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MANGA: Bakashite Damashite
Bakashite Damashite – Akabeko
Honda, a gym trainer with a dry love life, can’t help but be attracted to Konno, a man whose face is his ideal type. When he finds out that Konno is gay, he gets turned on by him, and finally realizes that he is in love. However, Konno has been in an unrequited love with someone for quite some time…… A pure and lewd love story of two clumsy men.
Seduce and Deceiveย is an endearing love story of misunderstandings, bisexual awakening, and two lovable doofuses thinking themselves unlovable, you just had to root hard for them.
Also, the cute nicknames!!!
Gym trainer Honda, affectionately called Ponta, a.k.a. racoon, is attracted to the new member Konno, a.k.a. Konosuke or fox. Upon learning he’s gay, Ponta, had these complicated, confused feelings for Konno, so he befriended him.
All these seemed innocuous, but then Ponta learned about Konno’s seven-year-old unrequited love that lead to heartbreak, and he couldn’t help offer a shoulder to cry on. One thing led to another, and they soon found themselves sleeping together. But is it going to be just sex?
This might be kawaii, humorous, and fluffy, but there is realism here, too. It portrays relationships as they are in real life, that many are mostly physical and never really progressed beyond that. It is often hard to find a true connection, and sometimes even if you take a chance, it doesn’t guarantee you’ll find it.
But this is not a sad story. Even with Konno’s tears and Ponta’s struggles, this manga is funny, uplifting and heartwarming. I hate the misunderstanding trope, but here it was resolved in such a satisfying way that I actually liked the way it heightened the drama. It made Ponta and Konno more open to each other.
All in all, an adorkable story of finding the right man, right words, and right connection.
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SERIES REVIEW: Kage Trilogy by Maris Black
Kage Trilogy – Maris Black
*** KAGE (Book 1)
My name is Jamie Atwood, and Iโm an addict. I never thought Iโd say such a thing. Never had a problem being overly-attached to anything in my life. I came from a perfectly middle-class family, made good grades, and had a hot cheerleader girlfriend… but the truth is, nothing ever really moved me. So how did a guy like me become an addict?
I met Michael Kage.
Kage is an MMA fighter. A famous one. I like to think I helped him get that way.
Heโs charming as hell, with looks to rival any movie star and talent to back it up. So why did he need to hire me as an intern Publicist? Simple. He has a darkness in himโ like a black hole so deep it could swallow him, and me, and everyone we knowโ and thatโs not good for business.
The first time I met him, I felt the pull. I think the addiction began at that very moment. And even if Iโd known then what I know now, I would have fallen for him. How could I not?
For me, Kage is everything.
Rating:
5 Stars โ absolutely perfectSoundtrack: Stay In My Corner
Artist: The Arcs
Album: Yours, Dreamily
*** KAGE UNLEASHED (Book 2)
In a battle of the heart, who will be the first to submit?
My name is Jamie Atwood, and I am an idiot. Against all odds, I got the attention of Michael Kage, the hottest MMA fighter on the planet. To say he rocked my world would be an understatement. He transformed me completely, made me depend on him, and made me love him. And the sex? Let me put it this way: I’d never been with a guy before I met Kage, but I’d gladly spend the rest of my life on my knees for him. He is my obsession and my addiction. But I did something stupid, and now I’m paying for it. I don’t know if I’ll ever see Kage again.
Being Michael Kage was never easy. Too many demons, too much anger, and not enough to live for. And then I met Jamie Atwood. He’s got this innocence about him that speaks to something deep down inside me- in a place that’s never been touched by anyone. He’s beautiful, smart, and courageous, and he hasn’t been tainted by the darkness that’s ruled my life. I wanted him from the first second I laid eyes on him. It’s selfish, I know. Because you can’t bring an innocent thing into the darkness and not expect something to rub off.
Rating:
5 Stars โ absolutely perfectSoundtrack: Teleport 2 Me, Jamie
Artist: KID CUDI
Album: Teleport 2 Me, Jamie
*** KAGE UNMASKED (Book 3)
CAN THEIR LOVE SURVIVE THE MOST SHOCKING REVELATION?
SEXY COLLEGE SENIOR Jamie Atwood has fallen hard for MMA dark horse Michael “the Machine” Kage. With his hot muscled body, intoxicating green eyes, and proclivity for rough sex, Kage is a potent aphrodisiac to the innocent boy-next-door. The danger, the intrigue, the feel of his strong hand around his throat, the knowledge that his fighter would kill or die for him. From the moment Kage grabbed onto his hips and channeled all that masculine aggression into claiming his body, Jamie was ruined for anyone else.
