was spectacular!

    The vibe is wonderfully eerie evoking the desperation of being lost in endless woods. However, the sluggish pacing made the writing feel heavy. I suggest audiobooking this because Gary Furlong’s compelling narration saved this book for me. TBH, I’m not looking forward to experiencing this slowness again in the sequel.

    Bright Dead Things is a story of family secrets, ancient feuds, and unlikely alliances. Atmospheric, twisty if slow-paced, overall it’s a dark and deadly unraveling of eldritich lights, secret identities, and the elusive hold of trust.

    Rating:
    3.5 Stars – that place between like and love

    Soundtrack: Trick Of The Light
    Artist: Charming Disaster
    Album: The Double


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    SOUNDTRACK: Trick of the Light by Charming Disaster

    Soundtrack to Bitter Legacies: Bright Dead Things by Hailey Turner

    Trick Of The Light by Charming Disaster for a book about alluring lights, hungry monsters, and deadly secrets.

    t must have been a trick of the light
    You keep on telling yourself everything’s fine
    But you’ve been walking
    While you are sleeping
    And now you’re going out of your mind

    A shadow’s creeping out in the night
    You think you might want to invite it inside
    Is there some secret
    That you’ve been keeping
    And are you being eaten alive

  • quote,  Uncategorized

    It must have been a trick of the light
    You keep on telling yourself everything’s fine
    But you’ve been walking
    While you are sleeping
    And now you’re going out of your mind

    A shadow’s creeping out in the night
    You think you might want to invite it inside
    Is there some secret
    That you’ve been keeping
    And are you being eaten alive

    It’s all right, it’s all right tonight
    It’s all right, it’s all right tonight
    It’s all right, it’s all right tonight
    It’s all right all right all right all right

    A cloud is coming down from the sky
    And at its center is a glowing red eye
    The shape that lingers
    Outside your window
    Puts you in danger, makes you want to fly

    It’s all right, it’s all right tonight
    It’s all right, it’s all right tonight
    It’s all right, it’s all right tonight
    It’s all right all right all right all right

    Delicate lily white butterfly come to me
    Drink in your loveliness, hold you and set you free
    Moonlight to warm you at night when you’re still and cold
    Let go your loneliness and your immortal soul

    You’ve eaten all your spiders and flies
    And now it’s time to feed your new appetite
    Keep your laughter
    Down to a whisper
    Until the master calls you to his side

    It’s all right, it’s all right tonight
    It’s all right, it’s all right tonight
    It’s all right, it’s all right tonight
    It’s all right all right all right all right

    Delicate lily white (It must have been a trick of the light)
    Butterfly come to me (You keep on telling yourself everything’s fine)
    Drink in your (But you’ve been walking)
    Loveliness (While you are sleeping)
    Hold you and (And now you’re going
    Set you free (out of your mind)
    Moonlight to (It must have been a)
    Warm you at (Trick of the light)
    Night when you’re (You keep on telling yourself)
    Still and cold (Everything’s fine)
    Let go your (But you’ve been walking)
    Loneliness (While you are sleeping)
    And your im- (And now you’re going)
    Mortal soul (out of your mind)
    It’s all right, it’s all right tonight
    It’s all right, it’s all right tonight
    It’s all right, it’s all right tonight
    It’s all right all right all right all right

    It’s all right, it’s all right tonight
    It’s all right, it’s all right tonight
    It’s all right, it’s all right tonight
    It’s all right all right all right all right

  • featured,  Uncategorized

    FLICKer: Twice As Shy

    Featuring LGBT short films I found around the interwebz a.k.a Youtube. Okay sucky intro, but yeah, that’s it.


    Rick agrees to watch over his best friend, Jack, during his first full moon as a werewolf.