• manga,  Uncategorized

    MANGA: Chichi no Aijin

    Chichi no Aijin – Shiomi Chil

    High schooler Haruki Niina lives with his novelist father and Junpei, a housekeeper he treats like a big brother. Their three-person household is peaceful on the surface, but Junpei and Haruki’s father are hiding a secret relationship from Haruki… A pure boys’ love romance between a taciturn novelist and his shy, muscular housekeeper.

    Father’s Lover is an age gap romance between a novelist and his housekeeper.

    Divorced and middle‑aged Kunihiko has lived with Junpei, his loyal housekeeper, since his son Haruki was in grade school. Now a high schooler, Haruki discovers their secret relationship, forcing Junpei to confront his fear that everything is over. Junpei has loved Kunihiko for years, though he believes their bond is purely physical as the older man has not acknowledged his feelings.

    The manga explores unconventional love, family, and vulnerability in three POVs. Haruki notices Junpei looking at his father a certain way and only realizes why after he learns that they were lovers. The boy is wise beyond his years, counselling his awkward father on romance after the man expressed his fear of rejection, using his own experience with his girlfriend. He’s thrilled about Kunihiko and Junpei’s relationship since he adores their housekeeper.

    Junpei is shy and blushy. Though he is bigger, he’s more submissive and emotional. The mangaka seems to love drawing his muscular body, highlighting the defined muscles and round butt in a way that pops off the page, especially when they’re having sex. This makes the manga both pure and erotic, the romance gentle and dramatic, the smut extra steamy contrasting with Kunihiko’s proper gentleman aura.

    Kunihiko is a doting father to Haruki. He’s one of those poker-faced characters whose expressions are so subtle, all you see is a slight lift at the corner of the mouth. He’s not exactly cold, just taciturn and has very little romantic experience. But when he opens his heart, he’s deeply committed. My favorite detail is how the author drew the close-up of his come-hither eyes. I can’t stop staring at it!

    Overall, a bestselling blend of tender dynamics and bold intimacy.


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  • book,  Uncategorized

    SERIES REVIEW: The Last Grift, Bait and Switch, & Skin Game (Subtle Deceptions Books 1-3) by Elle Keaton

    Subtle Deceptions: The Last Grift by Elle Keaton

    It’s road trip time. Semi-retired grifter Gabriel Karne is in deadly trouble. If he gets out of this ‘situation’, he’s leaving everything behind and heading someplace where no one knows his name, or his face. Heartstone Island or bust.

    The plan is to collect his inheritance and move right along. No one will need to know his past.
    It will be fine. Everything will be fine.

    Less than 24 hours on the island and Gabe’s made an impression on the locals–possibly not the best. A trespassing citation from an infuriating but compelling forest ranger, and he’s interfered with two local good ol’ boys plans. Not a great way to stay off the radar.

    Then, when a local goes missing, Gabe offers to help find him.
    Being off his grift is the only explanation as to why Gabe would rather focus on a stranger’s bad luck than his own. But the fact is, he’s always had a soft spot for losers.

    Jim Rockford’s got nothing on Gabriel Karne.

    The Last Grift is the first installment in the Subtle Deceptions series, a small town mystery with romantic elements. The series, part of the Piedras Island and Veiled Intentions universe, is written in the third person and follows the unplanned adventures in the life and love of the disreputable Gabriel Karne.


    Rating:
    3.5 Stars – that place between like and love

    Soundtrack: Grifter’s Grief
    Artist: Yard Act
    Album: Where’s My Utopia?


    Subtle Deceptions: Bait and Switch by Elle Keaton

    Gabriel Karne is back

    The plan?

    Lie low on Heartstone Island and wait for the dumpster fire that is his past life to burn itself out. So far, so good. Until it isn’t.

    Gabriel has avoided Ranger Man for days, made a few important repairs to his sailboat, and put a dent in the stack of dime-store mysteries Elton loaned him. Life is at least okay.

    Eight days in and his strategy crumbles like a wet cookie.

    His ex-partner-in-crime returns, but this time he is very dead. And wearing a baby blue tracksuit, which somehow makes his murder even worse.

