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SOUNDTRACK: Seed by The Academy Is, Seeds by Yoke Lore & Seeds of Gold by Closure in Moscow
Soundtrack to Resurrectionist: The Shooting Season by Isobel Starling
Seed by The Academy Is for a book about old lovers, new betrayals, and different perspectives.
Subjects are thrown around the room
Looking for the ones that got away
A feeling of soft anticipation
Another confrontation I won’t make
But how do we do it?
We turned into something else entirely, we fake it
But I wanted it so desperately to be realRun, run, holding on to some pieces that you left behind
Hope now, as I walk away, you’re the one that finds me out
Run from the only thing left that I hold closeSoundtrack to Resurrectionist: The Gentleman’s Thief by Isobel Starling
Seeds by Yoke Lore for a book about a lonely gentleman, a mysterious lover, secrets to unravel and a mission to conquer.
I remember the first words that you ever said
Burried soft like seeds deep in my chest
I wanna know who you are
I wanna know who you areYour hands like winter, eyes like wings
And the first kiss cut like ice in the spring
I wanna know who you are
I sleep deep in the dark….
Stumble into love like a challenge above
But I ache with the fear that my fate is to yell and to yearnSoundtrack to Resurrectionist: Infernal Vices by Isobel Starling
Seeds of Gold by Closure in Moscow for a book about beautiful liars, willing victims, and the tricky problem of getting them out.
A liar of the sharpest tongue
We can’t be something we’re not
I’ve met with the winged things baying
And they feed off the winter lurking in your mind
I can see it in your eyes
I just want you to get out
I just want you to get outBut once you were
Beautiful enough to bear seeds of gold
I didn’t sow much
You would hold me and I would stare
A pillar of salt whisked away by the air
Beautiful right from the start
I loved your soul enough to leave in the cold -
Subjects are thrown around the room
Looking for the ones that got away
A feeling of soft anticipation
Another confrontation I won’t make
But how do we do it?
We turned into something else entirely, we fake it
But I wanted it so desperately to be realRun, run, holding on to some pieces that you left behind
Hope now, as I walk away, you’re the one that finds me out
Run from the only thing left that I hold closeWhile he’s letting you in
You’ve got the feeling you’ve been followed under your skin
It will be weighing on your shoulder, believe itIf I could express it in a different dialect or in a delicate way
I’d capture the phrases inside the cage beneath my chest
And keep it locked for days
I wanted you so desperately to believe meRun, run, why are you running from another conversation?
Someone that I’ve been planning on, you’re the one that finds me out
There’s nowhere, now I found you, that I won’t goWhile he’s letting you in
You’ve got the feeling you’ve been followed under your skin
It will be weighing on your shoulder
You’ve got that seed in you
You’ve got that seed in youRun, run, what are you running from?
Let all your small steps expose your secrets
You don’t have to speak for me to believe it
But what do you mean? Yeah…Shaken and faint, you’ve got the feeling
You’ve been followed under your skin
It will be weighing on your shoulder
You’ve got that seed in you
You’ve got that seed in…
While letting you in
You’ve got the feeling you’ve been followed
Are you listening to anything I’ve said, said
To anything I’ve said, said
You’ve got that seed in youShaken and faint, it was the hardest thing to swallow
Pretending you don’t miss me
You’ve got that seed in you
You’ve got that seed in…
While letting you in, I’ll be thinking about tomorrow
And every time we cross those lines
You’ve got that seed in you
You’ve got that seed in…I hope now, as I walk away, you’re the one that finds me out
I remember the first words that you ever said
Burried soft like seeds deep in my chest
I wanna know who you are
I wanna know who you areYour hands like winter, eyes like wings
And the first kiss cut like ice in the spring
I wanna know who you are
I sleep deep in the darkSo come and take it all, leave a note for the world
I’ll be back from the sky
When the red earth cries for the girls
Stumble into love like a challenge above
But I ache with the fear that my fate is to yell and to yearnWhite roses at the front door
Our legs intertwined when it rains on the porch
I wanna know who you are
I hunt for blood like a sharkSo I’m running back to the lock of your arms
Baby, you know I never hit the mark
I wanna know who you are
‘Cause you’re the reason I’ve got so farSo come and take it all, leave a note for the world
I’ll be back from the sky
When the red earth cries for the girls
Stumble into love like a challenge above
But I ache with the fear that my fate is to yell and to yearnI leave it up to all the will that lives inside me
But I’d kill to keep you here right next to me
There’s something in the way I’m lifted
When I hear your name there’s nothing
That can touch what you have madeSo come and take it all, leave a note for the world
I’ll be back from the sky
When the red earth cries for the girls
Stumble into love like a challenge above
But I ache with the fear that my fate is to yell and to yearnA liar of the sharpest tongue
We can’t be something we’re not
I’ve met with the winged things baying
And they feed off the winter lurking in your mind
I can see it in your eyes
I just want you to get out
I just want you to get outBut once you were
Beautiful enough to bear seeds of gold
I didn’t sow much
You would hold me and I would stare
A pillar of salt whisked away by the air
Beautiful right from the start
I loved your soul enough to leave in the coldJust when I think that I’ll be safer out here
By picking up the pace, covering ground
Something is looming wicked in these clouds
And calling me back
Where will I run when all these winged things circle over my head?
