• quote,  Uncategorized

    Perfect little dream, the kind that hurts the most
    Forgot how it feels, well almost
    No one to blame, always the same
    Open my eyes, wake up, wake up, wake up, wake up, wake up in flames

    It took you to make me realize
    It took you to make me realize
    It took you to make me realize
    It took you to make me see the light

    Smashed up my sanity
    Smashed up integrity
    Smashed up what I believed in
    Smashed up what’s left of me
    Smashed up my everything
    Smashed up all that was true
    Gonna smash myself to pieces
    I don’t know what else to do

    Covered in hope and Vaseline
    Still cannot fix this broken machine
    Watching the hole, it used to be mine
    Just watching it burn in my steady systematic decline
    Of the trust I will betray
    Give it to me, I throw it away
    After everything I’ve done I hate myself for what I’ve become

    It took you to make me realize
    It took you to make me realize
    It took you to make me realize
    It took you to make me see the light

    Smashed up my sanity
    Smashed up integrity
    Smashed up what I believed in
    Smashed up what’s left of me
    Smashed up my everything
    Smashed up all that was true
    Gonna smash myself to pieces
    I don’t know what else to do

    I tried
    I gave up
    I tried
    I gave up
    I tried
    I gave up
    I tried
    I gave up
    I tried
    I gave up
    I tried
    I gave up
    I tried
    I gave up
    I tried
    I gave up

    Smashed up my sanity
    Smashed up integrity
    Smashed up what I believed in
    Smashed up what’s left of me
    Smashed up my everything
    Smashed up all that was true
    Gonna smash myself to pieces
    I don’t know what else to do
    (Throw it away)
    Smashed up my sanity
    Smashed up integrity
    (Throw it away)
    Smashed up what I believed in
    Smashed up what’s left of me
    (Throw it away)
    Smashed up my everything
    Smashed up all that was true
    (Throw it away)

    Gonna smash myself to pieces
    I don’t know what else to do
    (Throw it away)
    Smashed up my sanity
    Smashed up integrity
    (Throw it away)
    Smashed up what I believed in
    Smashed up what’s left of me
    (Throw it away)
    Smashed up my everything
    Smashed up all that was true
    (Throw it away)
    Gonna smash myself to pieces
    I don’t know what else to do

    Throw it away

  • quote,  Uncategorized

    Just for a moment
    You show me your inner light
    Your inner light
    And when your heart opens
    You show me your inner light
    Your inner light

    And when your heart opens
    You show me your inner light
    Your inner light

    Just for a moment
    You show me your inner light
    Your inner light
    And when your heart opens
    You show me your inner light
    Your inner light

    And when your heart opens
    You show me your inner light
    Your inner light

    Just for a moment
    You show me your inner light
    Your inner light

  • quote,  Uncategorized

    They walk the lines
    I tear them open

    They move in perfect circles
    Polish mass and quiet lines
    I’ll undo their perfection
    Just to watch them vaporize

    They humble for acceptance
    Pay for names and cold applause
    I stay feral in the shadows
    Tearing holes through all their laws

    I don’t fit their little boxes
    Don’t respond to trained command
    There’s no ribbon on my spirit
    There’s no leash around these hands

    Every time they try to tame me
    I just turn more iron-willed
    I’m a fire they can’t smother
    I’m a voice they couldn’t still

    They march in rhythm chasing higher praise
    I run my own beat through the smoking blaze

    I’m a savage in a civilized world
    Unashamed, uncontained, undeterred
    I don’t fit the script
    Don’t play their game
    My soul wasn’t built to kneel and obey

    I’m a savage in a civilized world
    Let them bleed
    Let them beg to belong
    I don’t bow, don’t lie, don’t conform

    I’m a savage in a civilized world

    They lace their dreams in cages
    Call their caution something wise
    But I found truth in chaos
    Where the hunting spirit lies

    Their hands are tied in comfort
    Mine are hooked in my own grip
    They speak about the path I take
    The path I burned through it

    They need a world that likes ’em
    I just need a world of taste
    They need shelter from the storm
    I treat the storm like a kind of kiss

    Don’t invite me to your kingdom
    I’ll just rip apart the dome
    My religion is defiance
    My allegiance is my own