    Is his body a message from the crime family they mutually pissed off? Did Peter have connections to Heartstone? And if he didn’t, how the hell did he know he’d find Gabe there?

    With yet another exceedingly ill-timed murder, Gabe’s luck is once again not the Good Kind. Then there’s his simmering attraction to Casey, which he’s actively sweeping underneath his mental throw rug. Lundin is definitely not Gabe’s type. He’s a walking-talking moral compass that never seems to cease pointing out everything he’s sure is wrong about Gabe. But damn, that man’s uniform fits him like a custom glove.

    Adding to it all, snow is in the forecast, there’s a missing brush worker up the valley, and Calvin Perkins is still on the loose. Gabe’s not even going to think about the spiders.

    Everything will be fine. FINE.

    Bait and Switch is book two in the Subtle Deception series.


    Rating:
    4 Stars – minor quibbles but I loved it to bits

    Soundtrack: Make The Weather
    Artist: The Waitresses
    Album: Bruiseology


    Subtle Deceptions: Skin Game by Elle Keaton

    Gabriel Karne is cautiously optimistic. Life seems to be settling down into a nice even keel.

    It’s a new year and the former con artist has a permanent-for-now address. Even Keith-the-cat seems to like it there. No more rickety sailboats and living out of go-bags for Gabriel Karne. No surprises. No dead bodies.

    Romance-wise, he and Ranger Man are easing into being a couple. A lifetime of habits is hard to break for both of them but they’re getting there.

    Gabe even has a job. Will he regret agreeing to it? Probably but it’s almost legal, so baby steps.


    Then a strange young woman claiming to be his long-lost daughter appears on his new doorstep, and she has some sketchy documentation to prove it. It’s not impossible, but Gabe wasn’t born yesterday, and Heidi Karne was his mother, after all.
    And another damn letter—this one from a stranger—shows up. The author claims to be a friend of Heidi’s and to have some of his late mother’s belongings. Just great.

    It’s pretty clear that the past isn’t done with him yet.

    It will be fine. Everything will be fine.


    Rating:
    4 Stars – minor quibbles but I loved it to bits

    Soundtrack: Skin In The Game
    Artist: Backroad Raised
    Album: Skin In The Game


    Subtle Deceptions is another series in Elle Keaton‘s interconnected world set in the US Pacific Northwest archipelago. It follows semi-retired con man Gabriel Karne as he leaves his past behind and starts over at Heartstone Island.

    The Last Grift is Gabe newly arrived at Heartstone Island to claim his inheritance, a rusty, barely livable boat called Golden Ticket. He immediately clashes with grumpy forest ranger Casey Lundin who turns out to be his pier neighbor. He also meets his late mother’s old friend, the spritely octogenarian Elton, who becomes a father figure to him and Casey.

    Gabe’s sordid past seems to catch up to him when a dead body is discovered and he is the top suspect. It didn’t help that he has strained ties with the deputy and his reluctant favorite Ranger Man.

    Bait and Switch has Gabe’s ex and fellow con man showing up on his doorstep only to end up dead. Gabe is afraid that the crime family he’s hiding from finally finds him. Also, more missing people that Gabe can’t help but insert himself in the investigation because of his do-gooding tendencies. Meanwhile, Casey is slowly falling under the spell of Charming Fucker who is wooing him with ice cream and persistence.

    Skin Game has a young woman claiming to be Gabe’s daughter. But you cannot con a con man and so he rejects her only for the girl to turn up dead. Gabe also recieves a letter asking him to claim his mother’s things and Heidi Karne’s cryptic diaries gives him more questions than answers.

    The books should be read in order, each ending in cliffhangers and HFNs. While we also get Casey’s POV, this is firmly a Gabe-driven series. The first book was too slow, with only hints of attraction and mainly antagonistic interactions. The first half is spent setting things up with the second finally getting the plot moving.

    But just like Casey, Gabe slowly but surely worms his way to everyone’s hearts and before I know it, this has become a comfort series for me. I loved the idea of a semi-reformed con-man using his grifting powers for good and of course he just has to fall for an LEO.

    Gabe was trained in the game by his enigmatic mother. Her presence is so strong that even after death, Gabe hears her in his head reacting to different situations he’s in. Heidi has a way of succintly putting things in persective that punctuates a scene. She is one of the major mysteries in the series, Gabe hardly knowing anything about her that’s not part of a con.

