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    SERIES REVIEW: Isaac & Dallas (Light & Shadow Duet) by N.N. Britt

    Light & Shadow: Isaac – N.N. Britt

    In the heart of Sin City, two men on opposite sides of the law collide in a dangerous game of power, passion, and betrayal.

    Isaac Thoreau, the son of a notorious crime boss, has spent nine years behind bars for his father’s murder. Driven, cunning, and unfeeling, he’s now back to claim what’s rightfully his. But when an enigmatic security guard named Hawk is hired to work at his nightclub, Isaac finds himself distracted… and inexplicably drawn to Hawk, despite his best efforts to resist.

    Special Agent Dallas Bradley’s mission is infiltrate the Hellhounds and bring their leader, Isaac Thoreau, to justice. Posing as Hawk, Dallas is determined to uncover the secrets of the Thoreau criminal empire. But as he delves deeper into Isaac’s world, the lines between right and wrong blur, and soon an undeniable attraction grows between the two men, forcing Dallas to question everything.

    Walking away before he’s compromised would be the smart choice, but Dallas can’t resist Isaac’s magnetic pull, even if it means risking his life.

    As love and duty clash, only one question will Isaac and Dallas survive the fallout?

    ***

    Isaac is the first installment of the Light & Shadow Duet. It can not be read as standalone. This is a dark MM mafia romance that explores various sensitive subjects like violence, abuse, PTSD, etc.


    Rating:
    3.5 Stars – that place between like and love

    Soundtrack: Another Life
    Artist: Motionless in White
    Album: Disguise


    Light & Shadow: Dallas – N.N. Britt

    Prepare for Betrayal and Redemption in Sin City.

    As the leader of the Hellhounds and a valued member of the notorious Thoreau crime syndicate, Isaac has it all: power, money, fear. Falling for someone has never been on his radar. But for the first time in his life, Isaac thinks he’s found someone he can truly trust—the mysterious security guard who shattered through his icy defenses and became the one person Isaac could be himself with.

    Until everything goes up in flames.

    Dallas Bradley has been treading an unstable line of deceit between righteousness and criminality. Isaac Thoreau’s world is slowly turning him into Hawk, the man who doesn’t exist, the man who’s ready to do bad things to survive and remain close to Isaac. But when a dangerous deal goes south, in order to save Isaac’s life, Dallas is forced to reveal the devastating truth—he’s a Special Agent sent to infiltrate the Hellhounds and bring down Isaac.

    Heartbroken and enraged, Isaac can’t stand the man who betrayed him so deeply. However, when it’s clear Isaac’s fate is prison, Dallas strikes a bargain with his boss: help save Isaac from life behind bars and keep Dallas undercover to clean up the mess.

    Isaac hates Dallas more than ever, but to escape the crosshairs they must work together once more. As tempers and stakes flare in the streets of Sin City, Dallas will risk everything to redeem himself in Isaac’s eyes. But can their undeniable connection survive when trust has turned to ash?

    ***

    Dallas is the second installment of Light & Shadow Duet. It should be read after Isaac. This is a dark MM mafia romance that explores various sensitive subjects like violence, abuse, PTSD, etc. Length: 65,000 words. Alternating POV.


    Rating:
    3.5 Stars – that place between like and love

    Soundtrack: Light
    Artist: N3wport feat. Dianna
    Album:


    Light & Shadow Duet by N.N. Britt is the series opener of the dark mafia romance series of the same name.

    The first part is Isaac, where we meet Special Agent Dallas Bradley as he starts his undercover job as Hawk, infiltrating the Thoreau crime syndicate led by Isaac Thoreau, the son of the notorious mob boss whom he killed. Isaac paid the price for murdering his abusive father, and his stint in prison further traumatized the young man.

    Hawk had to get close to the leader, first by working as the night club bouncer and then climbing the ranks high enough to be included in Isaac’s inner circle. But Isaac was not what Hawk expected, and he soon found himself getting very personal with the boss,

    The second part is Dallas, where, after an ATF bust where the gang was caught running guns, Dallas had to negotiate hard to save Isaac. Trust broken but left with no choice, Isaac had to go against everything he stood for and work with Dallas and the FBI.

    Dallas and Isaac have that intense push-pull I always enjoy in well-delivered enemies-to-lovers romance. Both are solitary men who found a deep connection that put each of them in danger. The sexual tension is sizzling, the need for secrecy and the threat of being caught heightening the electric mood.

    Isaac is a compelling combination of power and vulnerability, having survived sexual abuse as a child and more trauma in prison, then strengthening the criminal organization he inherited. He’s touch-averse and touch-starved, cold to most, but a well-liked leader of his gang, a Robin Hood who took care of his men and their families.

