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    SERIES REVIEW: The Spectral Files by S.E. Harmon

    The Spectral Files: P.S. I Spooked You by S.E. Harmon

    SSA Rain Christiansen used to be the agency’s golden boy. It just takes one moment of weakness, one slight, tiny, itty-bitty paranormal sighting, and all of a sudden he’s the agency’s embarrassment. His boss gives him one last chance to redeem himself—go down to Brickell Bay, play nice with the local police, and leave the ghost sightings behind. Rain is determined to do exactly that, even if it kills him.

    Cold-case detective Daniel McKenna’s latest investigation is going nowhere fast. Five years earlier, high school student Amy Greene went missing after leaving her part-time job and was never seen again. Daniel is glad to finally have the FBI help that his department requested, even if it does come in the form of his ex.

    It doesn’t help that Rain is pretty sure he’s falling in love with Danny all over again—if he ever stopped. Add to that the frustration of seeing ghosts at every turn while he works a case that’s stalled in its tracks, and Rain is starting to wonder if second chances and happy endings are just for fairy tales.


    Rating:
    4 Stars – minor quibbles but I loved it to bits

    Soundtrack: Light Up
    Artist: Mutemath
    Album: Vitals


    The Spectral Files: Principles of Spookology by S.E. Harmon

    No one said being a medium would be easy.

    Rain Christiansen, former FBI agent and current cold case detective, is starting to think it’s the hardest job he’s ever had—and the most important. He’s determined to accept all the changes in his formerly well-ordered life, but that means embracing a whole lot of weird. There’s no instruction manual for meshing his work with his medium duties, and he’s painfully aware that he’s flubbing the job. So are the ghosts, who are becoming increasingly impatient. And stronger.

    To complicate matters, he’s not sure what these spooktacular developments mean for his relationship. It certainly seems like Daniel McKenna, his partner in work and life, is in it for the long haul. But Rain can’t help but wonder how long that patience will last…and what he’ll do if Danny decides the intrusive ghosts are just too much.

    Rain thought accepting his supernatural gifts would be the solution to his troubles. But he’s starting to realize his problems are just getting started.


    Rating:
    4 Stars – minor quibbles but I loved it to bits

    Soundtrack: Beautiful Mistake
    Artist: Hudson Taylor
    Album: Singing to Strangers


    The Spectral Files: Spooky Business by S.E. Harmon

    Being insatiably curious is a good way to end up dead.

    Rain Christiansen, cold case detective and reluctant medium, is very aware of that fact. But when infamous serial killer Thomas Kane wants to meet, there’s no way Rain can say no. He also can’t refuse Kane’s offer—find his missing wife, Delilah, and he’ll reveal the location of his victim’s bodies.

    Rain has never turned down a good quid pro quo, and he doesn’t intend to start.

    The hunt for Kane’s wife leads to yet another cold case, three copycat murders, and an investigation where nothing is as it seems. Soon, Rain is dealing with a ghost unlike any he’s ever dealt with before…a ghost capable of doing things he shouldn’t be able to do. How can Rain control something he doesn’t even understand? And what will he do when the unknown threatens the safety of the most important person in his life?

    Rain is starting to realize that he can only battle the supernatural with the supernatural, and that is spooky business indeed.


    Rating:
    4 Stars – minor quibbles but I loved it to bits

    Soundtrack: You Are Mine
    Artist: Mutemath
    Album: Mutemath


    The Spectral Files: The Spooky Life by S.E. Harmon

    Rain Christiansen isn’t sure he’ll ever fully understand the supernatural. But he’s finally finding his groove as a reluctant medium and cold-case detective. That’s not to say everything is going smoothly—there’s a wedding in the works, after all. He’s finally taking that enormous step with fellow detective, Daniel McKenna, and he couldn’t be happier…about the marriage. Not so much the wedding. The hoopla is enough to make him wish for a quick flight to Vegas and an Elvis officiant.

