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    SERIES REVIEW: Broken Chains MC by E.M. Lindsey

    Broken Chains MC: Tidal Wave – E.M. Lindsey

    Two men, two different worlds, one destiny.

    Gunner has spent half his life running from his past, and the other half trying to protect himself from ever being vulnerable again. He’s escaped his old club and worked hard to earn the VP patch on his cut after joining the Broken Chains. But his entire life is turned upside down when Gunner’s past comes back to haunt him, and the club’s Deaf delivery guy ends up at the wrong place at the wrong time.

    When his president asks him to protect the injured man, Gunner wants to say no. After all, he hasn’t been able to take his eyes off Logan since the day they met, and Gunner can’t afford that kind of distraction. But ignoring him is damn near impossible when every time he looks at Logan, he starts to feel something. And Gunner doesn’t think he has the power to resist him for much longer.

    There will be no promise of a future though, if the Broken Chains can’t protect Logan from the mess he’s in, but even if they succeed, Gunner isn’t sure there’s a place for Logan in his world.


    Rating:
    4 Stars – minor quibbles but I loved it to bits

    Soundtrack: Ride
    Album: Yoke Lore
    Artist:


    Broken Chains MC: Backfire – E.M. Lindsey

    The last thing Smokey should let himself want is this man, but he can’t seem to stay away…

    Every time Smokey stares at the President patch on his cut, he feels like an imposter. After all, that was not the life he was supposed to lead. In his former club, he did what they asked, when they asked, and that was enough for him. But thirty years later and the fate of the Broken Chains is resting on his shoulders, all eyes were on him.

    Smokey had enough to deal with after the VP of Satan’s Souls got carted off to prison on his watch, but now there’s a dead man in an alley with a cut bearing the name of The Cobras. And Smokey knows they’re not prepared to handle the consequences if the Cobras’ President thinks they’re responsible.

    However, the dead man isn’t the worst part: The only witness is a civilian.

    Eliah Burns was in the wrong place at the wrong time, and it seems like fate really has it in for Smokey, because Eliah is also the one man he’s been avoiding. Eliah has been in Smokey’s periphery for years, his little brother’s favorite professor—and he’s also the one-night stand Smokey hasn’t been able to forget.

    Now Eliah’s in Smokey’s home, hiding from the men who want him dead, and Smokey’s trying to keep his heart from tripping and falling for a man he shouldn’t want while learning who is trying to set his club up to start a full on war.


    Rating:
    4 Stars – minor quibbles but I loved it to bits

    Soundtrack: Virtue
    Album: Kilo
    Artist:


    Broken Chains MC: Broken Wings – E.M. Lindsey

    The one thing Kicks doesn’t need in his life is to fall in love…

    The night Kicks woke in the hospital with fresh scars and a missing eye was the night he promised he would never, ever let himself be vulnerable again. And as the Road Captain of the Broken Chains MC, he managed to keep that vow for five long years. But the universe has different plans for the biker when his President sends him on a mission to escort the rabbi, Jude Burns, who is now under the protection of their club. Kicks doesn’t want a babysitting job, but he’s not sure what to think when he’s faced with a mouthy, stubborn man who seems far more sinner than saint.

    Kicks has never in his life felt more tempted to break his promises, because with this man, his vulnerability feels like power.

    Jude Burns’ world is turned upside down when his brother gets involved with a motorcycle club, and by proxy, he finds himself in danger of being killed. And after being shot at on the road, and just barely escaping a fiery death, Jude isn’t sure where he belongs. He’d spent his entire adult life dedicated to his service as a rabbi, after all, even when the temptation of life outside called to him louder than ever.

    And Jude knows the decision would be easy if it weren’t for Emilio—the dark-eyed Road Captain who makes Jude question every vow he’s ever made. Jude was pretty sure he wasn’t destined for love the way his brother was, but when Emilio falls to his knees and asks him to stay, he finds it’s almost impossible to tell him no.

    Even if it means walking into the line of fire to save a man with ragged, broken wings.