    Dallas is a veteran at undercovers, but this job, a.k.a. Isaac, got under his skin and had him questioning his identity and loyalties. As Hawk, he became Isaac’s lover; as Dallas, he was Isaac’s only chance of avoiding prison. He won’t let Isaac go back, knowing it would cost Isaac his life with so many enemies inside.

    While the plot was gripping, the writing was something of an acquired taste. It’s in the 1st-person present tense and a bit too flowery for my liking, with metaphors that could be considered poetic. They detract from the story because I found them unnecessary or better suited to a historical romance

    However, there’s a great balance of romance and the rest of the plot, with the cliffhanger of Isaac ending the first book in such an explosive way. The second book continues with the tightly paced plot, still as intense, Isaac hurt and conflicted over the betrayal and Dallas’s Hail Mary rescue.

    I say the second part is more suspenseful and more twisty turn-y with Dallas and Isaac jumping through hoops of fire. There were so many hurdles thrown their way, I was left wondering how this would end happily. Our only guarantee that this is an HEA is that this is romance. The author saved it till the very last, a bit bittersweet but still resolutely hard-won and satisfying.

    Light & Shadow Duet is a stirring tale of forbidden passion between two men on opposite sides of the law. The prose takes getting used to but, overall, slow burn yet fiery, dark and angsty yet thrilling!

    P.S.

    Light & Shadow must be read in order.


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    SOUNDTRACK: Another Life by Motionless in White & Light by N3wport feat. Dianna

    Soundtrack to Light & Shadow: Isaac by N.N. Britt

    Another Life by Motionless in White for a book about forbidden love between a mob boss and a federal agent.

    If I can’t let you go, will darkness divide?
    For the fiction of love is the truth of our lies
    We were playing for keeps, but we both knew the cost
    Now the only way out’s in your heart-shaped box (heart-shaped box)

    But I hate that it seemed you were never enough
    We were broken and bleeding, but never gave up
    And I hate that I made you the enemy
    And I hate that your heart was the casualty
    Now I hate that I need you

    Soundtrack to Light & Shadow: Dallas by N.N. Britt

    Light by N3wport feat Dianna for a book about a fight for redemption, freedom and happiness.

    Is this all you want? Satisfied with what’s left
    Of a broken heart, fighting for every breath
    I can give you more ’cause in this tomb I’ve laid
    Fighting for your heart
    Your debts have all been paid

    No more tears to cry, joy can take their place
    And there’s freedom here, I have won your race
    You’re perfect to me, ’cause when I look at you
    I see myself and the triumphs you’ve been through

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    If I can’t let you go, will darkness divide?
    For the fiction of love is the truth of our lies
    We were playing for keeps, but we both knew the cost
    Now the only way out’s in your heart-shaped box (heart-shaped box)

    But I hate that it seemed you were never enough
    We were broken and bleeding, but never gave up
    And I hate that I made you the enemy
    And I hate that your heart was the casualty
    Now I hate that I need you

    As we rest here alone like notes on a page
    The finest to compose could not play our pain
    With a candle through time, I could still see your ghost
    But I can’t close my eyes, for it
    For it is there where you haunt me most (haunt me most)
    Where you haunt me most

    I hate that it seemed you were never enough
    We were broken and bleeding, but never gave up
    And I hope that I stain through your memory
    As we echo through time in the melody
    Now I hate that I need you

    And I hear you now when you said it hurt
    But it had to fall, fall apart to work
    As I see you now in what’s left of me
    Is it too late to plead insanity?

    (I won’t let go) ’cause I hate that it seemed you were never enough
    Yeah, we’re broken and bleeding in the name of love

    And I hope that we meet in another life
    I hope that we meet in another life
    I don’t hate that I need you (I don’t hate that I need you)
    I don’t hate that I need you (I don’t hate that I need you)
    I don’t hate that I need you

    Is this all you want? Satisfied with what’s left
    Of a broken heart, fighting for every breath
    I can give you more ’cause in this tomb I’ve laid
    Fighting for your heart
    Your debts have all been paid

    Dark turns into light
    Before your very eyes
    No more darkness
    Just light

    Just light

    No more tears to cry, joy can take their place
    And there’s freedom here, I have won your race
    You’re perfect to me, ’cause when I look at you
    I see myself and the triumphs you’ve been through

    Dark turns into light
    Before your very eyes
    No more darkness
    Just light

    Dark turns into light
    Before your very eyes
    No more darkness
    Just light

    Just light

    Dark turns into light
    Before your very eyes
    No more darkness
    Just light

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    REVIEW: Lights, Camera, Passion by Isabel Lucero

    Lights, Camera, Passion – Isabel Lucero

    Playing a lead role in a book-to-movie adaptation with a wild fan base? Sign me up! The only downside is that I’m cast alongside Jacoby “Heartthrob” Hart—Hollywood’s golden boy. If only they knew he was an uppity, pompous snob.

