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Did you notice
We sleep through the night
Did you notice babe
Everything is alrightYou need me
Rest easy
I’m here
How weirdThought I’d hide
Maybe leave something
Secret behind
Never thought
I’d sing outsideYou need me
Rest easy
I’m here
How weird -
Paralytic Trance
there’s a specter at the end of my bed
there’s a wakefulness
there’s a book in my drawer filled with pages I ignored
a lack of reverance born into text, a malevolence
I could never repentI conjured the fantasies when I was younger
heard god call in a murmur, faith planted by my mother
but that plant wasn’t watered, and my hope never flourished
I never found a foundation in anything you worshippedNo verses just curses
bearing down on my mind as my trust worsens
you said your love for me was shadowed
by your god, your canon, i am unhallowedunhallowed
I am aloneguardian, step aside let no light shine in
I’ll sleep forever if it means I could speak to you again -
I can’t believe the way you showed everyone
Couldn’t they see what you could do, everyone?
I know it took you a while to get to California
I had no idea I was waiting on youI can’t believe the way we flow
I can’t believe the way we live together
I can’t believe the way we flow
I can’t believe the way we flowI could’ve used you in the early days
Well, it’s been such a long, long, long, long time
With the music of my mind
Most of it seems unfinished now
I can’t believe the-I can’t believe the way we flow
I can’t believe the way we live together
I can’t believe the way we flow
I can’t believe the way we flowNothing makes a sound
(When you’re not around)
When you’re not around
(You are, you are, my fear of death)
You are my fear of death
(So wave, so wave, so wave my fear of self)
You wave my fear of self
(And alone in the shore)
And alone in the shore
Despite what I was told
I’m finding I’m a smaller piece
Than I once thought
Oh, no, I really am
I really amWe follow, we flow, we flow oh no
Can’t believe the way we flow
We follow, we flow, we flow oh no
Can’t believe the way we flow
We follow, we flow, we flow oh no
Can’t believe the way we flow
We follow, we flow, we flow oh no
Can’t believe the way we flow
We follow, we flow, we flow oh no
Can’t believe the way we flow
We follow, we flow, we flow oh no
Can’t believe the way we flow -
We are moving in our own slow motion
Believing in the lies they say
We are standing with our arms wide open
And we ain’t ever looking back, we ain’t ever looking back
We are moving in our own slow motion
Believing in the lies they say
We are standing with our arms wide open
And we ain’t ever looking back, we ain’t ever looking backSo even if you tell me not to take the fall
Come in heavy handed, and I’ll take it all
A different kind of love, a deeper kind of call
Believe me when I say I’m running into walls, walls
I’m running into walls, walls
I’m running into wallsWe are spinning in an endless ocean
We are lost in an endless maze
We are grabbing at life by the throat and
We ain’t ever looking back, we ain’t ever looking back
We are spinning in an endless ocean
We are lost in an endless maze
We are grabbing at life by the throat and
And we ain’t ever looking back, we ain’t ever looking backSo even if you tell me not to take the fall
Come in heavy handed, and I’ll take it all
A different kind of love, a deeper kind of call
Believe me when I say I’m running into walls, walls
I’m running into walls, walls
I’m running into wallsSo even if you tell me not to take the fall
Come in heavy handed, and I’ll take it all
A different kind of love, a deeper kind of call
Believe me when I say I’m running into walls, walls
I’m running into walls, walls
I’m running into walls -
If you really want
I’ll become the smog around you
I’ll surround you with my love
No matter how much
How could it ever be enoughI want to take care of all your needs
I wanna give you
Everything
I wanna build a nest inside your lungs
And curl up and go to sleep as close as I can be to youKeep me
Keep me safe
I need you
More than anythingKeep me
Keep me safe
I need youTreat me like a doll
I’ll be fucking perfect
See the real me
Buried in the plasticEvery fucking day
I wake up in a panic
Spinning like a drill
I can never stop
Tearing up
Inside myselfI built myself
From barely fitting parts
Scraped up off the floorBubbling
Melting in the heat
Melting you and me togetherWhat’s this stuff?
Is it even flesh?
Is it even blood?
Is it even me?I built myself
From barely fitting parts
I still fall apart
I still fall apartKeep me
Keep me safe
I need you
More than anythingKeep me
Keep me safe
I need youTreat me like a doll
I’ll be fucking perfect
See the real me
Buried in the plasticEvery fucking day
I wake up in a panic
Spinning like a drill
I can never stop
Tearing up
Inside myself -
It was the truth
That fell from these lips
It blinded us
And then the darkness leftSo I am yours now
Respectfully
I am yours now
TruthfullyIt burnt the stain
Left on my mind
Our hearts, our hearts, they beat
A quarter tone apartCause I am yours now
Respectfully
Why can’t I do it?
