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    The winter sun has turned its back,
    So we gather to the show,
    To watch the battle of the Kings,
    The earth beneath is frozen deep,
    Time to wake him from his sleep,
    To fight brother Holly and turn another year,
    Praise to the Oak and Holly Kings,
    One will live, the other will die,
    To be reborn again,
    Green Man, the hunter, O King of all this land,
    Green Man, the hunter, O King of all this land,
    Light, dark, night and day.

    A cold moonbeam and a warm sunray,
    Battle to rule this sacred isle,
    Centuries have come and gone,
    The timeless struggle carries on,
    Kept alive in all true pagan hearts.

    Praise to the Oak and Holly Kings,
    One will live, the other will die,
    To be, reborn again,
    to be, reborn again,
    Green Man, the hunter, O King of all this land,
    Green Man, the hunter, O King of all this land,

    Green Man, the hunter, O King of all this land,
    Green Man, the hunter, O King of all this land,

    And the snow-queen casts her spell,
    Over every hill and vale,

    Praise to the Oak and Holly Kings,
    One will live, the other will die,
    To be, reborn again,
    to be, reborn again,
    Green Man, the hunter, O King of all this land,
    Green Man, the hunter, O King of all this land,

    Green Man, the hunter, O King of all this land,
    Green Man, the hunter, O King of all this land,

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    Stretched as far as you can take it
    Ripped and torn apart
    You alone blame yourself again

    It was a beautiful mistake
    Colored by all the ghosts you hide away
    New truths, new hope, new fate
    With seven sins laid at your side

    With every best intention
    Collisions, missteps and fractured hearts
    And this won’t be the last of them, no

    It was a beautiful mistake
    Shattering all the face you try to save
    New truths, new hope, new fate
    With precious seconds to decide

    It’s finding your pace
    It’s finding your way through this
    Coming away with egg on your face
    And feel the sting and the sour
    Throughout the hours and never
    Feel it could ever fix
    This overwhelming crucible
    Can be overcome

    I love your beautiful mistakes
    Colored by all the life you found along the way
    New truths, new hope, new fate
    This is your moment to decide

    Your moment to decide
    This is your moment to decide
    Your moment to decide

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    If I can’t let you go, will darkness divide?
    For the fiction of love is the truth of our lies
    We were playing for keeps, but we both knew the cost
    Now the only way out’s in your heart-shaped box (heart-shaped box)

    But I hate that it seemed you were never enough
    We were broken and bleeding, but never gave up
    And I hate that I made you the enemy
    And I hate that your heart was the casualty
    Now I hate that I need you

    As we rest here alone like notes on a page
    The finest to compose could not play our pain
    With a candle through time, I could still see your ghost
    But I can’t close my eyes, for it
    For it is there where you haunt me most (haunt me most)
    Where you haunt me most

    I hate that it seemed you were never enough
    We were broken and bleeding, but never gave up
    And I hope that I stain through your memory
    As we echo through time in the melody
    Now I hate that I need you

    And I hear you now when you said it hurt
    But it had to fall, fall apart to work
    As I see you now in what’s left of me
    Is it too late to plead insanity?

    (I won’t let go) ’cause I hate that it seemed you were never enough
    Yeah, we’re broken and bleeding in the name of love

    And I hope that we meet in another life
    I hope that we meet in another life
    I don’t hate that I need you (I don’t hate that I need you)
    I don’t hate that I need you (I don’t hate that I need you)
    I don’t hate that I need you

    Is this all you want? Satisfied with what’s left
    Of a broken heart, fighting for every breath
    I can give you more ’cause in this tomb I’ve laid
    Fighting for your heart
    Your debts have all been paid

    Dark turns into light
    Before your very eyes
    No more darkness
    Just light

    Just light

    No more tears to cry, joy can take their place
    And there’s freedom here, I have won your race
    You’re perfect to me, ’cause when I look at you
    I see myself and the triumphs you’ve been through

    Dark turns into light
    Before your very eyes
    No more darkness
    Just light

    Dark turns into light
    Before your very eyes
    No more darkness
    Just light

    Just light

    Dark turns into light
    Before your very eyes
    No more darkness
    Just light

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    I heard you calling to me softly
    Your bones were shaking in the wind
    Your face was glowing like a halo
    Concealing everything within
    Look at me my faith is shallow
    You make me want to back away
    And if I feel like this tomorrow
    I know we’ll never be the same

    Try to run from the enemy fire
    Take a breath and try to open my eyes
    Gave my heart to the charity line
    Try to run from my enemy mind

    Will we always sit in the front row
    Or will we have to slip out the back door?
    It’s not a mystery that you’re such a rare find
    But is it up to me is it all mine?