    Rating:
    4 Stars – minor quibbles but I loved it to bits

    Soundtrack: Fractured
    Album: J. France
    Artist:


    Broken Chains MC: Wicked – E.M. Lindsey

    Hawke doesn’t talk about his past—and it’s not because he has a stutter that rarely lets him speak more than three words at a time. The shadows of what was haunt his every waking hour, but the Broken Chains MC have been a sanctuary he never expected.

    And Hawke is the sort of man who knows better than to cross lines, especially when it comes the safety of his brothers. But when Jax, the VP of the Cobras, looks at him like he’s a whole man instead of shattered pieces of the person he was before he left his home behind, he can’t help but want to be just a little bit wicked.


    Rating:
    4 Stars – minor quibbles but I loved it to bits

    Soundtrack: Heal
    Album: Yeule
    Artist:


    Broken Chains MC: Rising Tide – E.M. Lindsey

    Once upon a time, Ghost was the best enforcer the Reapers MC had ever known—until the Hydra appeared and destroyed everything he’d worked for. After witnessing corruption down to the very core of their club, his only option was to take off his cut and leave.

    But no matter how far he’s run, or how many things about himself he’s changed, Nate has come to realize he will never be able to escape the man he was. Ugly monsters have risen from the ashes of everything he burned down, and now they’re threatening his future.

    Nate understands that the only hope the Broken Chains have to win against Hydra is to cut out his heart. And he’s willing to risk anything to make that happen, including his own freedom, to ensure everyone walks away from that final fight. Especially Rory, the only man who has ever held Nate’s heart in a vise.

    For Rory, Nate’s willing to be reckless. For Rory, Nate’s willing to take every single one of Hydra’s hits. For Rory, Nate’s willing to do anything.

    Rory knows the chaos must end—one way or another, someone isn’t walking out alive. He’s tired of running, and he’s tired of hiding. He didn’t ask to be born into the MC life, and he knows it’s not his future, but a man with a Nomad patch on his cut and tenderness in his calloused hands gives him a reason to stay. All Rory really has to do is live.

    Well, that, and to convince Nate that in spite of their age difference, and in spite of their history, they can survive this rising tide.


    Rating:
    2.5 Stars – far from hate but not quite a like

    Soundtrack: Surrender
    Album: Bassnectar feat. Haley
    Artist:


    Broken Chains MC is my first series from E.M. Lindsey. It’s one of those stories that sneak up on you, and you end up binging the entire thing.

    Oddly enough, this isn’t what I call heartwarming comfort reads nor was the romances swoony. But there’s something really compelling about this club of broken bikers trying to make name for themselves in a small tourist town in Florida.

    The series tackles themes of second chances, abuse, disability, survival, found family, and the past coming back to bite you in the ass. The Broken Chains is a club of bikers who either ran away or were thrown away by their old clubs.

    The club was founded by their president, Smokey, formerly known as Wrath. He was the son of the president of another club, an abusive father who would have gladly disposed of Smokey’s blind younger brother, Rory because he considered him a liability. Learning this, Smokey grabbed Rory and ran far, far away.

    Smokey is overprotective of his much younger brother. He runs a mechanic shop and is well-respected by his members. Though, as a character, he left me wondering why he remains the president. His book, Backfire, starts the overarching thread that connects the entire series.

    The Broken Chains bikers are haunted by Hydra, Smokey’s former club brother, who was secretly abusing Rory before. The psychopath made his presence known and hurt Eliah, Smokey’s boyfriend. The Prez made many bad decisions, some of which betrayed the trust of his brothers. Yet they still let him lead.

    The rest of the books follow the club as they deal with Hydra’s looming presence and the crimes he committed to the club. Each book features Broken Chains officers.

    Kicks is the laidback Road Captain. He’s missing an eye, for which Rory jokingly considers them sort of a team. He was assigned to babysit Jude, Eliah’s twin brother and a rabbi questioning his faith.

    Hawke is the the Enforcer. He’s slightly built and has a stutter so bad he had to use sign language. The man is deadly and dominant. He found his person in Jax, the VP of another club they’re trying to make an alliance with. Hawke is also the character that intrigued me the most. He’s mostly in the background, so I was surprised that he’s a man who likes to take control.

