• manga,  Uncategorized

    MANGA: Happy Birthday Chitose-Kun

    Happy Birthday Chitose-Kun – Ueno Poteto

    College student Chitose Tada spends his birthday alone and remembers his classmate from high school —-. Koutaka, who transferred in his second year, was tall, handsome, and talented at sports. At first Chitose thought he was rude, but sees his true nature and is pulled in by him. A memorial love story between Koutaka and Chitose!

    Happy Birthday, Chitose-Kun is about the lonely birthday boy Chitose reminiscing about his lost love, Koutaka, his high school boyfriend who drifted away after graduation. Chitose and Koutaka were both on their HS baseball team, Koutaka having transferred in their second year.

    After starting off on the wrong foot, the two boys became friends and gradually, albeit awkwardly, developed a romantic relationship. Both of them found birthdays to be complicated due to family drama. However, as a couple, they discovered ways to celebrate their birthdays in enjoyable ways. The last thing Chitose remembered was Koutaka promising to celebrate his birthday in a big way.

    Oh boy, this one tugged extra hard at the heartstrings! We see Chitose miserably wandering around Tokyo, very clearly heartbroken, and the overwhelming loneliness and pining made my chest hurt.

    These scenes alternate with flashbacks to happier high school days of baseball and boyfriends. Koutaka adores Chitose and is always doing little things to make him happy, so it was a mystery why he suddenly distanced himself when they were about to graduate.

    When it comes to the happy ending, this one went all out! It was one of the most satisfying reunions and grand gestures. It made me incredibly happy that my heart soared and my soul was cleansed!

    Overall, a truly poignant and heartfelt story of sad birthdays and second chances!


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    REVIEW: His Reluctant Savior by Courtney W. Dixon

    The District: His Reluctant Savior – Courtney W. Dixon

    PLEASE READ THE BLURB AND WARNINGS IF YOU’RE SENSITIVE TO TRIGGERS! And please, please be careful of spoilers and giving away endings of books. Use spoiler tags.

    I have a second chance to right wrongs, even if it means I’ll lose my family and life.

    Sid Virgil

    FBI analyst Dalton Reed’s name is on my hit list, but I know I won’t do it. Though I haven’t seen Dalton in twenty-seven years, we have a history together. He saved my life many years ago, and he doesn’t even realize it. Now, it’s my turn to save him and his young son. Saving Dalton puts my life at risk with my assassin family, but I owe it to him, and I owe it to myself.

    Dalton Reed

    Sid, goddamn, Virgil. I haven’t seen him in twenty-seven years, and I now find him standing between me and my escape. He insists he wants to help me, but I know he was sent to kill me. I don’t trust him. He was a bastard to me growing up as a teen, and I’m sure he’s a bastard now. He’s a killer. But I’m being hunted, and I have no choice but to let Sid help. My son is all that matters.

    Can these two men see beyond their past to save Dalton before it’s too late? Can Sid’s family forgive him for his betrayal?

    Reading in order will add more pleasure to the reading experience since some of the books end in a series cliffhanger. But they can technically be read as standalones.

    Criminal Activity, Loss of Parents (off page), Sexual Assault (on page) of a Minor, Drugging Minors, SA by a Family Member, PTSD, Loss of Spouse, Torture, Murder, Murder of a Family Member, Organized Crime, Pedophilia, Forced Suicide, Mentions of Child Sex Trafficking (side character), Alcohol Consumption, Violence, Explicit Language, Sex.


    Last we know of Sid Virgil, in the cliffhanger of The District Book 2, His Bane, he went rogue and betrayed his found family of queer assassins. Sully was raging to skin him alive, with Malik barely able to hold on to his beloved psychopath’s leash.

    His Reluctant Savior follows Sid and single dad/FBI agent Dalton Reed as they dodge hitmen, The District boys, and fellow feds. There’s a hit on Dalton’s head after he submitted crucial evidence against the Speaker of the House, only to find out his boss was the Speaker’s friend.

    But why would Sid risk everything, even his family and the trust they built for years, for a fed?

    Like the rest of the series, Sid’s backstory is dark and tragic, suffering sexual abuse from his uncle since he was very young. It’s not as graphic or disturbing as Book 1, His Death Bringer, but do heed the TWs.

    During high school, Sid was a moody troublemaker and treated Dalton, the star quarterback and all-around sweetheart, terribly, even though he was really crushing hard on the golden boy. A fateful night with Dalton at a party changed everything for Sid, though they never saw each other again after that. He never forgot what Dalton did for him.