    They march in rhythm chasing higher praise
    I run my own beat through the smoking blaze

    I’m a savage in a civilized world
    Unashamed, uncontained, undeterred
    I don’t fit the script
    Don’t play their game
    My soul wasn’t built to kneel and obey

    I’m a savage in a civilized world
    Let them bleed
    Let them beg to belong
    I don’t bow, don’t lie, don’t perform

    I’m a savage in a civilized world

    Give me coffins
    Give me stones
    Give me crowns
    Give me thorns

    Let them chase a flawless reign
    I was built to break the chain

    I’m a savage in a civilized world
    Untamed, unafraid, uncontrolled
    I’ve done marks around (?)
    Don’t wear them on my paws
    This is why my blood runs bold

    I’m a savage in a civilized world
    Let them kneel to the norm they serve
    I don’t blend, don’t bend,
    Don’t perform under storm
    That we’re warned about since birth

    I’m a savage in a civilized world

    I’m a savage in a civilized world
    Uncontained, unrestrained, undeterred
    Let them walk in line bowing to the norm
    I was built for the wild
    Not built to perform

    I’m a savage in a civilized world
    I don’t chase, don’t kill
    Don’t learn to conform
    I don’t blend, don’t beg
    Don’t deserve their cause (?)


    I’m a savage in a civilized world

    ***not the official lyrics, this is my own transcription, apologies for any misheard lyrics

  • quote,  Uncategorized

    What seems to be your big problem with me am I so bad?
    The more you say you change, the more you stay the same
    You’re always mad because I color outside the lines
    It’s not wasted time to color outside the lines
    It’s not wasted time
    What seems to be this big problem with me I’ve been so sad
    I even took the time to explain it all a thousand times
    But the more I tried to explain, the more it caused me pain
    So I gathered up my friends and we colored outside the lines
    It’s not wasted time to color outside the lines
    So when we walk away
    We’ll hang our pictures on the wall you put in front of me
    But if we learn some logic and practice on our patience
    I am absolutely certain that everything will change in time
    It’s not wasted time to color outside the lines
    It’s not wasted time
    Dreams aren’t wasted time.
    It’s not wasted time to color outside the lines
    It’s not wasted time to color outside the lines
    It’s not wasted time to color outside the lines

  • quote,  Uncategorized

    The winter sun has turned its back,
    So we gather to the show,
    To watch the battle of the Kings,
    The earth beneath is frozen deep,
    Time to wake him from his sleep,
    To fight brother Holly and turn another year,
    Praise to the Oak and Holly Kings,
    One will live, the other will die,
    To be reborn again,
    Green Man, the hunter, O King of all this land,
    Green Man, the hunter, O King of all this land,
    Light, dark, night and day.

    A cold moonbeam and a warm sunray,
    Battle to rule this sacred isle,
    Centuries have come and gone,
    The timeless struggle carries on,
    Kept alive in all true pagan hearts.

    Praise to the Oak and Holly Kings,
    One will live, the other will die,
    To be, reborn again,
    to be, reborn again,
    Green Man, the hunter, O King of all this land,
    Green Man, the hunter, O King of all this land,

    Green Man, the hunter, O King of all this land,
    Green Man, the hunter, O King of all this land,

    And the snow-queen casts her spell,
    Over every hill and vale,

    Praise to the Oak and Holly Kings,
    One will live, the other will die,
    To be, reborn again,
    to be, reborn again,
    Green Man, the hunter, O King of all this land,
    Green Man, the hunter, O King of all this land,

    Green Man, the hunter, O King of all this land,
    Green Man, the hunter, O King of all this land,

  • quote,  Uncategorized

    Stretched as far as you can take it
    Ripped and torn apart
    You alone blame yourself again

    It was a beautiful mistake
    Colored by all the ghosts you hide away
    New truths, new hope, new fate
    With seven sins laid at your side

    With every best intention
    Collisions, missteps and fractured hearts
    And this won’t be the last of them, no

    It was a beautiful mistake
    Shattering all the face you try to save
    New truths, new hope, new fate
    With precious seconds to decide

    It’s finding your pace
    It’s finding your way through this
    Coming away with egg on your face
    And feel the sting and the sour
    Throughout the hours and never
    Feel it could ever fix
    This overwhelming crucible
    Can be overcome