    How can we give back what is always there?
    What is the right track do you even care?
    I count on history for the reasons I find
    I want to hear the voices in the back of your mind

    I heard you calling me a savior
    Your bones were shaking like the wind
    But you’re still walking in my shadow
    After everything I did
    Look at me my breath is shallow
    I want to turn and run away
    And if I feel like this tomorrow
    I know we’ll never be the same

    Try to run from the enemy fire
    Take a breath and try to open my eyes
    Gave my heart to the charity line…

    Will we always sit in the front row
    Or will we have to slip out the back door?
    It’s not a mystery that you’re such a rare find
    But is it up to me is it all mine?
    How can we give back what is always there?
    What is the right track do you even care?
    I count on history for the reasons I find
    I want to hear the voices in the back of your mind

    Nobody knows your body so
    We’re leavin’ details in my mind
    If holdin’ you’s wrong, don’t call me right
    Lock me out of Heaven for the night

    Hang up your wings, crawl into me
    Cover me up under your sheets
    Roll back your eyes, sink in your teeth
    Show me that side nobody sees
    I’m addicted to you, you’re addicted to me
    I’ve never tasted sin so sweet

    No Novocain, wanna feel everything
    I want the pleasure, don’t hold the pain
    Light this ice-cold soul on fire
    Whisper all your dark desires

    Hang up your wings, crawl into me
    Cover me up under your sheets
    Roll back your eyes, sink in your teeth
    Show mะต that side that nobody sees

    I’m addicted to you, you’re addictะตd to me
    I’ve never tasted sin so sweet
    I’m using you, you’re using me
    I’ve never tasted sin so sweet
    Hang up your wings, crawl into me
    Cover me up under your sheets
    Roll back your eyes, sink in your teeth
    Show me that side nobody sees
    I’m addicted to you, you’re addicted to me
    I’ve never tasted sin so sweet
    I’m using you, you’re using me
    I’ve never tasted sin so sweet

    My need, by me, so close I could taste it
    I pick it up to let you fall
    I want you out, I want it all
    Salivate, anticipate, brace for some kind of heartache
    I know it’s foolish to pretend
    I wouldn’t do it in the end
    Become a lover then a friend
    Add to a stunning collection

    Kiss kill, kiss kill
    Won’t you tell me which will, which will
    Falling for you downhill, downhill
    Crave another kiss kill, kiss kill
    Kiss kill, kiss kill
    Won’t you tell me which will, which will
    Falling for you downhill, downhill
    Crave another kiss kill, kiss kill
    Kiss kill

    Lean in, blown back, no feeling compares to that
    I brush it off to start again
    Knowin’ exactly how it ends
    Tempted, temptress, big dream made a big mess
    It hurts to covet how I can
    Pain and desire makะต a man
    If I were less of what I am
    Wouldn’t bะต dying to start again

    Kiss kill, kiss kill
    Won’t you tell me which will, which will
    Falling for you downhill, downhill
    Crave another kiss kill, kiss kill
    Kiss kill, kiss kill
    Won’t you tell me which will, which will
    Falling for you downhill, downhill
    Crave another kiss kill, kiss kill
    Kiss kill

    Kiss kill

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    One more time

    I make the space, make the space for you
    And you rearrange when I need you to

    Look at how far we got
    I would of never thought
    Look all around you (You)
    Lucky I found you (You)

    Look how you made your way
    Wasn’t it worth the wait?
    Look all around you (You)
    Lucky I found you (You)

    Let me take it off of you
    I’m gonna love you
    I’m gonna love you

    Trying something new with you
    I’m gonna trust you
    ‘Cause I want to
    ‘Cause I want to
    ‘Cause I want to
    ‘Cause I want to