    When adult Sid and Dalton met again, there were sparks between them that quickly ignited into a full-blown inferno. I love the contrast in their personalities: Sid is the bad boy, always making jokes even in life-or-death situations, while Dalton is the concerned dad type—an overthinking boy scout who prefers to do everything by the book.

    Trust is key to survival, with Dalton knowing Sid is a killer hired to kill him, and not fully understanding why the man is helping him, but having no choice with his son’s life on the line and bad guys hot on their heels. Also, not trusting Sid 100% didn’t stop Dalt from eagerly jumping into bed with Sid.

    The best part is Easton, Sid’s 17-year-old protege and sociopath, who’s obsessively attached to Sid, the father figure in his life. East helped save their asses, and I loved his relationship with Owen, Dalton’s 5-year-old son. The birthday scene was adorable, and it made me eager for Easton’s book.

    Meeting the family was also my favorite part. Sid bringing his Boy Scout to The District HQ, a.k.a. throwing him to the wolves, was hilarious and as tense as wild animals circling each other. Dalton might be by the book, but I loved how he shook things up in The District. There were shocking but fitting additions to the family. It’s also a fantastic resolution to their situation.

    The story was intriguing, and I loved the connections between Sid and Dalton across past and present. However, I felt it lacked the oomph of Books 1 and 2. The ending scene was unfortunately anticlimactic, although it provided the best solution to protect Dalton and Owen.

    Overall, His Reluctant Savior is a story of second chances, trust, and finding the good in a person. It’s a suspenseful chase, a steamy reunion, and an intense shake-up of a crazy family of killers who will always have each other’s backs, no matter what.

    Rating:
    3.5 Stars – that place between like and love

    Soundtrack: Good In Me
    Artist: Andy Grammar
    Album: Monster (Deluxe)

    P.S.

    The District is best read in order.

    His Death Bringer brought together the sweet and innocent with the dark and deadly.

    His Bane is a clash of wills, power, and control between a feral psychopath and his closeted mentor.


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    SOUNDTRACK: Good In Me by Andy Grammar

    Soundtrack to The District: His Reluctant Savior by Courtney W. Dixon

    Good in Me by Andy Grammar for a book about the golden boy who saw the good in the bully and forever changed his life.

    Ilike the way, like the way that I look in your eyes
    And I like the place, like the place I take up in your mind
    I fall on my face, never judgmental
    See, I see mistakes, you see potential

    And I’ve been afraid, been afraid if I open the door
    That all of my pain will come out and roll onto the floor
    And it did, and it does, but you still pick it up
    You find a way to see the good in me

  • quote,  Uncategorized

    I like the way, like the way that I look in your eyes
    And I like the place, like the place I take up in your mind
    I fall on my face, never judgmental
    See, I see mistakes, you see potential

    And I’ve been afraid, been afraid if I open the door
    That all of my pain will come out and roll onto the floor
    And it did, and it does, but you still pick it up
    You find a way to see the good in me

    I know I’m a lot to handle
    And I know that my heart’s a handful
    Even in the dark, somehow you see
    The good in me, good in me

    I know that I’m far from perfect
    And you say that my flaws are worth it
    Even when it’s hard, I know you see
    The good in me, good in me

    I’m like a flood, like a flood, I get carried away
    Yeah, sayin’ too much, lotta things that I don’t mean to say
    But you give me space, showin’ me patience
    And maybe we bend, but we never break it

    I’ve been afraid, afraid if I open the door
    That all of my pain will come out and roll onto the floor
    And it did, and it does, but you still pick it up
    You find a way to see the good in me

    I know I’m a lot to handle
    And I know that my heart’s a handful
    Even in the dark, somehow you see
    The good in me, good in me

    I know that I’m far from perfect
    And you say that my flaws are worth it
    Even when it’s hard, I know you see
    The good in me, good in me

    Woah-oh, oh, oh-oh, oh, oh-oh
    The good in me, good in me
    Woah-oh, oh, oh-oh, oh, oh-oh
    The good in me, good in me
    Woah-oh, oh, oh-oh, oh, oh-oh
    The good in me, good in me
    Woah-oh, oh, oh-oh, oh, oh-oh

    I know I’m a lot to handle
    And I know that my heart’s a handful
    Even in the dark, somehow you see
    The good in me, good in me