    I love your beautiful mistakes
    Colored by all the life you found along the way
    New truths, new hope, new fate
    This is your moment to decide

    Your moment to decide
    This is your moment to decide
    Your moment to decide

  • quote,  Uncategorized

    If I can’t let you go, will darkness divide?
    For the fiction of love is the truth of our lies
    We were playing for keeps, but we both knew the cost
    Now the only way out’s in your heart-shaped box (heart-shaped box)

    But I hate that it seemed you were never enough
    We were broken and bleeding, but never gave up
    And I hate that I made you the enemy
    And I hate that your heart was the casualty
    Now I hate that I need you

    As we rest here alone like notes on a page
    The finest to compose could not play our pain
    With a candle through time, I could still see your ghost
    But I can’t close my eyes, for it
    For it is there where you haunt me most (haunt me most)
    Where you haunt me most

    I hate that it seemed you were never enough
    We were broken and bleeding, but never gave up
    And I hope that I stain through your memory
    As we echo through time in the melody
    Now I hate that I need you

    And I hear you now when you said it hurt
    But it had to fall, fall apart to work
    As I see you now in what’s left of me
    Is it too late to plead insanity?

    (I won’t let go) ’cause I hate that it seemed you were never enough
    Yeah, we’re broken and bleeding in the name of love

    And I hope that we meet in another life
    I hope that we meet in another life
    I don’t hate that I need you (I don’t hate that I need you)
    I don’t hate that I need you (I don’t hate that I need you)
    I don’t hate that I need you

    Is this all you want? Satisfied with what’s left
    Of a broken heart, fighting for every breath
    I can give you more ’cause in this tomb I’ve laid
    Fighting for your heart
    Your debts have all been paid

    Dark turns into light
    Before your very eyes
    No more darkness
    Just light

    Just light

    No more tears to cry, joy can take their place
    And there’s freedom here, I have won your race
    You’re perfect to me, ’cause when I look at you
    I see myself and the triumphs you’ve been through

    Dark turns into light
    Before your very eyes
    No more darkness
    Just light

    Dark turns into light
    Before your very eyes
    No more darkness
    Just light

    Just light

    Dark turns into light
    Before your very eyes
    No more darkness
    Just light

  • quote,  Uncategorized

    I heard you calling to me softly
    Your bones were shaking in the wind
    Your face was glowing like a halo
    Concealing everything within
    Look at me my faith is shallow
    You make me want to back away
    And if I feel like this tomorrow
    I know we’ll never be the same

    Try to run from the enemy fire
    Take a breath and try to open my eyes
    Gave my heart to the charity line
    Try to run from my enemy mind

    Will we always sit in the front row
    Or will we have to slip out the back door?
    It’s not a mystery that you’re such a rare find
    But is it up to me is it all mine?

    How can we give back what is always there?
    What is the right track do you even care?
    I count on history for the reasons I find
    I want to hear the voices in the back of your mind

    I heard you calling me a savior
    Your bones were shaking like the wind
    But you’re still walking in my shadow
    After everything I did
    Look at me my breath is shallow
    I want to turn and run away
    And if I feel like this tomorrow
    I know we’ll never be the same

    Try to run from the enemy fire
    Take a breath and try to open my eyes
    Gave my heart to the charity line…

    Will we always sit in the front row
    Or will we have to slip out the back door?
    It’s not a mystery that you’re such a rare find
    But is it up to me is it all mine?
    How can we give back what is always there?
    What is the right track do you even care?
    I count on history for the reasons I find
    I want to hear the voices in the back of your mind

    Nobody knows your body so
    We’re leavin’ details in my mind
    If holdin’ you’s wrong, don’t call me right
    Lock me out of Heaven for the night

    Hang up your wings, crawl into me
    Cover me up under your sheets
    Roll back your eyes, sink in your teeth
    Show me that side nobody sees
    I’m addicted to you, you’re addicted to me
    I’ve never tasted sin so sweet

    No Novocain, wanna feel everything
    I want the pleasure, don’t hold the pain
    Light this ice-cold soul on fire
    Whisper all your dark desires

