Soundtrack to All Of Us Murderers by K.J. Charles

Secret of Life by Lord Huron for a book about a family curse, a revenge scheme, and a bid for longer life.

Isit alone in the dark, and I try to remember
The words you spoke when you summoned the Ender
You chained my life to an ancient master
Will the curse be reversed if I say it backwards?

What you crossed was a line at the edge of the void
And you can’t crawl back without making a choice
But something escaped when you opened the gate
You cheated death and sealed your fate

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You told me you’re never gonna die
How am I supposed to sleep through the night?
You showed me the secret of life
I can’t forget that look in your eye