    At least work is keeping Rain and the PTU plenty busy. Their latest case involves Hannah Caldwell, a silent ghost who can’t—or won’t—speak. She still manages to request that they find her dear friend, Cherry Parker, so that she can say goodbye. Piece of cake. Finding people is pretty high on the list of things that Rain does best.

    But when it comes to ghosts, nothing is ever quite what it seems. Before long, his simple missing person’s case takes a dark and twisted turn. And Rain realizes he’s been so busy trying to protect Danny that he forgot to protect himself.

    If he doesn’t turn things around—and quickly—his spooky life might be cut short for good.


    Rating:
    3.5 Stars – that place between like and love

    Soundtrack: Wedding Song
    Artist: The Psychedelic Furs
    Album: The Psychedelic Furs


    The Spectral Files is one of the more entertaining psychic procedurals I’ve read. The series stars Rainstorm Christiansen, an uptight, straight-laced federal agent turned police detective who can see ghosts. The unique name is due to his hippie-dippy, weed-growing parents, who named his twin sister Sky. His middle name may or may not be Moonbeam, depending on who’s exasperated at him. Mostly Danny. Rain is almost always exasperating and damn well knows it.

    The series opens with Rain returning to his hometown for a case and quickly butting heads with the head detective, a.k.a. the ex he ghosted seven years ago, Daniel Mckenna. The investigation forced Rain to use his much-dreaded ability, but its effectiveness yielded results that the police higher-ups couldn’t ignore. This led to Rain rethinking his career and earning a second chance with Danny.

    The books focus on a big case each while also tackling minor cases, which maybe related to it. I loved that they vary and are not always murder. The 3rd book is about a serial killer with a twist. These cases are closely interwoven with Rain and Danny’s personal lives since most of the ghosts have no concept of boundaries. Also, Danny is technically Rain’s supervisor in their newly formed paranormal unit.

    One running gag is how spectacularly inept Rain is at managing his ability. Rain is very contrary, usually difficult just for the heck of it. He’s been advised to take lessons in reining in his energy because the ghosts are getting out of hand. Poor Danny freaked upon learning these specters were watching and opining on them going at it like bunnies.

    Rain dragged his feet for as long as he could, then managed to offend all his peace-loving gurus to the point of violence. But it was obvious he’s going to settle with the whimsically named Dakota Daydream because this chill guru was described as cute, also gay and lowkey lusting after him, while the rest were funky enough to be throwaways.

    The plots document the barely perceptible progress of Rain’s psychic powers and how he finally came to terms with them in the last book. Rain is such a disaster he mostly gets by the skin of his teeth. This is funny at some points, but his performance in the last case pissed me off so much. It could have been easily avoided, if only he bothered to learn more about his abilities. The idiot got himself trapped. I thought it was pretty stupid, and I was so angry at Rain for letting it happen.

    The writing has a humorous tone, full of snarky banters and Rain’s internal jokes. Rain is an entertaining narrator but tends to digress at almost every instant. This is the author’s style, and I’m not really a fan of it. I found many of the jokes unnecessary. They mess up the pace a bit too.

    Still, I was glued to the books. Wordy as they are, they’re very riveting. The cases were tough, the character interactions were hilarious, and the investigations were fun to follow. The stories have an engaging slice-of-life quality that makes the characters feel like people I know. Danny’s team is an awesome supporting cast, especially the super laidback Kevin St. James, who doesn’t stop eating.

    Also, the author excels at writing second-chance romances, capturing that second-time-around magic and proving the sweetness in the adage. The dynamics between Rain and Danny are fantastic because Danny is a saint who can roll with Rain’s crazy and his wackadoodle family. The boys work together and live together, and still can’t get enough of each other! GOALS.

    My gripes aside, The Spectral Files is snarky, occasionally serious given the crime, and always entertaining. It is easily one of the most bingeable series out there!