    Hang up your wings, crawl into me
    Cover me up under your sheets
    Roll back your eyes, sink in your teeth
    Show mΠ΅ that side that nobody sees

    I’m addicted to you, you’re addictΠ΅d to me
    I’ve never tasted sin so sweet
    I’m using you, you’re using me
    I’ve never tasted sin so sweet
    Hang up your wings, crawl into me
    Cover me up under your sheets
    Roll back your eyes, sink in your teeth
    Show me that side nobody sees
    I’m addicted to you, you’re addicted to me
    I’ve never tasted sin so sweet
    I’m using you, you’re using me
    I’ve never tasted sin so sweet

    My need, by me, so close I could taste it
    I pick it up to let you fall
    I want you out, I want it all
    Salivate, anticipate, brace for some kind of heartache
    I know it’s foolish to pretend
    I wouldn’t do it in the end
    Become a lover then a friend
    Add to a stunning collection

    Kiss kill, kiss kill
    Won’t you tell me which will, which will
    Falling for you downhill, downhill
    Crave another kiss kill, kiss kill
    Kiss kill, kiss kill
    Won’t you tell me which will, which will
    Falling for you downhill, downhill
    Crave another kiss kill, kiss kill
    Kiss kill

    Lean in, blown back, no feeling compares to that
    I brush it off to start again
    Knowin’ exactly how it ends
    Tempted, temptress, big dream made a big mess
    It hurts to covet how I can
    Pain and desire makΠ΅ a man
    If I were less of what I am
    Wouldn’t bΠ΅ dying to start again

    Kiss kill, kiss kill
    Won’t you tell me which will, which will
    Falling for you downhill, downhill
    Crave another kiss kill, kiss kill
    Kiss kill, kiss kill
    Won’t you tell me which will, which will
    Falling for you downhill, downhill
    Crave another kiss kill, kiss kill
    Kiss kill

    Kiss kill

  • quote,  Uncategorized

    One more time

    I make the space, make the space for you
    And you rearrange when I need you to

    Look at how far we got
    I would of never thought
    Look all around you (You)
    Lucky I found you (You)

    Look how you made your way
    Wasn’t it worth the wait?
    Look all around you (You)
    Lucky I found you (You)

    Let me take it off of you
    I’m gonna love you
    I’m gonna love you

    Trying something new with you
    I’m gonna trust you
    ‘Cause I want to
    ‘Cause I want to
    ‘Cause I want to
    ‘Cause I want to

    Good and we good for each other
    I won’t put no one above ya
    I won’t put no one in front of ya

    We good for each other
    I won’t put no one above ya
    Like look all around you
    Damn, I’m so lucky I found you

    Let me take it off of you
    I’m gonna love you
    I’m gonna love you

    Trying something new with you
    I’m gonna trust you
    ‘Cause I want to

    ‘Cause I want to
    I don’t have to
    But I want to

    Trust, trust
    Trust, do you trust?
    Trust, trust
    Trust, can you trust me?
    Like, really trust me?

  • quote,  Uncategorized

    I’ve become impossible
    Holding on to when
    When everything seemed to matter more
    The two of us (all used)
    All used and beaten up
    Watching fate as it flows
    Down the path we have chose

    You and me
    We’re in this together now
    None of them can stop us now
    We will make it through somehow
    You and me
    If the world should break in two
    Until the very end of me
    Until the very end of you

    Awake to the sound as they peel apart the skin
    They pick and they pull, trying to get their fingers in
    Well, they’ve got to kill what we found
    Well, they’ve got to hate what they fear
    Well, they’ve got to make it go away
    Well, they’ve got to make it disappear

    The further I fall I’m beside you
    As lost as I get I will find you
    The deeper the wound I’m inside you
    For ever and ever I am a part of

    You and me
    We’re in this together now
    None of them can stop us now
    We will make it through somehow
    You and me
    If the world should break in two
    Until the very end of me
    Until the very end of you

    All that we were is gone, we have to hold on
    All that we were is gone, but we have to hold on
    When all our hope is gone, we have to hold on
    All that we were is gone, but we can hold on

    You and me
    We’re in this together now
    None of them can stop us now
    We will make it through somehow
    You and me
    Even after everything
    You’re the queen and I’m the king
    Nothing else means anything