    Good and we good for each other
    I won’t put no one above ya
    I won’t put no one in front of ya

    We good for each other
    I won’t put no one above ya
    Like look all around you
    Damn, I’m so lucky I found you

    Let me take it off of you
    I’m gonna love you
    I’m gonna love you

    Trying something new with you
    I’m gonna trust you
    ‘Cause I want to

    ‘Cause I want to
    I don’t have to
    But I want to

    Trust, trust
    Trust, do you trust?
    Trust, trust
    Trust, can you trust me?
    Like, really trust me?

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    I’ve become impossible
    Holding on to when
    When everything seemed to matter more
    The two of us (all used)
    All used and beaten up
    Watching fate as it flows
    Down the path we have chose

    You and me
    We’re in this together now
    None of them can stop us now
    We will make it through somehow
    You and me
    If the world should break in two
    Until the very end of me
    Until the very end of you

    Awake to the sound as they peel apart the skin
    They pick and they pull, trying to get their fingers in
    Well, they’ve got to kill what we found
    Well, they’ve got to hate what they fear
    Well, they’ve got to make it go away
    Well, they’ve got to make it disappear

    The further I fall I’m beside you
    As lost as I get I will find you
    The deeper the wound I’m inside you
    For ever and ever I am a part of

    You and me
    We’re in this together now
    None of them can stop us now
    We will make it through somehow
    You and me
    If the world should break in two
    Until the very end of me
    Until the very end of you

    All that we were is gone, we have to hold on
    All that we were is gone, but we have to hold on
    When all our hope is gone, we have to hold on
    All that we were is gone, but we can hold on

    You and me
    We’re in this together now
    None of them can stop us now
    We will make it through somehow
    You and me
    Even after everything
    You’re the queen and I’m the king
    Nothing else means anything

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    I sit alone in the dark, and I try to remember
    The words you spoke when you summoned the Ender
    You chained my life to an ancient master
    Will the curse be reversed if I say it backwards?

    What you crossed was a line at the edge of the void
    And you can’t crawl back without making a choice
    But something escaped when you opened the gate
    You cheated death and sealed your fate

    Put on your new dress tonight
    And look to the west, the moon’s in the sky
    I wanna get at least that high
    Wanna leave the Earth and my things behind

    You told me you’re never gonna die
    How am I supposed to sleep through the night?
    You showed me the secret of life
    I can’t forget that look in your eye

    It’d been a long time gone, living out on the coast
    It’s a long way back from the edge of the cosmos
    Truths once known never come unknown
    I learned that lesson lives ago

    To die for good, it must be earned
    The ways of death can never be learned
    And the life I’ve lived is only dust
    The darkness comes for all of us

    Put on your new dress tonight
    And I look to the west, the moon’s in the sky
    I wanna get at least that high
    I wanna leave the Earth and all things behind

    You told me you’re never gonna die
    How am I supposed to sleep through the night?
    You showed me the secret of life
    I can’t forget that look in your eye

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    ็ด ๆ™ดใ‚‰ใ—ใไธ–็•ŒใซไปŠๆ—ฅใ‚‚ไนพๆฏ
    ่ก—ใซ้ฃ›ใณไบคใ†็ฌ‘ใ„ๅฃฐใ‚‚
    ่ฆ‹ใฆ่ฆ‹ใฌใƒ•ใƒชใ—ใฆใ‚‹ใ ใ‘ใฎไฝœใ‚Šใ‚‚ใ‚“ใ•
    ๆฐ—ใŒ่งฆใ‚Œใใ†ใ 
    ใ‚ฏใƒฉใ‚ฏใƒฉใ™ใ‚‹ใปใฉใฎ่‰ฏใ„ๅŒ‚ใ„ใŒ
    ใƒ„ใƒณใจๅˆบใ—ใŸ้ผปใฎๅฅฅ
    ็›ฎใ‚’่ฆšใพใ™ๆœฌ่ƒฝใฎใพใพ
    ไปŠๆ—ฅใฏ่ชฐใฎ็•ชใ ๏ผŸ
     