    We don’t get along, and if you’re reading the tabloids, you’d assume it was because I “stole” his girlfriend, but they have it all wrong. Jacoby and his cold shoulder started this, and now we’re set to play lovers. The only thing I’d love to do is strangle him, but I’m a professional.

    Behind the scenes, we’re either bickering or avoiding each other, but when the cameras start rolling, I can’t believe how much chemistry we have.

    One night, during a passionate argument, something happens that I never anticipated. The chemistry that started out as an act turns into much more behind closed doors, but we both have secrets, and Hollywood is a hard place to keep those.

    Contains mature themes.


    Lights, Camera, Passion is a Hollywood contemporary romance by Isabel Lucero, author of the intense and bloody Dysfunctional.

    The plot is life imitating art when two antagonistic actors, Jacoby Hart, and Roman Black, are paired in a live-action adaptation of In Another Life, a popular queer contemporary romance novel. The novel is a love story between the openly gay Andrew and the closeted Will, forced to keep their relationship a secret due to Will’s conservative religious background.

    The story hits so close to home that it’s right on Jacoby’s and Roman’s doorsteps. And we witness these two A-listers’s clandestine trysts while dodging friends and co-workers.

    The first part where the two actors were thrown in a cabin to get to know each other followed by the filming where they discovered their connection was the most fun! The author brilliantly captured the dynamics and the explosive chemistry between Jacoby and Rome. The long-time secret crushes and mutual pining made things even more delicious!

    The book is in their dual POVs and I loved the contrast between their public and private personalities.

    Jacoby is reserved and formal, a black-suit-only kind of guy. But when he can be himself, he snarks, likes to take charge, and has a romantic streak that makes Rome swoon.

    Rome is a cocky, outgoing, colorful-suits-and-lace-shirts kind of guy. When he’s alone with Jacoby, he’s surprisingly shy and likes to take orders.

    The succeeding parts were not necessarily boring, but they were not that exciting either. It was Jacoby and Rome going about their daily lives, meeting family, and doing actor things. The mundane everyday alternates with some intensely passionate alone time, and angstying about coming out.

    Most stories about closeted celebrities usually have their coming out moments wrenched out of them, typically through a scene where they’re discovered before they’re ready.

    Here, Jacoby and Rome came out on their own terms, prepared, confident, and just happy to let the world know they were together. I really liked how the author executed the coming-out scene. It was cute, sweet, and so ridiculously romantic. The lack of drama made it even more refreshing!

    Lights, Camera, Passion is a romance that when from reel to real. While there was a lull, it’s emotional, thrilling and heartfelt on the moments that matter most!

    Rating:
    3.5 Stars – that place between like and love

    Soundtrack: Another Life
    Artist: Dirty Nice
    Album: Planet Weekend


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    SOUNDTRACK: Another Life by Dirty Nice

    Soundtrack to Lights, Camera, Passion by Isabel Lucero

    Another Life by Dirty Nice for a book about a secret romance, a coming out, and the joy of facing the world together.

    And I just wanna lose my mind
    I just wanna lose my mind
    One more time

    We can live another life
    another life
    another life til the morning

    See you on the other side
    other side of the sunrise

  • quote,  Uncategorized

    We can live another life
    another life
    another life til the morning

    I just wanna lose myself
    Spend the night as someone else

    Waiting
    on a tidal wave
    I wanna wash up on a beach
    somewhere
    and bury my head in the sand as the sun goes down

    Can’t we just pretend like it’s the weekend?
    You and I, summer nights
    Never ending
    ’til they do

    And I just wanna lose my mind
    I just wanna lose my mind
    One more time

    We can live another life
    another life
    another life til the morning

    We can live that other life
    other life
    other life life til the morning

    I just wanna lose myself
    Spend the night as someone else

    We can live another life
    another life
    another life til the morning

    I’ve been too many rounds with the clock now
    Punch in, duck out
    Please make it stop somehow
    If I only knew how

    Can’t we just pretend like it’s the weekend
    You and I, summer nights
    Never ending
    til they do

    And I just wanna lose my mind
    I just wanna lose my mind
    One more time

    We can live another life
    another life
    another life til the morning

    See you on the other side
    other side of the sunrise

    I just wanna lose myself
    Spend the night as someone else

    We can live that other life
    other life
    other life til the morning