You complete meOur kind is hard to find
And if it will be
It will be with youI am yours now
Respectfully
I am yours now
Truthfully -
Walls down, boss up
Save my life
Give me time
Say walls down, boss up
Is it right?
Imma fight
Go head give me all your fight
It’s all I need
I just wanna feel ur light
It’s all I need
I just want you on my side
So tell me will you be alright?
Go head gimme all your fight!
Go head gimme all your fight!
Ay ay ay, I been caught up in this life
Don’t speak my mind enough I’m dry
Keep pushing on me pushing on me
Boundaries to break like all the time
Yea I just gotta hold on
Common ground to stand on
You push me and there’s friction
Go head gimme all your fight
It’s all I need
And I just wanna feel your light
It’s all I need
And I just want you on my side
So tell me will you be alright
Walls down boss up
Save my life
Give me time
Said walls down, boss up
Is it right?
Imma fight
Go head gimme all your fight
It’s all I need
I just wanna feel ur light
It’s all I need
I just want you on my side
So tell me will you be alright?
Go head gimme all your fight!
Go head gimme all your fight!
Ay ay ay, I been caught up in this life
Don’t speak my mind enough I’m dry
Keep pushing on me pushing on me
Boundaries to break like all the time
Yea I just gotta hold on
Common ground to stand on
You push me and there’s friction
Go head gimme all your fight
It’s all I need
I just wanna feel ur light
It’s all I need
I just want you on my side
So tell me will you be alright? -
You were made for me (you were made for me)
Everybody tells me so
You were made for me (you were made for me)
Don’t pretend that you don’t knowAll the trees were made for little things that sing and fly
And the sun was made to burn so bright and light the sky
Pretty eyes were never made to cry, they were made to see
When I hold you in my arms I know that you were made for meYou were made for me (you were made for me)
Everybody tells me so
You were made for me (you were made for me)
Don’t pretend that you don’t knowAll the flowers in the field were made to please the bees
For the fishe as someone made the rivers and the seas
Every hand was made to to hold another, tenderly
When I kissed you on your lips I knew that you were made for meYou were made for me (you were made for me)
Everybody tells me so
You were made for me (you were made for me)
Don’t pretend that you don’t knowYou were made for me (you were made for me)
Everybody tells me so
You were made for me (you were made for me)
Don’t pretend that you don’t knowEvery hand was made to hold another, tenderly
When I kissed you on your lips I knew that you were made
You were made
You were made for me -
Testing, Testing
I’m just suggesting
You and I might not be the best thing
X’d it, X’d it
Somehow I guessed it right
Right
But I still
Want ya, want ya
Don’t mean to taunt ya
If you leave me,
I’ll come back and haunt ya
Do you remember?
We turn to center now
NowWell I just wish we could go back
One more time and begin it
Back before I lost myself somewhere
Somewhere in itI bitched up
And it was so fun
But it’s time to start on
One more last try
I’mma get the ending right
You can’t stop this,
And you must admit that you
Haven’t had enough,
You haven’t had enoughStuck, it was so fun
But it’s time to start from
One more last place
Better get your story straight
You can’t stop this,
And you must confess that you
Haven’t had enough,
You haven’t had enoughI need ya, need ya
Don’t mean to tease ya
If you want me,
I’ll come back and meet ya
Whisper, whisper
You must admit you want it
You, you want it!Well I just wish we could go back
One more time and begin it
Back before I lost myself somewhere,
Somewhere in itI bitched up
And it was so fun
But it’s time to start on
One more last time
I’mma get the ending right
You can’t stop this
And you must admit that you
Haven’t had enough,
You haven’t had enoughStuck, I was so alone
But it’s time to start from
One more last place,
You better get your story straight
You can’t stop this,
And you must confess that you
Haven’t had enough,
You haven’t had enoughDon’t you need it?
Don’t you want this at all?
(Testing, Testing, I’m just suggesting)
Don’t you need it?
Don’t you want this at all?
(Testing, Testing, I’m just suggesting)
That oh!Stuck, that was so long
For this gun to start on
One more last time
And you!You never want it,
(You haven’t had a)
You never want it all!
(One more last place)
Oh, no baby!
(You better get your story straight, you can’t stop this)
Don’t you need it?!
(And you must confess that you)
You haven’t at all
(Had enough)Testing, Testing.
I’m just suggesting
You and I might just be the best thing -
Rows of houses, all bearing down on me
I can feel their blue hands touching me
All these things into position
All these things we’ll one day swallow whole
And fade out again and fade outThis machine will, will not communicate
These thoughts and the strain I am under
Be a world child, form a circle
Before we all go under
And fade out again and fade out againCracked eggs, dead birds
Scream as they fight for life
I can feel death, can see its beady eyes
All these things into position
All these things we’ll one day swallow whole
Fade out again
Fade out againImmerse your soul in love
Immerse your soul in love
