If you really want
I’ll become the smog around you
I’ll surround you with my love
No matter how much
How could it ever be enough
I want to take care of all your needs
I wanna give you
Everything
I wanna build a nest inside your lungs
And curl up and go to sleep as close as I can be to you
Keep me
Keep me safe
I need you
More than anything
Keep me
Keep me safe
I need you
Treat me like a doll
I’ll be fucking perfect
See the real me
Buried in the plastic
Every fucking day
I wake up in a panic
Spinning like a drill
I can never stop
Tearing up
Inside myself
I built myself
From barely fitting parts
Scraped up off the floor
Bubbling
Melting in the heat
Melting you and me together
What’s this stuff?
Is it even flesh?
Is it even blood?
Is it even me?
I built myself
From barely fitting parts
I still fall apart
I still fall apart
Keep me
Keep me safe
I need you
More than anything
Keep me
Keep me safe
I need you
Treat me like a doll
I’ll be fucking perfect
See the real me
Buried in the plastic
Every fucking day
I wake up in a panic
Spinning like a drill
I can never stop
Tearing up
Inside myself