• manga,  Uncategorized

    MANGA: Tameiki no Haru ni Koi no Natsu

    Tameiki no Haru ni Koi no Natsu – Nobana Saori

    Kuniharu Nishio had been in love with his friend ever since high school. He followed his dream of being a stylist, never letting go of these feelings, and while the nature of his work was very accepting when it came to same-sex relationships, he spent his days feeling somewhat gloomy and depressed. That is, until one day, when a new camera assistant named Ruka Nakamine showed up and suddenly confessed his love for Kuniharu. Ruka was very aggressive and annoying to the point that Kuniharu felt that kissing him was the only way to shut him up…

    A Sigh In Spring, A Love In Summer is a workplace romance about moving on and letting in.

    Kuniharu and Ruka are assistants to a stylist and a photographer, respectively. Upon their accidental first meeting, Ruka loudly declared he was in love with Kuniharu, then pursued him with dogged determination and an abundance of good cheer.

    Thing is, Kuniharu is secretly in love with a friend already in a relationship. Ruka’s situation hits too close to home, and knowing how painful one-sided love feels, Kuniharu did everything he could to dissuade the other man. But Ruka will not be deterred and only wants to see Kuniharu smile.

    Bless Ruka for his earnestness and relentlessness while keeping his hands to himself. The man’s capacity for optimism and unconditional love is admirable. When he says he only wants to see Kuniharu smile, he really meant it. He’s shorter, more childlike, and the uke, so it was surprising that he’s the older of the two.

    Kuniharu took me a while to warm up to. He’s a grumpy ass, but whenever his friend calls or meets him, you can’t help but feel sorry for the guy for his unrequited feelings. The palpable misery and despair can be felt through his subtle shift of expressions or clench fists.

    The most important part for me, where Kuniharu’s feelings towards Ruka changed, was done convincingly well, leaving no doubts to the pairing. Quite a feat for Ruka, given how badly Kuniharu was pining for his friend. I was lukewarm with the manga at first, but this part completely won me over!

    One-sided love’s a heart-breaking bitch, but the cracks is where sunshine comes in.


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    REVIEW: Fool’s Gold by Ki Brightly & M.D. Gregory

    Fool’s Gold – Ki Brightly & M.D. Gregory

    The Bad Boy from the Trailer Park

    There are certain unwritten rules in the Lakeview Trailer Park, and number five is clear—No Gay Stuff.

    Ethan “Shep” Shepherd has grown up hiding his true self so he doesn’t get kicked out of the only home he knows, but that doesn’t mean he can’t dream of a better life with the beautiful man who lives across the river. As a criminal, Ethan knows Jonas is too good for him, but when another one of the trailer park guys decides to attack Jonas, Ethan steps in and changes the course of their lives.

    The Good Boy from the Religious Family
    Jonas Nomikos is trying to survive his parents and their conservative views until he gets to college, where he can finally be himself. It isn’t an easy task to pretend to be the son they want, and when his best friend tells the truth to Jonas’s parents, he’s sure his life is over. Until Ethan. Ethan gives him hope and makes him smile, and Jonas wants to be with him, even if it means saying goodbye to the only life he knows.

    The Road to Being Who They Are
    If Ethan and Jonas want to be together, they’ll need to make sacrifices. The journey to happiness is filled with surprises, and Ethan isn’t sure Jonas is ready to accept the reality of his life—which includes motorcycle clubs, breaking the law, and living payday to payday. Jonas might shock him, though.

    Fool’s Gold has a theme of overcoming prejudice and contains depictions of homophobia and discrimination, including scenes in a conversion camp. The authors do not condone homophobic behavior or discrimination of any kind.


    New Gothenburg is a sprawling New York-based universe created by writer duo Ki Brightly and M.D. Gregory. It spans a multitude of interconnected, though frequently standalone, books and series usually involving motorcycle clubs, mobsters, sex workers, and even lawyers and law enforcement officers.

    I have this vague urge to read all of them, but it’s a hit or miss. Many times, I am more enamored with the premise as the actual book left much to be desired. Then, there are times I struck gold.

    Fool’s Gold is one of those that panned out. And fabulously at that! This is also a standalone.

    It’s a new adult tale of the boy from the wrong side of tracks crushing on the boy on the right side. Ethan ‘Shep’ Shephard is a trailer park bad boy who rescued Jonas Nomikos from a thug. And that was how Ethan finally spent some time with his crush, whom he has been making heart eyes for years from across the river.

    Jonas is from an ultra-conservative Methodist family, his father the pastor. A friend outing him to his parents had him sent to a conversion therapy camp. And it sparked a series of events that led him and Ethan to crime, violence and unlikely allies.

