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    You can’t talk
    I’m anxious
    I’m off the walls
    I’m right here just
    Come outside
    And see it
    But pack your heart
    You might need it

    I’ll find a way
    I’ll confuse them
    But I think I can try
    I will save your life
    I will save your life
    I’ll try for you

    You’re locked up
    You exhaled
    You did it before
    I seen it
    Come outside
    And breathe in
    Relax your arms
    And let me in

    I’ll find a way
    I’ll confuse them
    But I think I can try
    I will save your life
    I will save your life
    I’ll try for you

    I know what to say to take you
    Higher, higher
    No one else can take you higher
    But I will try

    I’ll find a way
    I’ll confuse them
    But I think I can try
    I will save your life
    I will save your life
    I’ll try

    I’ll find a way
    I’ll confuse them
    But I think I can try
    I will save your life
    I will save your life
    I’ll try for you

    For you

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    There’s a power much bigger than hate
    Still lost in the urge to annihilate
    But I know I will overcome this
    You dragged me through the darkest days
    By the skin of my teeth you restored my fate
    And I raised myself out of the ashes

    Now I’m alive in new light
    I’m alive in new light
    Now I’m alive in new light
    I am alive in new light

    I was carrying the weight of the universe
    The typical brittle perfectionist
    Confused by my every decision
    One day I was being the hero
    The next I was playing the coward
    Burnt out by my overreaction

    Now I’m alive in new light
    I’m alive in new light
    Now I’m alive in new light
    I am alive in new light

    There were times when I thought that my heart would stop
    Running for a bleak horizon
    Locked in my obsessions
    And now I am the raindrop
    I am the tulip
    I have learned compassion

    Now I’m alive in new light
    I’m alive in new light
    Now I’m alive in new light
    I am alive

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    Mercy – well I melt in the kiss by the words
    And the whispers you sing me
    Mercy – I’m frail in the kill by submission
    And will that you bring me
    Mercy – when I’m nothing but ego
    You slap me to let go and sleep free
    Now I sleep free

    You’re my toy box and my memories
    When I smell your skin you just make my whole world weep
    I’m at your feet

    Mercy – when the gray turns to black
    And the wave’s on my back, you make me smile
    Mercy – it’s the trauma and martyr
    You crush into pleasure and downtime
    Mercy – it’s the shining of you
    That just breaks me in two like a lifeline
    You’re my lifeline

    I’m the idiot to your poetry
    When you burn and bleach
    Everything and all I need
    Is at your feet

    Mercy – are the licks and the lips of temptation
    Just tricks, not for playing?
    Mercy – are you the camera suck
    Gun slut to headphone fuck holes in my being?
    Mercy – are you everything
    Which put the sex into bitch or just faking?
    Do you fake it?

    So I celebrate your chemistry
    If you bond with me
    I could make your whole world sweet
    I’m on my knees, on my knees

    On my knees, on my knees
    On my knees, on my knees

    Black suit and tie
    You’re looking nice under candlelight
    Sweet as summertime
    Red lips, white wine
    Spilling your secrets, I won’t tell you mine
    Baby, we’ve got all night

    Come a little closer
    Won’t you let me
    Get to know you better?

    ‘Cause I could breathe you in and never breathe you out
    Hold you ’til I’m something you can’t live without
    I’ll whisper in the wind, leave a chill on your skin
    Forgetting me is useless
    My love’s so ruthless
    My love’s so ruthless

    Soft words, slow moves
    My hand brushes yours for a moment or two
    But it’s enough to let my love seep into you

    Come a little closer
    Won’t you let me
    Wrap around you gently?

    ‘Cause I could breathe you in and never breathe you out
    Hold you ’til I’m something you can’t live without
    I’ll whisper in the wind, leave a chill on your skin
    Forgetting me is useless
    My love’s so ruthless
    My love’s so ruthless
    My love’s so-

    Follow footsteps up the stairs
    Down the hall, I’ll meet you there
    Tell me you’ll go anywhere
    Anywhere I want you
    My love’s so ruthless

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    strange bedfellows

    odd man out
    I’m taking a walk
    to the edge of my mind
    and checking you out

    let’s go

    same old story
    back to ancient times
    allegiance is a matter
    of opinion sometimes
    and you got to
    make up your mind

    come on
    yeah

    tune to in
    to the situation
    sign on the dotted line
    and if I have given(?)
    you some hesitation(?)
    come on to our side

    come on
    yeah

    strange bedfellow

    ***not the official lyrics, this is my own transcription, apologies for any misheard lyrics

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    A friend is more than a companion
    A foe is less than that to me
    When you hear the words
    The words you long to hear
    Open up

