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    SERIES REVIEW: The Beast Who Bought Me & The Beast Who Broke Me (Clemenza Family Books 1&2) by Leighton Greene

    Clemenza Family: The Beast Who Bought Me – Leighton Greene

    I used to be a mafia prince. Now I’m marked as prey.

    Someone is systematically eliminating my Family bloodline, and I’m the last heir standing.

    No money.
    No allies.
    No way out…except one.

    An underground auction where the wealthy and the wicked bid on desperate, untouched men like me.

    I expect to be sold to a stranger. Used and discarded.

    Instead, I’m bought by a man with a two-decades-long vendetta against my dead father. A beast who drops ten million dollars to own me, then drags me home to a prison he built just for me.

    He wants vengeance. He wants to break me. But I’m not as easy to break as he expects.
    And when danger follows me into his territory, he becomes something I never expected.

    A protector.
    A possessor.
    He keeps me safe, even while he keeps me caged.

    I’m starting to think the most dangerous thing isn’t being owned by him.

    It’s wanting him to keep me…

    The Beast Who Bought Me is book 1 of an ongoing-couple trilogy and ends on a cliffhanger. Expect dark dealings, obsession, possessiveness, toxic dynamics, and all the red flags. These antiheroes will earn their happily ever after, but they’ll fight hard to get there.


    Rating:
    4.5 Stars – perfection is only half a step away

    Soundtrack: Unleash The Rage
    Artist: Tash Sultana
    Album: Return To Roots


    Clemenza Family: The Beast Who Broke Me – Leighton Greene

    I escaped the beast who bought me at auction. I thought I could take my throne back alone. I was wrong.

    I only have one option left.
    Go back to the beast.

    But this time, I have a muzzle for the monster.
    A choke-chain to bring him to heel.
    I’ll use him. Control him. Pray that he’ll keep me alive long enough to take what’s mine.

    But every night I’m under his roof, the line between strategy and surrender gets thinner. And every fight ends the same way: with his hand at my throat and me begging him not to stop.

    He bought me.
    He chained me.
    He’s still the only thing standing between me and whoever wants me dead.

    Losing him would end me.
    But letting him break me might be worse.

    The Beast Who Broke Me is book 2 of a dark MM romance trilogy following the same couple and ends on a cliffhanger. Expect captivity, obsession, possessiveness, toxic dynamics, and all the red flags. These antiheroes will earn their happily ever after, but they’ll have to fight hard to get there.


    Rating:
    4.5 Stars – perfection is only half a step away

    Soundtrack: Unbreakable
    Artist: MIYAVI
    Album: WHAT’S MY NAME?


    Clemenza Family by Leighton Greene is a mafia romance trilogy set in the interconnected NYC organized crime world. Born from the fallout of the Morelli Family series, where Luca Di Amato killed the Clemenza Don and rose to lead the Commission, this follows the last surviving heir, Caligula Clemenza (love the name).

    The Beast Who Bought Me opens with Caligula, on the run with killers hot on his heels after the rest of his family was killed. Penniless and desperate, he offers himself up at auction for protection and to everyone’s shock, Damiano Orsino, the Giuliano enforcer outbid everyone with a staggering $10 million.

    Unknown to Cal, Damiano has been bidding his time to get his hands on the son of the man who killed his father. Expecting the worst, Cal’s Clemenza pride made him defiant, determined to get the upper hand on his owner, until his one-year contract is up.

    The Beast Who Broke Me picks up after Cal escaped and ran into unlikely allies and the remaining Clemenza loyalists who crown him the new Don. His relationship with Damiano grows dangerously complicated, the Giuliano is the only one who can protect him, yet the irresistable pull toward each other blurs the line between hate and desire.

    I loved that we get the perspective of one of the Families affected by the upheavals in the NYC Commission. Cal, grandson of the feared Don Louis, is haunted by the spectre of the old man. He’s a 21-year old virgin born with a silver spoon whose sexuality the old don scorned. Canny and manipulative, he discovers he shares more with his infamous grandfather, wielding seduction and steel alike.