    At 44, Gabe might be a seasoned grifter but at heart, he’s a serial do-gooder who operates in grey areas. He has an easy-going, naturally chatty personality that makes people warm up to him. The 30-something Casey, prepared to hate his guts, ends up begrudgingly charmed dubbing him “Charming Fucker”. Tickles me pink everytime he calls Gabe “Charming” and Gabe calls him “Ranger Man”

    The succeeding books hit their stride, the romance sparks, Gabe integrates into in town life, and Casey’s brother returns. Elton quickly becomes my favorite character, the formidable old man is protective and sharp, his found family dynamic with Casey and Gabe the beating heart of the series.

    The writing is immersive and atmospheric. The plot is slice-of-life mystery, light on the action with mostly Casey and Gabe going about their days. There might be dead bodies, missing people, corrupt cops, petty criminals, and an oft-mention crime family haunting Gabe’s conscience yet the vibe feels cozy to me.

    The Delacombes make their appearance when it was revealed Gabe is half brother to Shay (West Coast Forensics) and Niall Hamarsson (Veiled Intentions). WCF is also involved in the investigation of one case. It’s not necessary to read the other series but they’re worth a try. I always enjoy how the author makes the world of Piedras Island come alive.

    Subtle Deceptions is an ongoing saga of fresh starts, irresistable charms and inescapable legacies. Slow-paced, and slow-burn, overall, deceptively cozy, subtly compelling, and ultimately comforting.


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  • song,  Uncategorized

    SOUNDTRACK: Grifter’s Grief by Yard Act, Make The Weather by The Waitresses, & Skin In The Game by Backroad Raised

    Soundtrack to Subtle Deceptions: The Last Grift by Elle Keaton

    Grifter’s Grief by Yard Act for a book about the spectre of a dead mother, the presence of danger, and the shadow of crime.

    Disbelief when they got grifted for the prize
    Young and gifted
    Sifted through the grave for a taste of danger
    Got washed away on a way-stranger wave
    See fairer way to discount the nature
    Count yer coffins, shaft your pallbearers

    All’s fair in all areas
    If you’re not all there when I’m all in
    I’ll sing through gritted teeth
    If someone beat you to it, nah, nah
    It’s just grifter’s grief

    Soundtrack to Subtle Deceptions: Bait and Switch by Elle Keaton

    Make The Weather by The Waitressses for a book about police corruption, shady pasts, and a slow-burning romance.

    It was rust and rags
    But we got that scrap dream glowing
    Swore we were throwing a wrench into the gadget age
    It was smoke and mirrors
    Could’ve laughed at that tin joke forever
    I’m sorry you’ll never risk living such a pretty lie (such a pretty lie)

    Now it’s black and white
    Now my golden and green’s turning grayer
    But we were the players and old enough to act like kids
    It was bait and switch
    Just seven minutes in heaven
    But we called it even to even have it last that long (such a pretty lie)

    Soundtrack to Subtle Deceptions: Skin Game by Elle Keaton

    Skin In The Game by Backroad Raised for a book about fake family, fake names, real connections.

    You can’t fake blood
    You can’t fake truth
    You can’t fake nights
    where you damn near lose

    some folks talk it but they ain’t the same
    they got a song but i got skin in the game
    you can sing that hurt but it hits off key
    if you never felt fire at your own two feet
    some folks copy what they can’t explain
    They got the words but i got skin in the game

  • quote,  Uncategorized

    Disbelief when they got grifted for the prize
    Young and gifted
    Sifted through the grave for a taste of danger
    Got washed away on a way-stranger wave
    See fairer way to discount the nature
    Count yer coffins, shaft your pallbearers

    All’s fair in all areas
    If you’re not all there when I’m all in
    I’ll sing through gritted teeth
    If someone beat you to it, nah, nah
    It’s just grifter’s grief

    Grifter’s grief
    But how you coping?
    Grifter’s grief
    You’re dealing with grifter’s grief
    Grifter’s grief
    Choking on your own tears
    Grifter’s grief, grifter’s grief, grifter’s grief