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    SOUNDTRACK: Light Up by Mutemath, Beautiful Mistake by Hudson Taylor, You Are Mine by Mutemath & Wedding Song by The Psychedelic Furs

    Soundtrack to The Spectral Files: P.S. I Spooked You by S.E. Harmon

    Light Up by Mutemath for a book about two ex-lovers discovering there still a spark.

    Don’t say enough, we’re not out of love
    We just grew up having to find out that
    Hearts go astray, sparks slip away
    But I have to say, I still light up for you
    For you, I still light up for you

    Soundtrack to The Spectral Files: Principles of Spookology by S.E. Harmon

    Beautiful Mistake by Hudson Taylor for a book about regaining a trust lost, grabbing that second chance and holding firmly to it.

    All the confidence I lacked
    You gave back in just two weeks
    I don’t wanna be your ghost anymore
    always dragging up the past

    Waiting for the moment
    When we can make things right
    Waiting for the moment
    Forgiveness in your eyes

    Soundtrack to The Spectral Files: Spooky Business by S.E. Harmon

    You Are Mine by Mutematch for a book about a serial killer’s obsession with roses.

    Everyone has their obsession
    Consuming thoughts, consuming time
    They hold high their prized possession
    That defines the meaning of their lives

    You are mine

    There are objects of affection
    That can mesmerize the soul
    There is always one addiction
    That just can not be controlled

    Soundtrack The Spectral Files: The Spooky Life by S.E. Harmon

    Wedding Song by The Psychedelic Furs for a book about an over-planned wedding and the couple who decided to wing it.

    Walking on the paper ruins
    Shoes and rice and one two three
    Picking through the plastic ruins
    Of my useless memory

    Make a line of useless women
    Make a line of useless men
    Love me love me love me love

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    I can’t believe that you would think
    I’d never see that you deserve the best (deserve the best)
    If you’re afraid, then I’m to blame
    I should’ve never let it come to this (come to this)

    Sometimes we just have to walk through the fire (the fire)
    Just to see once more what has never shined brighter (shined brighter)

    Don’t say enough, we’re not out of love
    We just grew up having to find out that
    Hearts go astray, sparks slip away
    But I have to say, I still light up for you
    For you, I still light up for you

    Don’t let the tears undo the years
    That got us here we traveled all this way (all this way)
    And no matter how we sort it out
    Know I’m for sure that you’re the one for me (the one for me)

    Sometimes we just have to walk on the wire (the wire)
    Just to understand we have never felt higher (felt higher)

    Don’t say enough, we’re not out of love
    We just grew up having to find out that
    Hearts go astray, sparks slip away
    But I have to say, I still light up for you
    For you, I still light up for you

    Nobody said it would be easy
    We thought we could prove them wrong
    And we know it takes more than a feeling
    To carry the two of us on
    But I still believe in our love
    Yeah I still believe in us
    I still believe in us
    I still light up

    Don’t say enough, we’re not out of love
    We just grew up having to find out that
    Hearts go astray, sparks slip away
    But I have to say, I still light up for you
    For you, I still light up for you

    Heavy footsteps in my boots
    Will I be the one you choose
    I keep chasing hope away
    too proud to try and make a change

    If I had the chance
    I’d take the words right back
    & turn it all around
    Never let you down
    I don’t want us to break
    into a beautiful mistake

    All the confidence I lacked
    You gave back in just two weeks
    I don’t wanna be your ghost anymore
    always dragging up the past

    Waiting for the moment
    When we can make things right
    Waiting for the moment
    Forgiveness in your eyes

    Everyone has their obsession
    Consuming thoughts, consuming time
    They hold high their prized possession
    That defines the meaning of their lives

    You are mine

    There are objects of affection
    That can mesmerize the soul
    There is always one addiction
    That just can not be controlled

    You are mine

    Everyone has their obsession
    Consuming thoughts, consuming time
    They hold high their prized possession
    They hold high their prized possession

    You are mine

    Play another wedding song
    A wedding song goes on and on
    See the churches falling down
    This is only in your mind
    We’re useless
    We’re useless