    Gunner is the VP. His book, Tidal Wave opens the series. His story is different in that it’s not connected to Hydra. But it is also about trying to outrun old ghosts that refuse to stay in past. Gunner ran away to protect his then-baby sister. Now a precocious 5-year-old, Maddie led Gunner to her favorite dance teacher, Logan, hearing-impaired but one heck of a dancer and a talented chef.

    These four books are gritty hurt comforts that I finished in one sitting. They are not standalones because they are essentially club business, as seen through the POVs of its key members. I was deeply invested in it too.

    The final book, Rising Tide, was a huge disappointment, though. It’s Rory and Nate’s book. Nate was Smokey’s brother in their old club who looked after Rory when his brother was away. Rory has a huge crush on the older man since childhood.

    Rory is quite an inspirational character. He has street smarts and academic intelligence, and is well on his way to becoming an Ivy League professor. Confident and capable, he could also be abrasive, all sharp tongues and sharp edges, thanks to being abducted and beaten too many times.

    Unfortunately, he hatched a harebrained scheme of using himself as bait to draw Hydra out because Smokey was too afraid to act. The brothers didn’t endear themselves here. While the plan might have worked, the plot was too thin, and if you removed the sex scenes, the book would have been a lot shorter. I ended up skimming.

    I haven’t read many MC stories, apart from The Kings of Men MC, and compared to that, Broken Chains has a more serious, morally grey vibe. I also had a better understanding of MC life, especially its politics, its language, and the importance of names.

    And while the finale didn’t live up to expectations, the series as a whole is a gripping rough ride.


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    SOUNDTRACK: Broken Chains MC Playlist

    Soundtrack to Broken Chains MC: Tidal Wave by E.M. Lindsey

    Soundtrack to Broken Chains MC: Backfire by E.M. Lindsey

    Soundtrack to Broken Chains MC: Broken Wings by E.M. Lindsey

    Soundtrack to Broken Chains MC: Wicked by E.M. Lindsey

    Soundtrack to Broken Chains MC: Rising Tide by E.M. Lindsey

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    And I won’t wait another day, won’t wait another day
    I won’t wait ’til you come my way, won’t until you come my way
    ‘Cause I know I’m chasin’ down my grave, know I’m chasin’ down my grave
    I want you ridin’ next to me, want you ridin’ next to me

    I wanna live, wanna to live the good life, leave, love
    Queen Earth, be my ground
    And every road my long legs walk down, I get found
    The dead Earth, be my soft bed, give me safety, give me a crown
    I listen to the creatures ’til I hear that sound

    How can I sleep in the wake of your night moves?
    Now that I’m up, can I tell you that you make me, ohh?

    I won’t wait another day, won’t wait another day
    I won’t wait ’til you come my way, won’t until you come my way
    ‘Cause I know I’m chasin’ down my grave, know I’m chasin’ down my grave
    And I want you ridin’ next to me, want you ridin’ next to me
    I want you ridin’ next to me, want you ridin’ next to me

    Sing my song about the ways I keep on doin’ you wrong
    And keep my heart close to the fire, so I don’t thaw
    I count the spots along your arms, so I remember this
    I feel the weight of time and hold back the minute

    How can I sleep in the wake of your night moves?
    Now that I’m up, can I tell you that you make me, ohh?

    And all of the ways you are make it unfair
    But now that we’re playin’ for truth, I’ma pick dare
    And all of the ways you are make it unfair
    And all of the words that I have will be yours to bear

    And I won’t wait another day, won’t wait another day
    I won’t wait ’til you come my way, won’t until you come my way
    ‘Cause I know I’m chasin’ down my grave, know I’m chasin’ down my grave
    And I want you ridin’ next to me, want you ridin’ next to me
    And I want you ridin’ next to me, want you ridin’ next to me
    And I want you ridin’ next to me, want you ridin’ next to me