    The guidance from a close and loved one
    Is more important than you think
    When your arms are closed
    Then open with a key
    Secret key

    Clashed hands shaking in the closet
    Hands down, you will have to see
    Past lives forgotten and remembered
    Act now
    When I don’t know where to go

    Everything that you say to your closest one
    Makes you feel like a pain toward everyone
    When the words are unkind, you’ll regret the choice
    For as long as you choose, there may be rejoice
    In the colour of day when you see the truth
    Take a step to the front, to the brunt of youth
    Understand what they mean when they say the words
    When sorry is said, feel it to your bones

    Amends is made with a connection
    A lonely man becomes a king
    When you need the words
    The words you long to feel
    Listen up

    The triumph of a close and loved one
    The journey to the golden throne
    When the gown is graced
    Proceed towards the stage
    Golden stage

    Clashed hands shaking in the closet
    Hands down, you will have to see
    Past plans, verbatim and forgotten
    Act now
    When I don’t know where to go

    Everything that you say to your closest one
    Makes you feel like a pain toward everyone
    When the words are unkind, you’ll regret the choice
    For as long as you choose there may be rejoice
    In the colour of day, when you see the truth
    Take a step to the front to the brunt of youth
    Understand what they mean when they say the words
    When sorry is said, feel it to your bones

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    Faithful
    Nobody is faithful
    Picking up the weakest
    Watching every move
    Madman
    Everyone‘s a badman
    Feeding on the leanest
    With everything to lose.


    Reach out before you drown
    The world is turning upside down
    And you know
    You‘ve got to kill your darlings
    Breathe in the hurricane
    And we can start all over again
    And you know
    You‘ve got to kill your darlings


    Idle
    Could be suicidal
    Picking up the pieces
    Stitching up the wounds
    Faithless
    Everybody‘s faithless
    The legions of faceless
    Are tearing up the rules


    Reach out before you drown
    The world is turning upside down
    And you know
    You‘ve got to kill your darlings
    Breathe in the hurricane
    And we can start all over again
    And you know
    You‘ve got to kill your darlings


    You can‘t beat them –
    you‘ll have to join them


    Wake up and look around
    Your house is burning to the ground
    And you know you have to kill your darlings


    And you‘ll do whatever it takes
    And you‘ll do whatever it takes


    Reach out before you drown
    The world is turning upside down
    And you know
    You‘ve got to kill your darlings
    Breathe in the hurricane
    And we can start all over again
    And you know
    You‘ve got to kill your darlings


    And you‘ll do whatever it takes

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    Perfect little dream, the kind that hurts the most
    Forgot how it feels, well almost
    No one to blame, always the same
    Open my eyes, wake up, wake up, wake up, wake up, wake up in flames

    It took you to make me realize
    It took you to make me realize
    It took you to make me realize
    It took you to make me see the light

    Smashed up my sanity
    Smashed up integrity
    Smashed up what I believed in
    Smashed up what’s left of me
    Smashed up my everything
    Smashed up all that was true
    Gonna smash myself to pieces
    I don’t know what else to do

    Covered in hope and Vaseline
    Still cannot fix this broken machine
    Watching the hole, it used to be mine
    Just watching it burn in my steady systematic decline
    Of the trust I will betray
    Give it to me, I throw it away
    After everything I’ve done I hate myself for what I’ve become

    It took you to make me realize
    It took you to make me realize
    It took you to make me realize
    It took you to make me see the light

    Smashed up my sanity
    Smashed up integrity
    Smashed up what I believed in
    Smashed up what’s left of me
    Smashed up my everything
    Smashed up all that was true
    Gonna smash myself to pieces
    I don’t know what else to do

    I tried
    I gave up
    I tried
    I gave up
    I tried
    I gave up
    I tried
    I gave up
    I tried
    I gave up
    I tried
    I gave up
    I tried
    I gave up
    I tried
    I gave up

    Smashed up my sanity
    Smashed up integrity
    Smashed up what I believed in
    Smashed up what’s left of me
    Smashed up my everything
    Smashed up all that was true
    Gonna smash myself to pieces
    I don’t know what else to do
    (Throw it away)
    Smashed up my sanity
    Smashed up integrity
    (Throw it away)
    Smashed up what I believed in
    Smashed up what’s left of me
    (Throw it away)
    Smashed up my everything
    Smashed up all that was true
    (Throw it away)