    Damiano is massive, tattooed, and hella determined to exact his revenge. Like a serial killer collecting trophies, he obssessively gathered pieces of the Clemenzas, with Caligula Clemenza the piece de resistance of that collection.

    He will risk everything to protect that precious piece even as the aristocratic Cal pushes all his buttons. Dami who came from humbler origins and had built himself up still felt inadequate in the face of Cal’s innate hauteur that spoke of old money and privilege even in collar and leash.

    Damiano is more bark than bite. There’s the build up of omininous pronouncements, promises of unspeakable tortures, and a contract whose implications made me sick to my stomach, but when it’s time for fangs to come out, Damiano holds himself back.

    Dami and Cal’s connection is built upon a twisted blend of obsession, possession and revenge. A riff on the Beauty and the Beast trope, if Beauty is a viper and the Beast is a grizzly, it is a game of who breaks who. While the hatefucks are not exactly nuclear, the lust is explosive, the feels a slow-burning simmer spreading across two installments. They’re still not officially a couple at the end of the second book but by this time, the bond is unbreakable.

    Dami’s found family of Rosa, Sammy, and Vito shows a softer side to the hard man and Cal uses that to his advantage, although he is also protective of them, especially Sammy, a victim of Clemenza hate crime. The ending of Book 2 had me worried about their fates.

    The plot blends mafia politics with captive romance, excelling at both. The pacing is deliberate but the prose is compelling, capturing the delicious swirl of antagonism, danger and want with twists that kept me hooked.

    I did not expect the books to end in cliffhangers so best to wait for the series to be completed if cliffhangers are not your thing. I also recommend audiobooking this, Michael Ferraiuolo knocked it out of the park as usual. It’s also best to read Morelli Family first, the events there resulted in Cal’s predicament here.

    Clemenza Family is the ongoing saga of the fate of the last Clemenza. Shamelessly devious, ruthlessly single-minded, overall, a captivating tale of survival and obsession.

    P.S.

    Clemenza Family must be read in order. Also, I recommend picking up the Morelli Family first because who doesn’t melt a little everytime Luca calls Finch baby bird. Michael Ferraiuolo is narrating this too so best consumed as audiobook.


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    SOUNDTRACK: Unleash The Rage by Tash Sultana & Unbreakable by Miyavi

    Soundtrack to Clemenza Family: The Beast Who Bought Me by Leighton Greene

    Unleash The Rage by Tash Sultana for a book about a lost family, a fight for survival, and a captivity.

    Tell me now, do you know what a home is?
    And do you speak to the sky when you’re all alone?
    Is it just your human nature
    To show yourself to the world when you’re unprovoked?

    Guess I sense a kind of danger
    I feel it in my lungs when I breathe in smoke
    Got your hands around my neck
    I’d only stutter if I did not choke

    Soundtrack to Clemenza Family: The Beast Who Broke Me by Leighton Greene

    Unbreakable by MIYAVI for a book about unwavering determination and unbreakable will.

    If it’s necessary to protect it,
    Without hesitation,
    I will break it
    Because I am walking the path
    I must believe in,
    If even justice is turned against the enemy,
    It’s okay
    In an absurd world,
    There’s no time to lament.
    Be Unbreakable
    An unbreakable heart
    Unwavering willpower

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    Tell me now, do you know what a home is?
    And do you speak to the sky when you’re all alone?
    Is it just your human nature
    To show yourself to the world when you’re unprovoked?

    Guess I sense a kind of danger
    I feel it in my lungs when I breathe in smoke
    Got your hands around my neck
    I’d only stutter if I did not choke

    Ooh, ooh
    Ooh, ooh
    Ooh, ooh
    Ooh, ooh
    Ooh, ooh
    Ooh, ooh

    Tell me now, do you know where your soul is?
    Does a light shine on you swallowed in the dark?
    Is it just your instincts calling?
    Howling at the wounds where you hold your heart

    Guess we all start off as strangers
    Lay beneath the stars, let it fall apart, yeah
    Take a breath, the winds will change
    Stand up tall, love, unleash the rage