    I dream of you
    Moment I can feel you there
    I can hold you
    But sometimes there’s a shift in the motion
    I can’t keep you near, just stand in motion

    Can I count on you?
    Can I count on you?
    You’re my only virtue

    Inner demons
    That I can’t seem to push aside
    I can’t stop it
    And that’s why I need you here
    I am no good but you steer me clear of my bad oceans

    Can I count on you
    To be there with me now?
    I can’t bear the thought
    Of losing you somehow
    Please hold down the phone
    Since I am not around
    Can I count on you
    To be there with me?
    You’re my only virtu
    e

    Now I may not deserve you
    But I can not do without you
    Didn’t know what I had lost
    You are my elevation
    You’re the closest thing to heaven
    If you hadn’t caught me
    Then where am I meant to fall?
    Moments I can feel you
    Hold you in my arms
    Feels as forgetting from

    Can I count on you
    To be there with me now?
    I can’t bear the thought
    Of losing you somehow

    Please hold down the phone
    Since I am not around
    Can I count on you
    To be there with me?
    You’re my only virtue

    Can I count on you?
    Can I, can I, can I count on you?
    You’re my only virtue
    Count on you, count on you

    I know you’re walking through hell
    But it’s just me here, no one else
    You can crumble, I don’t mind
    The broken bones we carry, are hard to hide

    There’s cracks on the walls that are holding your heart
    I want you to know you can pull them apart

    Cause fractured edges are beautiful, beautiful, beautiful
    We’re the pieces that make a whole, beautiful, beautiful
    So rip your heart wide open
    Let mе see your scars
    Every battle wound makes you who you arе
    Cause fractured edges are beautiful, beautiful, beautiful

    I don’t care I’m torn and worn out from keeping it all inside
    Avoiding the hurt and pain, letting their words skin me alive
    But I won’t bleed with shame
    Cause every time that I break
    There’s more light flowing into my veins

    Cause fractured edges are beautiful, beautiful, beautiful
    We’re the pieces that make a whole, beautiful, beautiful
    So rip your heart wide open
    Let me see your scars
    Every battle wound makes you who you are
    Cause fractured edges are beautiful, beautiful, beautiful

    There’s cracks on the walls that are holding your heart
    I want you to know you can pull them apart

    Cause fractured edges are beautiful, beautiful, beautiful
    We’re the pieces that make a whole, beautiful, beautiful
    So rip your heart wide open
    Let me see your scars
    Every battle wound makes you who you are
    Cause fractured edges are beautiful, beautiful, beautiful

    Falling, falling to the ground
    Falling into sound
    Always numb
    Always in another world I found

    Do you see what I see?
    Or am I incomplete?
    Falling stars
    Healing all the scars inside your heart

    Heal it all
    Heal it all
    Heal it all
    Heal it all
    Heal it all
    Heal it all
    Heal it all
    Heal it all

    Falling, falling to the ground
    Falling into sound
    Always numb
    Always in another world I found

    Do you see what I see?
    Or are we incomplete?
    Falling stars
    Healing all the scars inside your heart

    From the moment you dream,
    It’s not always as it seems.
    If you still believe,
    It’s all you need.
    When you give you feel more alive.
    When you love you step into the light.
    Standing on the edge you are part of me
    And you leave the past behind.

    Let it all rewind,
    Let it out.
    Let it all rewind,
    Moving on.
    Let it hurt, hurt.
    Let it all rewind,
    Moving on.

    In the end
    Time is like a night.

    In the mind
    Time is like a knife.
    Sending them off the drop
    Like an echo.
    Orbiting like a satellite.

    Let it all rewind,
    Let it out.
    Let it all rewind,
    Moving on.
    Let it hurt, hurt.
    Let it all rewind,
    Moving on.

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    FLICKer: Shabbat Dinner

    Featuring LGBT short films I found around the interwebz a.k.a Youtube. Okay sucky intro, but yeah, that’s it.


    William doesn’t know he’s gay until he meets Virgo at a family dinner. The two teens attempt to discover who they really are, while their oblivious parents chatter about fundraisers and dairy-free ice cream.