PASSIONS RUN HIGH as the lovers try to assimilate into each other’s lives: coming out to family and friends, blending into the high-profile MMA world, dealing with Kage’s sketchy uncle. But behind Kage’s mask of strength and indifference lies a crippling vulnerability, and a devastating secret. As the mask comes off, past traumas surface, dark desires spin out of control, and the damaged fighter is driven to hurt the man he loves more than life itself.
Rating:
5 Stars โ absolutely perfectSoundtrack: Forget the Past
Artist: The Irrepressibles
Album: Mirror Mirror
Kage Trilogy by Maris Black is an intense, angsty, frustrating, compelling, and hella swoony sports romance between an MMA fighter and his publicist.
Journalism major and college senior Jamie Atwood scored a summer internship as upcoming MMA fighter Michael ‘The Machine’ Kage’s publicist. This after the dork blustered his way through his first interview with Kage. The man was so impressed (and smittened) that he demanded the college boy work for him. Thing is, Jamie is straight and has a girlfriend.
Did it stop Kage? Hell no!
Meanwhile, Jamie couldn’t help but be magnetized by enigmatic Kage. And I couldn’t blame the boy because, damn, the man has quite the presence!
I came into this series blind. The first two books end in cliffhangers, so the trilogy must be read in order. Kage, book 1, is written solely in Jamie’s POV. We see a bumbling, naive college student playing the sports publicist, pretending to know what he’s doing and boldly declaring he’s going to make Michael Kage famous.
In fairness to Jamie, our boy did work hard, building a website, social media presence, and Kage’s image as a sexy MMA fighter. Multi-tasking as the photographer, some of his picture-taking sessions has Kage in temperature-raising poses that led to our boy questioning (and lowkey denying) his sexuality.
Jamie could be spectacularly oblivious to the fact that Kage was doing a slow but thorough wooing. Kage was obsessed from that first interview and proceeded to wine, dine, and splurge, but our boy remained clueless (or in denial). And it wasn’t until, a very provocative pose and Kage spelling it out for him that our boy fell on his knees and willingly swallowed the truth, among other things.
Kage Unleashed and Kage Unmasked are written in both Kage’s and Jamie’s POVs. The two sequels chronicle Kage and Jamie’s struggles as a secret gay couple and how they navigate publicly coming out while they introduce Kage to Jamie’s family and try to outmaneuver Kage’s evil uncle.
There are scenes that might be disturbing to some, like the dubcon-ish scene in the gazebo or that minors were forced to fight to the death. Kage also has PTSD and childhood trauma cause by his abusive uncle.
When I say frustrating, I’m mostly talking about Jamie and the villain, Peter Santori. Jamie is impulsive and makes stupid decisions. I could forgive him. He’s young and still has lots to learn.
Kage and Jamie’s relationship is tested by misunderstandings and miscommunications made worse by separations caused by Kage’s uncle’s evil schemes. This asshole is mostly absent, but his presence and machinations can be felt through their negative impact on Kage and/or Jamie. He’s a psychopath who uses Kage to further his own goals and has no qualms attempting to kill his nephew when he proved too much trouble.
Kage the man is why Kage the trilogy packed a punch. The Machine is highly skilled, unbeatable and hyper-focused on his targets, whether it be winning Jamie or the MMA championship belt. Life threw one challenge after another, first losing his family as a young child, then living under his evil uncle’s thumb and forced to toe the line by pretending to be in a relationship with a woman.
Kage still managed to come out on top, fighting for his and Jamie’s lives. And there is always a fight and a separation. Then Kage getting Jamie back through sheer willpower and two middle fingers to the world and his uncle. Arrow right in my kokoro every time!
Here’s a little spoiler why Kage is everything. Whenever I read somebody’s reaction to a book saying, “I’m a sobbing mess,” I tend to roll my eyes at such hyperbole. Well, there was this scene where Jamie and Kage were forcibly separated and had no contact for some time (evil uncle in action). Jamie convinced his friends to watch Kage’s fight on TV because he missed his boyfriend badly.
Jamie was bragging he helped choose Kage’s entrance song, Kanye West’s I Am A God. But when Kage entered, Jamie was surprised it was a different song playing. His friend googled the song and showed him the title: Teleport 2 Me, Jamie.
You guessed it, I was a sobbing mess! Songs are my krytonite and Kage just had to pick the perfect song!
Kage Trilogy ends with a HFN, a cliffhanger really. I’m glad I read it now and not when it was first released because now I know the story continues with Santori Trilogy. Kage and Jamie aren’t perfect, but with the distinct honor of being the third book to make me cry in all my reading life, I’m giving them 5 stars. These boys hit me with a knock out punch!