    While I sleep beneath an ancient tree that looms over the heath
    With a head of empty threats, lay on a bed of stolen dog teeth
    As our prayers all turn to begging when beholden to a sun
    That left us sowing seeds for summer down the barrel of a gun

    I forgot that Armageddon stops at the mercy of the chief
    So taste the tears and prosper or obliterate your grief

    Grifter’s grief, grifter’s grief, grifter’s grief, grifter’s grief
    Grifter’s grief, grifter’s grief, grifter’s grief

    (Will we fight them on the beaches for the bleaching of the reef?)
    (Those sweet creatures of the deep)

    Grifter’s grief
    But how you coping?
    Grifter’s grief
    You’re dealing with grifter’s grief
    Grifter’s grief
    Choking on your own tears
    Grifter’s grief, grifter’s grief, grifter’s grief (ah-ah)

    Grifter’s grief

    Grifter’s grief
    Grifter’s grief
    Grifter’s grief
    Grifter’s grief, grifter’s grief, grifter’s grief
    Do you like being mad?
    I don’t like being mad, but
    I suppose everybody gets mad once in a lifetime

    Hence, they determine to abandon themselves
    To the stream of fear
    And perhaps we’re surprised to find what an exceedingly shallow realm it was

    It was rust and rags
    But we got that scrap dream glowing
    Swore we were throwing a wrench into the gadget age
    It was smoke and mirrors
    Could’ve laughed at that tin joke forever
    I’m sorry you’ll never risk living such a pretty lie (such a pretty lie)

    Would you have tried that?
    Think you could’ve pulled it off?
    Okay, start with something simple like

    Go make the weather
    Go pull the stars closer in
    Go make the weather
    Go race light, go build the wind

    Now it’s black and white
    Now my golden and green’s turning grayer
    But we were the players and old enough to act like kids
    It was bait and switch
    Just seven minutes in heaven
    But we called it even to even have it last that long (such a pretty lie)

    Are you gonna try that?
    Well, maybe you can pull it off
    Ever entertain the thought you might

    Go make the weather
    Go pull the stars closer in
    Go make the weather
    Go race light, go build the wind

    Go make the weather
    Go pull the stars closer in
    Go make the weather
    Go race light, go build the wind

    Go make the weather
    Go pull the stars closer in
    Go make the weather
    Go race light, go build the wind

    Go make the weather
    Go pull the stars closer in
    Go make the weather
    Go race light, go build the wind

    Go make the weather
    Go pull the stars closer in
    Go make the weather
    Go race light, go build the wind

    everybody talked about pain these days
    singing about hard times like its a phase
    but you can tell who’s real
    by the way they sound

    some folks bleed or some folks play loud
    they copy scar like its something to wear
    write about demons that ain’t even there
    but a man who’s lived it ain’t got to pretend
    His voice got cracks where the nights don’t end

    You can’t fake blood
    You can’t fake truth
    You can’t fake nights
    where you damn near lose

    some folks talk it but they ain’t the same
    they got a song but i got skin in the game
    you can sing that hurt but it hits off key
    if you never felt fire at your own two feet
    some folks copy what they can’t explain
    They got the words but i got skin in the game

    they like the sound of a troubled man
    but trouble don’t fit in a secondhand plan
    you can’t steal soul from muddy past
    you gotta earn that tone that shakes like glass

    i ain’t call names i ain’t gotta do that
    truth shows up like a ghost out back
    real don’t shout it just stays
    fake always fades in the light of day

    You can’t fake blood
    You can’t fake truth
    You can’t fake nights
    where you damn near lose

    some folks talk it but they ain’t the same
    they got a song but i got skin in the game
    you can sing that hurt but it hits off key
    if you never felt fire at your own two feet
    some folks copy what they can’t explain
    They got the words but i got skin in the game

    ***skin in the game is partly transcribed by me. the first parts of the lyrics is provided by backroad raised

  • featured,  Uncategorized

    FLICKer: Lovesick, Fallout

    Featuring LGBT short films I found around the interwebz a.k.a Youtube. Okay sucky intro, but yeah, that’s it.


    After an explosive breakup with his first boyfriend, aspiring rockstar Luke attempts to mend his still-bleeding heart by diving into college nightlife.