    Gonna smash myself to pieces
    I don’t know what else to do
    (Throw it away)
    Smashed up my sanity
    Smashed up integrity
    (Throw it away)
    Smashed up what I believed in
    Smashed up what’s left of me
    (Throw it away)
    Smashed up my everything
    Smashed up all that was true
    (Throw it away)
    Gonna smash myself to pieces
    I don’t know what else to do

    Throw it away

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    Just for a moment
    You show me your inner light
    Your inner light
    And when your heart opens
    You show me your inner light
    Your inner light

    And when your heart opens
    You show me your inner light
    Your inner light

    Just for a moment
    You show me your inner light
    Your inner light
    And when your heart opens
    You show me your inner light
    Your inner light

    And when your heart opens
    You show me your inner light
    Your inner light

    Just for a moment
    You show me your inner light
    Your inner light

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    They walk the lines
    I tear them open

    They move in perfect circles
    Polish mass and quiet lines
    I’ll undo their perfection
    Just to watch them vaporize

    They humble for acceptance
    Pay for names and cold applause
    I stay feral in the shadows
    Tearing holes through all their laws

    I don’t fit their little boxes
    Don’t respond to trained command
    There’s no ribbon on my spirit
    There’s no leash around these hands

    Every time they try to tame me
    I just turn more iron-willed
    I’m a fire they can’t smother
    I’m a voice they couldn’t still

    They march in rhythm chasing higher praise
    I run my own beat through the smoking blaze

    I’m a savage in a civilized world
    Unashamed, uncontained, undeterred
    I don’t fit the script
    Don’t play their game
    My soul wasn’t built to kneel and obey

    I’m a savage in a civilized world
    Let them bleed
    Let them beg to belong
    I don’t bow, don’t lie, don’t conform

    I’m a savage in a civilized world

    They lace their dreams in cages
    Call their caution something wise
    But I found truth in chaos
    Where the hunting spirit lies

    Their hands are tied in comfort
    Mine are hooked in my own grip
    They speak about the path I take
    The path I burned through it

    They need a world that likes ’em
    I just need a world of taste
    They need shelter from the storm
    I treat the storm like a kind of kiss

    Don’t invite me to your kingdom
    I’ll just rip apart the dome
    My religion is defiance
    My allegiance is my own

    They march in rhythm chasing higher praise
    I run my own beat through the smoking blaze

    I’m a savage in a civilized world
    Unashamed, uncontained, undeterred
    I don’t fit the script
    Don’t play their game
    My soul wasn’t built to kneel and obey

    I’m a savage in a civilized world
    Let them bleed
    Let them beg to belong
    I don’t bow, don’t lie, don’t perform

    I’m a savage in a civilized world

    Give me coffins
    Give me stones
    Give me crowns
    Give me thorns

    Let them chase a flawless reign
    I was built to break the chain

    I’m a savage in a civilized world
    Untamed, unafraid, uncontrolled
    I’ve done marks around (?)
    Don’t wear them on my paws
    This is why my blood runs bold

    I’m a savage in a civilized world
    Let them kneel to the norm they serve
    I don’t blend, don’t bend,
    Don’t perform under storm
    That we’re warned about since birth

    I’m a savage in a civilized world

    I’m a savage in a civilized world
    Uncontained, unrestrained, undeterred
    Let them walk in line bowing to the norm
    I was built for the wild
    Not built to perform

    I’m a savage in a civilized world
    I don’t chase, don’t kill
    Don’t learn to conform
    I don’t blend, don’t beg
    Don’t deserve their cause (?)


    I’m a savage in a civilized world

    ***not the official lyrics, this is my own transcription, apologies for any misheard lyrics

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    What seems to be your big problem with me am I so bad?
    The more you say you change, the more you stay the same
    You’re always mad because I color outside the lines
    It’s not wasted time to color outside the lines
    It’s not wasted time
    What seems to be this big problem with me I’ve been so sad
    I even took the time to explain it all a thousand times
    But the more I tried to explain, the more it caused me pain
    So I gathered up my friends and we colored outside the lines
    It’s not wasted time to color outside the lines
    So when we walk away
    We’ll hang our pictures on the wall you put in front of me
    But if we learn some logic and practice on our patience
    I am absolutely certain that everything will change in time
    It’s not wasted time to color outside the lines
    It’s not wasted time
    Dreams aren’t wasted time.
    It’s not wasted time to color outside the lines
    It’s not wasted time to color outside the lines
    It’s not wasted time to color outside the lines