    All their dresses stand so white
    All the brides are all in white
    Play another wedding song
    A wedding song goes on and on
    We’re useless
    We’re useless
    Walking on the paper ruins
    Shoes and rice and one two three
    Picking through the plastic ruins
    Of my useless memory

    Make a line of useless women
    Make a line of useless men
    Love me love me love me love
    Again again again again
    We’re useless
    We’re useless
    Completely

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    REVIEW: Beautiful Mistakes by Felice Stevens

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    Second Chances: Beautiful Mistakes – Felice Stevens

    The other side of loathing might be lust …

    Or love …

    Wolf
    Desire: What Wolf struggles with from the moment he sees Spencer Hawkins the first day of college.
    Fear: Not a word in Wolf’s vocabulary except when it comes to facing his feelings for Spencer.
    Lust: What he gives in to that changes everything between them. And his life forever.
    Denial: Something Wolf is all too familiar with—denying who he is and who he wants. It’s better this way, even if it’s tearing him and his friendship with Spencer apart.

    Spencer
    Hide: What Spencer does best. He hides from everyone, especially himself and the crazy attraction to Wolf he can’t shake.
    Walls: Spencer throws them up to protect himself from all the hurts life heaps on him—his mother’s death, his father’s indifference, and the men who share his bed and walk away.
    Betrayal: Not by just anyone. By Wolf. The one man he can’t forget. Or forgive.
    Want: Spencer wants to live in the moment, but he can’t stop thinking about that night. And it doesn’t help that he and Wolf keep knocking heads…and locking lips.

    Love: What these two idiots need to realize is happening between them. What started out as their ugliest regret could end up being the most beautiful mistake they ever made.


    Sometimes, you meet one character in a story and you just know right off the bat, their own book is going to blow you away.

    This is what happened with Wolf. I met him in Second Chances, Book 1. He barely said two sentences when I immediately latched on to him. Then seeing his antagonistic interactions with Spencer, I was super eager to find out what was going on between them. So much so that I didn’t wait to finish the first book and completely skipped the second. I jumped right to their story.

    Beautiful Mistakes is an angsty, slow-burn, frenemies to lovers romance of mega-lawyer Garrett Wolf and fashion stylist Spencer Hawkins. The tumultuous history of the two started way back in college. They were rooming with two other students, Elliot and Chess.

    For some reason, Wolf found himself attracted to Spencer. He couldn’t understand why because he has never been attracted to anyone. He never acted on it, not wanting to be just another one-night stand to the very active Spencer.

    Fifteen years later, the four are still friends. Elliot is now a freelance journalist and Chess, a college professor. Wolf still wants Spencer.

    Second Chances is a character-driven series. One of the things that makes Beautiful Mistakes the best installment is that both Wolf and Spencer are very compelling characters. They stood out individually and as a couple. The biggest hurdle of the first book was I didn’t care much about Elliot’s and Win’s issues. Here, I was heavily invested in Wolf’s welfare. I really, really wanted him to be happy because our boy is too hard on himself.

    Wolfie is the workaholic of the group. An enigmatic, dominating presence, he tends to be serious, scowly, blunt, and aloof. He has a deep, dark secret he spent his entire life running away from. And trying to make up for. He also thinks there’s something wrong with him because no one seems to interest him at all. Excerpt for one very infuriating man.

    He kept his desires strictly under lock and key for years, thinking he’s not good enough for Spence. Until one moment of weakness in Milan. Then, he ghosted the next morning. They kept that magical night a secret from their friends. Spencer was hurt by Wolf calling it a mistake. Things were progressively going downhill for them. It got so bad that Chess and Elliot had to stage an intervention.

    Gad! Spencer is annoying! The two tried, boy, they really tried, to talk things out. Several times too. My heart went out to Wolfie. It’s already difficult enough to explain his painful family history, much more about his complicated feelings for a friend. The idiot Spencer would interrupt with a ridiculous comment that would totally derail the conversation. It’s frustrating as hell!

