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MANGA: Vanilla Chocolate Cigarette

Vanilla Chocolate Cigarette – Panda/Kumaneko
When did love start? Kisses tasting of cigarettes. The view from the veranda. In this small corner of town, they gradually fall in love. Tsubaki, who recently moved into town due to a job transfer. A gay couple living next door, Toyohashi and Takatsuki. And Tsubaki’s elusive senior, Azuma. While bewildered in an unfamiliar surrounding, Tsubaki’s naturally rigid heart slowly unfastens for the “first time”, and he starts knowing what love is.
Vanilla Chocolate Cigarette is the sequel to Bitter Cigar.
It’s a look at the lives of Toyahashi and Takatsuki through the eyes of their new neighbor Tsubaki. Surprised to discover his new neighbors are a gay couple, Tsubaki was also envious of their happiness. It made him curious and lonely, drawing him to their orbit. Voicing these to his co-worker Azuma who is unexpectedly sympathetic, he finds himself caught between friendship and something deeper
Meanwhile, Azuma casually offers to hold Tsubaki’s hand one particularly lonely night. Days later, Azuma kisses him and Tsubaki flees. Azuma apologizes and explains he thought Tsubaki was testing the waters and assumes Tsubaki’s reaction means he’s straight. But then Tsubaki realizes he likes the kiss and may be ready to explore dating a man.
I love that we get another peek at Toyahashi and Takatsuki’s cozy boyfriends dynamic. They’re still ridiculously cute, welcoming Tsubaki into their meals and shopping expeditions. Takatsuki in particular made a strong impression on Tsubaki with his androgynous looks, sunny personality, and creative flair.
By contrast, Azuma and Tsubaki were more of a slow-burn. Azuma never announces his sexuality outright. His low-key approach goes straight to Tsubaki’s kokoro who didn’t know what to do with it. Patient and considerate, he lets Tsubaki set the pace. Tsubaki’s first boyfriend is green flags all the way.
The story closes on a hopeful happy-for-now, with Azuma and Tsubaki just beginning to date. Overall, it’s a tender celebration of love, domestic bliss, and the promise of new relationships. I hope there’s a follow-up to this.
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SERIES REVIEW: The Beast Who Bought Me & The Beast Who Broke Me (Clemenza Family Books 1&2) by Leighton Greene

Clemenza Family: The Beast Who Bought Me – Leighton Greene
I used to be a mafia prince. Now I’m marked as prey.
Someone is systematically eliminating my Family bloodline, and I’m the last heir standing.
No money.
No allies.
No way out…except one.An underground auction where the wealthy and the wicked bid on desperate, untouched men like me.
I expect to be sold to a stranger. Used and discarded.
Instead, I’m bought by a man with a two-decades-long vendetta against my dead father. A beast who drops ten million dollars to own me, then drags me home to a prison he built just for me.
He wants vengeance. He wants to break me. But I’m not as easy to break as he expects.
And when danger follows me into his territory, he becomes something I never expected.A protector.
A possessor.
He keeps me safe, even while he keeps me caged.I’m starting to think the most dangerous thing isn’t being owned by him.
It’s wanting him to keep me…
The Beast Who Bought Me is book 1 of an ongoing-couple trilogy and ends on a cliffhanger. Expect dark dealings, obsession, possessiveness, toxic dynamics, and all the red flags. These antiheroes will earn their happily ever after, but they’ll fight hard to get there.
Rating:
4.5 Stars – perfection is only half a step awaySoundtrack: Unleash The Rage
Artist: Tash Sultana
Album: Return To Roots