    First, I really loved the YA-ish vibe of the book. It felt like I was reading a cute manga about high school boys and adorably awkward first love moments. The fluff is tempered by the more somber scenes of homophobic people doling out the don’ts and the cannot’s. Ethan and Jonas’s relationship is forbidden on both sides of the river.

    Second, the Good Omens dynamic never fails to make me swoon! Who doesn’t squee at bad boys who hate the world being soft for no one but their angelic boyfriends! Ethan is crazy about his angel and has no qualms giving anyone who hurt his Jonas their just desserts. Well, the bad guy got served his, and I was surprised, Jonas didn’t make much fuss given who it is and how it was given.

    Third, the duo’s writing was particularly effective here. Most of their books have BDSM-ish or daddy/boy relationships, and while I loved some of them, the rest are repetitive and cringey. Here, the relationship is between two older teens. The plot moved steadily, and there were no lulls at all. I loved the anticipation whenever Ethan and Jonas are about to meet or when Jonas did something unexpected.

    The darker second half was a suspenseful hunt for the missing Jonas, a fateful meeting with the notorious motorcycle club, Kings of Men, and a tender night of firsts. It was action-packed, exhilarating, and sweet, a roller-coaster of feels!

    Ethan being uber protective of Jonas and giving the big bad bikers attitude was endearing and amusing the way a puppy might snarl. Thing is, puppies are cute, yet their bite has more rabies. Ethan gathering an army and storming enemy camp was complete badass! Jonas riding in his sidecar is adorbs! This angel is not meant for the bitch seat.

    The only reason why this is not a 5-star read is because of one glaring error. There was a scene where Ethan and Jonas were chased by a rival biker, and Jonas dropped his cellphone. It was even mentioned it cracked or broke. Then some time after, they were chased by more bikers, and Jonas was magically trying to call the police using his phone. There were no mentions that he picked up his dropped phone beforehand.

    Fool’s Gold is a thrill ride, a swoony romance, and a blushy BL manga. It’s a story of forbidden love and a coming-of-age tale of two teenagers caught in a world of bad bikers and worse pastors. This has some dark moments, so heed the trigger warnings. All in all, genuinely brilliant!

    Rating:
    4.5 Stars – perfection is only half a step away

    Soundtrack: Gold
    Artist: Loi
    Album: Gold


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    SOUNDTRACK: Gold by Loi

    Soundtrack to Fool’s Gold by Ki Brightly & M.D. Gregory

    Gold by Loi for a book about a bad boy, a good boy and the complicated world that tried to tear them apart.

    The sun leaves, and I’m waving goodbye, but these
    Street lights, they still shining bright, lately
    I was getting kinda used to the dark
    But it never got too close to my heart (eh-ayy)

    But then I saw you walk through the room, and your
    Sweet eyes, they were shining through every
    Little corner ’til our eyes would meet
    And suddenly it’s all I can see-e-e

    All these complications
    Lonely isolations
    I can see them fade away

    I can feel the sunshine in my life
    I’m just a little happier by your side
    Hold my hand when I need you the most
    It’s your love that is weighted in gold

  • quote,  Uncategorized

    The sun leaves, and I’m waving goodbye, but these
    Street lights, they still shining bright, lately
    I was getting kinda used to the dark
    But it never got too close to my heart (eh-ayy)

    But then I saw you walk through the room, and your
    Sweet eyes, they were shining through every
    Little corner ’til our eyes would meet
    And suddenly it’s all I can see-e-e

    All these complications
    Lonely isolations
    I can see them fade away

    I can feel the sunshine in my life
    I’m just a little happier by your side
    Hold my hand when I need you the most
    It’s your love that is weighted in gold

    I can feel the sunshine in my life
    I’m just a little happier by your side
    Hold my hand when I need you the most
    It’s your love that is weighted in gold, weighted in gold

    Weighted in gold
    It’s your love that is weighted in gold, weighted in gold

    I’m done, I’m ready for change, I got
    New shoes and a smile on my face ’cause I’m
    Walking on the sunny side, now I’ll never leave
    Finally, I start to breathe-e-e

    All these complications
    Lonely isolations
    I can see them fade away

    I can feel the sunshine in my life
    I’m just a little happier by your side
    Hold my hand when I need you the most
    It’s your love that is weighted in gold

    I can feel the sunshine in my life
    I’m just a little happier by your side
    Hold my hand when I need you the most
    It’s your love that is weighted in gold, weighted in gold, oh-whoa

    Weighted in gold
    It’s your love that is weighted in gold, weighted in gold
    Weighted in gold, weighted in gold, weighted in gold
    It’s your love that is weighted in gold

    I can feel the sunshine in my life
    I’m just a little happier by your side
    Hold my hand when I need you the most
    It’s your love that is weighted in gold, weighted in gold