When you’re young in the wild
Living in denial
You’ll never surviveBut once you were
Beautiful enough to bear seeds of gold
I didn’t sow much
You would hold me and I would stare
A pillar of salt whisked away by the air
Beautiful right from the start
I loved your soul enough to leave in the coldI don’t know, I don’t know, I don’t know
If it’s your voice that dissolves on the brittle light
You supplicate from the place I dare not tread
And ask me to lay myself bare
But you are dressed in night and snowBeautiful enough to bear seeds of gold
I didn’t sow much
You would hold me and I would stare
A pillar of salt whisked away by the air
Beautiful right from the start
I loved your soul enough to leave in the cold(Into the cold and I’ll go)
Into the shroud
(Into the cold and I’ll go)
Into the shroud
(Now that I know we’re one in the same)
Into the shroud‘Cause you’re young in the wild
Living in denial
You’ll never survive
(Now that I know we’re one in the same)(Into the shroud)
So young in the wild
Living in denial -
SOUNDTRACK: Broken Chains MC Playlist
Soundtrack to Broken Chains MC: Tidal Wave by E.M. Lindsey
Soundtrack to Broken Chains MC: Backfire by E.M. Lindsey
Soundtrack to Broken Chains MC: Broken Wings by E.M. Lindsey
Soundtrack to Broken Chains MC: Wicked by E.M. Lindsey
Soundtrack to Broken Chains MC: Rising Tide by E.M. Lindsey
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And I won’t wait another day, won’t wait another day
I won’t wait ’til you come my way, won’t until you come my way
‘Cause I know I’m chasin’ down my grave, know I’m chasin’ down my grave
I want you ridin’ next to me, want you ridin’ next to meI wanna live, wanna to live the good life, leave, love
Queen Earth, be my ground
And every road my long legs walk down, I get found
The dead Earth, be my soft bed, give me safety, give me a crown
I listen to the creatures ’til I hear that soundHow can I sleep in the wake of your night moves?
Now that I’m up, can I tell you that you make me, ohh?I won’t wait another day, won’t wait another day
I won’t wait ’til you come my way, won’t until you come my way
‘Cause I know I’m chasin’ down my grave, know I’m chasin’ down my grave
And I want you ridin’ next to me, want you ridin’ next to me
I want you ridin’ next to me, want you ridin’ next to meSing my song about the ways I keep on doin’ you wrong
And keep my heart close to the fire, so I don’t thaw
I count the spots along your arms, so I remember this
I feel the weight of time and hold back the minuteHow can I sleep in the wake of your night moves?
Now that I’m up, can I tell you that you make me, ohh?And all of the ways you are make it unfair
But now that we’re playin’ for truth, I’ma pick dare
And all of the ways you are make it unfair
And all of the words that I have will be yours to bearAnd I won’t wait another day, won’t wait another day
I won’t wait ’til you come my way, won’t until you come my way
‘Cause I know I’m chasin’ down my grave, know I’m chasin’ down my grave
And I want you ridin’ next to me, want you ridin’ next to me
And I want you ridin’ next to me, want you ridin’ next to me
And I want you ridin’ next to me, want you ridin’ next to meI dream of you
Moment I can feel you there
I can hold you
But sometimes there’s a shift in the motion
I can’t keep you near, just stand in motionCan I count on you?
Can I count on you?
You’re my only virtueInner demons
That I can’t seem to push aside
I can’t stop it
And that’s why I need you here
I am no good but you steer me clear of my bad oceansCan I count on you
To be there with me now?
I can’t bear the thought
Of losing you somehow
Please hold down the phone
Since I am not around
Can I count on you
To be there with me?