    Spencer also has some family drama he prefers to leave in the past. He might be silly and outrageous, but he’s talented, ambitious, and driven. I loved the way his personality jives with Wolf’s sardonic humor.

    They clash because Spencer is a flamboyant, life of the party. His motto is the more, the merrier. Meanwhile, the demisexual Wolf doesn’t approve of Spencer’s cavalier way with sex. He insists his friend deserves so much more than randos. Me! Me! Poor Wolfie cries silently. Unknown to him, Spencer was also attracted to him since way back when. I wanted to crack their heads together.

    The push and pull between the two men was intense! They had that crazy good annoy-you-because-I-want-you-so-bad chemistry that makes the enemies or in this case, frenemies to lovers trope a joy to read. When they finally realized why they liked pushing each other’s buttons so much, BAM! Fireworks!

    I struggled with Elliot and Win’s story, The List. It didn’t have enough hook to keep me engaged. I also wasn’t so keen on Chess and Andre’s book, Footsteps of the Past. I would have loved to read about an established couple but Chess is kind of meh. However, these two couples make great supporting characters in the third book. I love how the four college friends plus the men in their lives built this lifelong bond with each other.

    If there’s one book that badly needs an epilogue, this is it. I can’t believe it left Wolfie and Spence standing in front of a window. I need more!

    Still, Beautiful Mistakes is a well-written finale. It flowed just right and hit a perfect balance of emotional notes. The book is deep and moving. Many times, heartbreaking. But it’s also funny, snarky, sweet, and heartwarming.

    The way Wolf and Spencer zing throughout the book! The way they became each other’s rock when the past caught up to them. How right it felt when they finally came to terms with their feelings and let each other in. It’s beautiful and damn near perfect!

    Rating:
    4.5 Stars – perfection is only half a step away

    Soundtrack: Beautiful Mistake
    Artist: Mango
    Album: Beautiful Mistake

    P.S.

    I might have jumped the line but Second Chances is best read in order. Witness hopeless romantic Elliot find his ideal match in hotshot detective Win in The List. Watch long-time boyfriends Chess and Andre rediscover why they’re stronger together in Footsteps Of The Past. All the while, you can enjoy the delicious USTs building up between the bickering dorks. The first two books have rave reviews so I think you can’t go wrong with this series.


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    SOUNDTRACK: Beautiful Mistake by Mango

    Soundtrack to Second Chances: Beautiful Mistakes by Felice Stevens

    This song reminds me of that unforgettable night Wolf and Spencer had in Italy. Wolf calls it a beautiful mistake. The memory haunted them both for a long time.

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    let it build
    let it rise
    the way it feels
    your hyponotized
    by the way our bodies moving

    feel the waves of ecstasy
    the feeling of your sensory
    it’s only you can think of (?)

    push and pull me in
    gentle as the wind
    our bodies intertwined

    uh oh

    we may be in too deep
    but you’re so into me
    we’re moving to the beat

    uh oh

    what a beautiful mistake

    uh oh
    uh oh
    uh oh

    what a beautiful mistake

    uh oh
    uh oh
    uh oh

    the ambiance is killing me
    the smell of love is sugar sweet
    I think I’m high I like this

    I’m getting used to feeling it
    I’m getting sick of imagining
    you make my fantasies real

    push and pull me in
    gentle as the wind
    our bodies intertwined

    uh oh

    we may be in too deep
    but you’re so into me
    we’re moving to the beat

    uh oh

    what a beautiful mistake
    uh oh
    uh oh
    uh oh

    what a beautiful mistake

    uh oh
    uh oh
    uh oh

    push and pull me in
    gentle as the wind
    push and pull me in
    gentle as the wind
    our bodies intertwined
    uh oh

    you may be in too deep
    but you’re so into me
    we’re moving to the beat

    uh oh

    what a beautiful mistake
    uh oh
    uh oh
    uh oh

    what a beautiful mistake
    uh oh
    uh oh
    uh oh

    ***not the official lyrics, this is my own transcription so I’m sorry for any misheard lyrics