    Rage
    Rage
    Rage
    Rage

    Ooh, ooh
    Ooh, ooh
    Ooh, ooh
    Hey

    If it’s necessary to protect it,
    Without hesitation,
    I will break it
    Because I am walking the path
    I must believe in,
    If even justice is turned against the enemy,
    It’s okay
    In an absurd world,
    There’s no time to lament.
    Be Unbreakable
    An unbreakable heart
    Unwavering willpower

    守る為に必要というのなら
    ためらわずに僕は壊すだろう

    信じるべき道を進む故に
    正義さえも敵にまわすのなら
    別にそれでもいい

    不条理な世界だと
    嘆いてる猶予はない

    Be Unbreakable

    壊れない心を
    揺るがない意志を

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    REVIEW: Unbreakable by Colette Davison

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    Heaven and Hell Club: Unbreakable – Colette Davison

    Mac’s life isn’t perfect, but he likes it the way it is: safe and predictable.

    Mac works in a struggling pole dancing club at night, and a gym during the day. He’s tired and cash strapped, but content, until a confident twink walks into the club and turns his life upside down. It’s hard to resist when Russel asks him to be his fake boyfriend for one night, in return for double his normal take-home pay.

    One date turns into more, as Mac helps Russel get an exclusive that will secure him the job he’s always wanted. But the rich playboy who holds Russel’s career in his hands isn’t going to give him the scoop so easily.

    As Mac and Russel spend more time together, the lines between fake and real begin to get blurred, but can their relationship become strong enough to be unbreakable in the face of adversity?

    Unbreakable is a fake boyfriend MM romance, with a buff pole dancer who swears like a trooper, a twink who likes to take charge, some spanking, light bondage, and a happy ever after. It’s a prequel story to Broken, but can be read as a standalone romance.


    I love myself some fake boyfriend story and Mac and Russel did it for me.

    Unbreakable is the prequel to the Heaven and Hell series by Colette Davison. She’s a new to me author and this is my first book from her. She certainly didn’t disappoint.

    Before the club was Heaven and Hell, it was called Horns, a pole dancing club barely making a profit. Mac, Michael and his boyfriend, Edward were dancers at the club. Michael and Edward were already making plans to buy the club and they were trying to convince their best friend Mac to invest. Mac lacked the funds and the courage, choosing instead to play it safe. However his days as a dancer might be numbered. He’s not getting any younger.

    Russel works at a fashion magazine as a layout artist itching for a chance to be a proper journalist. One day he was given that chance. He is going to cover a party hosted by a famous gay celebrity. The catch is that, it’s for couples only.

    This is where Russel propositioned Mac to be his boyfriend for the night after seeing him dance.

    The story featured an opposites attract trope with a bit of My Fair Lady thrown in for good measure. It also broke stereotypes regarding the dynamics between couples with size differences. Mac is buff, gruff and butch while Russel is lithe, femme and sassy. Mac likes to let others handle things in the bedroom while Russel likes to take charge.

    Russel is the type who knew what he wanted and he was quick to grab it. Mac doesn’t hesitate to give Russel anything he wants. He also remained loyal and stood up for him when the sleazoid celebrity was trying to break them apart. And that was even before they were real boyfriends. Definitely a keeper.

    I loved watching their relationship evolve. At first they seemed like the worst possible match but as they slowly learn things about each other, they discover they fit perfectly. I loved the interaction between the two men. I loved the trust and respect that developed and how they embraced each other’s vulnerabilities. The chemistry was palpable even from the beginning. The banters were amusing. They were a lot of fun together.

    One thing that stood out for me is that the author gave Russel scars. Not the cutesy it-makes-me-looks-like-a-badass scar but honest to goodness small pox scars. As a person with bad skin, I appreciate that.

    Unbreakable is a great prequel. It also stands perfectly well as a standalone. It’s a great blend of fluff, angst and humor with likable characters, great execution and engaging writing. You couldn’t ask for a more beautiful ending. I also enjoyed meeting Michael and Edward and I am looking forward to reading Michael’s book.

    Rating:
    4 Stars – minor quibbles but I loved it to bits

    Soundtrack: Quiet
    Artist: Lights
    Album: The Listening