You’re my only virtueNow I may not deserve you
But I can not do without you
Didn’t know what I had lost
You are my elevation
You’re the closest thing to heaven
If you hadn’t caught me
Then where am I meant to fall?
Moments I can feel you
Hold you in my arms
Feels as forgetting fromCan I count on you
To be there with me now?
I can’t bear the thought
Of losing you somehow
Please hold down the phone
Since I am not around
Can I count on you
To be there with me?
You’re my only virtueCan I count on you?
Can I, can I, can I count on you?
You’re my only virtue
Count on you, count on youI know you’re walking through hell
But it’s just me here, no one else
You can crumble, I don’t mind
The broken bones we carry, are hard to hideThere’s cracks on the walls that are holding your heart
I want you to know you can pull them apartCause fractured edges are beautiful, beautiful, beautiful
We’re the pieces that make a whole, beautiful, beautiful
So rip your heart wide open
Let mе see your scars
Every battle wound makes you who you arе
Cause fractured edges are beautiful, beautiful, beautifulI don’t care I’m torn and worn out from keeping it all inside
Avoiding the hurt and pain, letting their words skin me alive
But I won’t bleed with shame
Cause every time that I break
There’s more light flowing into my veinsCause fractured edges are beautiful, beautiful, beautiful
We’re the pieces that make a whole, beautiful, beautiful
So rip your heart wide open
Let me see your scars
Every battle wound makes you who you are
Cause fractured edges are beautiful, beautiful, beautifulThere’s cracks on the walls that are holding your heart
I want you to know you can pull them apartCause fractured edges are beautiful, beautiful, beautiful
We’re the pieces that make a whole, beautiful, beautiful
So rip your heart wide open
Let me see your scars
Every battle wound makes you who you are
Cause fractured edges are beautiful, beautiful, beautifulFalling, falling to the ground
Falling into sound
Always numb
Always in another world I foundDo you see what I see?
Or am I incomplete?
Falling stars
Healing all the scars inside your heartHeal it all
Heal it all
Heal it all
Heal it all
Heal it all
Heal it all
Heal it all
Heal it allFalling, falling to the ground
Falling into sound
Always numb
Always in another world I foundDo you see what I see?
Or are we incomplete?
Falling stars
Healing all the scars inside your heartFrom the moment you dream,
It’s not always as it seems.
If you still believe,
It’s all you need.
When you give you feel more alive.
When you love you step into the light.
Standing on the edge you are part of me
And you leave the past behind.Let it all rewind,
Let it out.
Let it all rewind,
Moving on.
Let it hurt, hurt.
Let it all rewind,
Moving on.In the end
Time is like a night.
In the mind
Time is like a knife.
Sending them off the drop
Like an echo.
Orbiting like a satellite.Let it all rewind,
Let it out.
Let it all rewind,
Moving on.
Let it hurt, hurt.
Let it all rewind,
Moving on. -
SOUNDTRACK: Safety by Yoke Lore
Soundtrack to This Is Not Revenge by Romilly King
It was hard to find a song for this book. The songs about Stockholm Syndrome I found didn’t feel right. They were too negative, mostly about feeling used and abused in a relationship. I wanted a song that felt more positive because for all the wrongness of his methods, Gil had good intentions. He really wanted to protect Leo.
I finally picked Safety by Yoke Lore because it’s a song about protection. There’s a spiritual aspect to it that I relate to how Gil sees the world as well as a part that talks about not wanting to be let go which I relate to Leo.
“You are as perfect as all the seven days of creation, god must have loved it / Salt leaves and door screens, blood bed and night screams / I’ll be your safety, if you’ll be my safety / But soon I will try to fly out and leave you / But please don’t believe me, tie weights to my feet”
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You are as perfect as all the seven days of creation, god must have loved it
Salt leaves and door screens, blood bed and night screams
I’ll be your safety, if you’ll be my safety
But soon I will try to fly out and leave you
But please don’t believe me, tie weights to my feetI don’t wanna tell you now
I don’t wanna tell you how I know
I don’t wanna break you down
I don’t know if I can take the load of our loveI’m too pop for the basement scene of sludge and drop jaw
But I can’t fit see, I’m faceless but I’m not your dream team
But I fit right in between your legs and your that will hold me, your arms will enfold meI don’t wanna tell you now
I don’t wanna tell you how I know
I don’t wanna break you down
I don’t know if I can take the load of our love