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SOUNDTRACK: Stay In My Corner by The Arcs, Teleport 2 Me, Jamie by KID CUDI, & Forget the Past by The Irrepressibles
Soundtrack to Kage by Maris Black
Stay in My Corner by The Arcs for a book about Kage finding the man worth keeping in his corner.
They can steal away my soul
Hang it dangerously low
I donโt care for they go
โCause Iโve been down there before, beforeStay in my corner, babe
Stay in my corner, please
Stay in my corner, babe
I will fight for you if you fight for me tooSoundtrack to Kage: Unleashed by Maris Black
Teleport 2 Me, Jamie by KID CUDI is Kage’s entrance song and secret message to Jamie so I just had to put it here. That scene slayed me!
Getting in from the airport
You getting in from the study group
The only thing missing at this point
Is bonafide chillinโ time with you
I canโt stand the times when Iโm alone at night
And I feel your side of the bed and itโs cold
Wide awake, I donโt know the time
โCause Iโm too busy textinโ you on my phoneSayinโ, I want you girl
And I need your body right here
(Wonโt you teleport to me?)Soundtrack to Kage: Unmasked by Maris Black
Forget the Past by The Irrepressibles for a book about Kage and Jamie, the past that haunted them, the present that challenged them, and the future they fought hard for.
Youโll be the wave that will gain
Youโll be the water on stain
Youโll be there calling my name
Jamie, Jamie
Youโll have a warrant to kill
All of my fears and then spill
Into me all of your will
Find me, find me
Find me, find me
Find me, find me
My love, my love
My love, my love
Youโll be the essence of fire
Youโll take hold of my desire
Youโll make me bold and inspire
Mold me, mold me -
I won’t always be a winner, babe
In fact, I’m bound to burn
All these bumps in the road, dear
They’re just lessons we learned, we learnedStay in my corner, babe
Stay in my corner, please
Stay in my corner, babe
I will fight for you if you fight for me tooThey can steal away my soul
Hang it dangerously low
I don’t care for they go
‘Cause I’ve been down there before, beforeStay in my corner, babe
Stay in my corner, please
Stay in my corner, babe
I will fight for you if you fight for me tooWe sit together forever
By the color, TV glow
Telling stories, allegories
Letting ourselves goStay in my corner, babe
Stay in my corner, please
Stay in my corner, babe
I will fight for you if you fight for me toGetting in from the airport
You getting in from the study group
The only thing missing at this point
Is bonafide chillin’ time with you
I can’t stand the times when I’m alone at night
And I feel your side of the bed and it’s cold
Wide awake, I don’t know the time
‘Cause I’m too busy textin’ you on my phoneSayin’, I want you girl
And I need your body right here
(Won’t you teleport to me?)
I want you girl
I need your body right here
(Won’t you teleport to me?)
I want you girl
Right here, right here
(Won’t you teleport to me?)
I want you girl
Right here, right here
(Won’t you teleport to me, baby?)Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, naYou call out to me through the light
I know you must be close
The moment when I realize it’s all in my mind
The moment I hate the most
Somebody help me out? Does anyone care?Can anyone hear me?
Is there anyone there?
I’m over the loneliness
And I can’t close my eyes
Without you by my sideI want you girl
And I need your body right here
(Won’t you teleport to me?)
I want you girl
I need your body right here
(Won’t you teleport to me?)
I want you girl
Right here, right here
(Won’t you teleport to me?)
I want you girl
Right here, right here
(Won’t you teleport to me, baby?)Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, naTeleport to me
Right here
(Won’t you teleport to me, baby?)You’ll be the wave that will gain
You’ll be the water on stain
You’ll be there calling my name
Jamie, Jamie
You’ll have a warrant to kill
All of my fears and then spill
Into me all of your will
Find me, find me
Find me, find me
Find me, find me
My love, my love
My love, my love
You’ll be the essence of fire
You’ll take hold of my desire
You’ll make me bold and inspire
Mold me, mold me
You’ll be the eye of the storm
You’ll be the letters I’ve worn
You’ll be the dreams that I’ve torn
Know me, know me
Know me, know me
Mold me, mold me
My love, my love
My love, my love
Find me inside the calm of the storm where lovers decide
What might come with the dawn
And we sit on the grass and wait
For machines and forget the past
Find me inside the calm of the storm where lovers decide
What might come with the dawn
And we sit on the grass and wait
For machines and forget the past
You’ll be the wave that will gain
You’ll be the water on stain
You’ll be there calling my name
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MOVIE FEATURE: Love Lies Bleeding
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RELEASE BLITZ: Something Wicked by Lily Morton (Excerpt & Giveaway)