Clemenza Family: The Beast Who Broke Me – Leighton Greene
I escaped the beast who bought me at auction. I thought I could take my throne back alone. I was wrong.
I only have one option left.
Go back to the beast.But this time, I have a muzzle for the monster.
A choke-chain to bring him to heel.
I’ll use him. Control him. Pray that he’ll keep me alive long enough to take what’s mine.But every night I’m under his roof, the line between strategy and surrender gets thinner. And every fight ends the same way: with his hand at my throat and me begging him not to stop.
He bought me.
He chained me.
He’s still the only thing standing between me and whoever wants me dead.Losing him would end me.
But letting him break me might be worse.The Beast Who Broke Me is book 2 of a dark MM romance trilogy following the same couple and ends on a cliffhanger. Expect captivity, obsession, possessiveness, toxic dynamics, and all the red flags. These antiheroes will earn their happily ever after, but they’ll have to fight hard to get there.
Rating:
4.5 Stars – perfection is only half a step awaySoundtrack: Unbreakable
Artist: MIYAVI
Album: WHAT’S MY NAME?
Clemenza Family by Leighton Greene is a mafia romance trilogy set in the interconnected NYC organized crime world. Born from the fallout of the Morelli Family series, where Luca Di Amato killed the Clemenza Don and rose to lead the Commission, this follows the last surviving heir, Caligula Clemenza (love the name).
The Beast Who Bought Me opens with Caligula, on the run with killers hot on his heels after the rest of his family was killed. Penniless and desperate, he offers himself up at auction for protection and to everyone’s shock, Damiano Orsino, the Giuliano enforcer outbid everyone with a staggering $10 million.
Unknown to Cal, Damiano has been bidding his time to get his hands on the son of the man who killed his father. Expecting the worst, Cal’s Clemenza pride made him defiant, determined to get the upper hand on his owner, until his one-year contract is up.
The Beast Who Broke Me picks up after Cal escaped and ran into unlikely allies and the remaining Clemenza loyalists who crown him the new Don. His relationship with Damiano grows dangerously complicated, the Giuliano is the only one who can protect him, yet the irresistable pull toward each other blurs the line between hate and desire.
I loved that we get the perspective of one of the Families affected by the upheavals in the NYC Commission. Cal, grandson of the feared Don Louis, is haunted by the spectre of the old man. He’s a 21-year old virgin born with a silver spoon whose sexuality the old don scorned. Canny and manipulative, he discovers he shares more with his infamous grandfather, wielding seduction and steel alike.
Damiano is massive, tattooed, and hella determined to exact his revenge. Like a serial killer collecting trophies, he obssessively gathered pieces of the Clemenzas, with Caligula Clemenza the piece de resistance of that collection.
He will risk everything to protect that precious piece even as the aristocratic Cal pushes all his buttons. Dami who came from humbler origins and had built himself up still felt inadequate in the face of Cal’s innate hauteur that spoke of old money and privilege even in collar and leash.
Damiano is more bark than bite. There’s the build up of omininous pronouncements, promises of unspeakable tortures, and a contract whose implications made me sick to my stomach, but when it’s time for fangs to come out, Damiano holds himself back.
Dami and Cal’s connection is built upon a twisted blend of obsession, possession and revenge. A riff on the Beauty and the Beast trope, if Beauty is a viper and the Beast is a grizzly, it is a game of who breaks who. While the hatefucks are not exactly nuclear, the lust is explosive, the feels a slow-burning simmer spreading across two installments. They’re still not officially a couple at the end of the second book but by this time, the bond is unbreakable.
Dami’s found family of Rosa, Sammy, and Vito shows a softer side to the hard man and Cal uses that to his advantage, although he is also protective of them, especially Sammy, a victim of Clemenza hate crime. The ending of Book 2 had me worried about their fates.
The plot blends mafia politics with captive romance, excelling at both. The pacing is deliberate but the prose is compelling, capturing the delicious swirl of antagonism, danger and want with twists that kept me hooked.
I did not expect the books to end in cliffhangers so best to wait for the series to be completed if cliffhangers are not your thing. I also recommend audiobooking this, Michael Ferraiuolo knocked it out of the park as usual. It’s also best to read Morelli Family first, the events there resulted in Cal’s predicament here.
Clemenza Family is the ongoing saga of the fate of the last Clemenza. Shamelessly devious, ruthlessly single-minded, overall, a captivating tale of survival and obsession.
P.S.
Clemenza Family must be read in order. Also, I recommend picking up the Morelli Family first because who doesn’t melt a little everytime Luca calls Finch baby bird. Michael Ferraiuolo is narrating this too so best consumed as audiobook.
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SOUNDTRACK: Unleash The Rage by Tash Sultana & Unbreakable by Miyavi
Soundtrack to Clemenza Family: The Beast Who Bought Me by Leighton Greene
Unleash The Rage by Tash Sultana for a book about a lost family, a fight for survival, and a captivity.
Tell me now, do you know what a home is?
And do you speak to the sky when you’re all alone?
Is it just your human nature
To show yourself to the world when you’re unprovoked?Guess I sense a kind of danger
I feel it in my lungs when I breathe in smoke
Got your hands around my neck
I’d only stutter if I did not chokeSoundtrack to Clemenza Family: The Beast Who Broke Me by Leighton Greene
Unbreakable by MIYAVI for a book about unwavering determination and unbreakable will.
If it’s necessary to protect it,
Without hesitation,
I will break it
Because I am walking the path
I must believe in,
If even justice is turned against the enemy,
It’s okay
In an absurd world,
There’s no time to lament.
Be Unbreakable
An unbreakable heart
Unwavering willpower -
Tell me now, do you know what a home is?
And do you speak to the sky when you’re all alone?
Is it just your human nature
To show yourself to the world when you’re unprovoked?Guess I sense a kind of danger
I feel it in my lungs when I breathe in smoke
Got your hands around my neck
I’d only stutter if I did not chokeOoh, ooh
Ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh
Ooh, oohTell me now, do you know where your soul is?
Does a light shine on you swallowed in the dark?
Is it just your instincts calling?
Howling at the wounds where you hold your heartGuess we all start off as strangers
Lay beneath the stars, let it fall apart, yeah
Take a breath, the winds will change
Stand up tall, love, unleash the rageRage
Rage
Rage
RageOoh, ooh
Ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh
HeyIf it’s necessary to protect it,
Without hesitation,
I will break it
Because I am walking the path
I must believe in,
If even justice is turned against the enemy,
It’s okay
In an absurd world,
There’s no time to lament.
Be Unbreakable
An unbreakable heart
Unwavering willpower守る為に必要というのなら
ためらわずに僕は壊すだろう信じるべき道を進む故に
正義さえも敵にまわすのなら
別にそれでもいい不条理な世界だと
嘆いてる猶予はないBe Unbreakable
壊れない心を
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