    ใ“ใฎไธ–็•Œใงไฝ•ใŒๅ‡บๆฅใ‚‹ใฎใ‹
    ๅƒ•ใซใฏไฝ•ใŒๅ‡บๆฅใ‚‹ใฎใ‹
    ใŸใ ใใฎ็œŸใฃ้ป’ใช็›ฎใ‹ใ‚‰
    ๆถ™ๆบขใ‚Œ่ฝใกใชใ„ใ‚ˆใ†ใซ
     
    ้ก˜ใ†ๆœชๆฅใซไฝ•ๅบฆใงใ‚‚ใšใฃใจ
    ๅ–ฐใ‚‰ใ„ใคใ
    ใ“ใฎ้–“้•ใ„ใ ใ‚‰ใ‘ใฎไธ–็•Œใฎไธญ
    ๅ›ใซใฏ็ฌ‘ใฃใฆใปใ—ใ„ใ‹ใ‚‰
    ใ‚‚ใ†่ชฐใ‚‚ๅ‚ทไป˜ใ‘ใชใ„
    ๅผทใๅผทใใชใ‚ŠใŸใ„ใ‚“ใ ใ‚ˆ
    ๅƒ•ใŒๅƒ•ใงใ„ใ‚‰ใ‚Œใ‚‹ใ‚ˆใ†ใซ
     
    ็ด ๆ™ดใ‚‰ใ—ใไธ–็•ŒใฏไปŠๆ—ฅใ‚‚ๅฎ‰ๆณฐ
    ่ก—ใซๆธฆๅทปใๆ‚ชใ„่ฉฑใ‚‚
    ็Ÿฅใ‚‰ใชใ„็Ÿฅใ‚‰ใชใ„ใƒ•ใƒชใ—ใฆ็›ฎใ‚’้€ธใ‚‰ใ—ใŸ
    ๆญฃๆฐ—ใฎๆฒ™ๆฑฐใ˜ใ‚ƒใชใ„ใช
    ็œŸ้ข็›ฎใซ็€้ฃพใฃใŸ่กŒ้€ฒ
    ้ณดใ‚‰ใ™่ถณ้ŸณใŒๅผพใ‚€่กŒใๅ…ˆใฏ
    ๆถˆใˆใชใ„ๆถˆใˆใชใ„ๅ‘ณใŒๆŸ“ใฟไป˜ใ„ใฆใ„ใ‚‹
    ่ฃๅดใฎไธ–็•Œ
     
    ๆธ…ใๆญฃใ—ใ็”Ÿใใ‚‹ใ“ใจ
    ่ชฐใ‚‚ๆ‚ฒใ—ใพใ›ใšใซ็”Ÿใใ‚‹ใ“ใจ
    ใฏใฟๅ‡บใ•ใš็œŸใฃ็›ดใใซ็”Ÿใใ‚‹ใ“ใจ
    ใใ‚ŒใŒ้–“้•ใ‚ใชใ„ใง็”Ÿใใ‚‹ใ“ใจ๏ผŸ
    ใ‚ใ‚Šใฎใพใพ็”Ÿใใ‚‹ใ“ใจใŒๆญฃ็พฉใ‹
    ้จ™ใ—้จ™ใ—็”Ÿใใ‚‹ใฎใฏๆญฃ็พฉใ‹
    ๅƒ•ใฎๅœจใ‚‹ในใๅงฟใจใฏใชใ‚“ใ 
    ๆœฌๅฝ“ใฎๅƒ•ใฏไฝ•่€…ใชใ‚“ใ 
    ๆ•™ใˆใฆใใ‚Œใ‚ˆ
    ๆ•™ใˆใฆใใ‚Œใ‚ˆ
     
    ไปŠๆ—ฅใ‚‚
    ็ญ”ใˆใฎใชใ„ไธ–็•Œใฎไธญใง
    ้ก˜ใฃใฆใ‚‹ใ‚“ใ ใ‚ˆ
    ไธๅ™จ็”จใ ใ‘ใ‚Œใฉ
    ใ„ใคใพใงใ‚‚ๅ›ใจใŸใ 
    ็ฌ‘ใฃใฆใ„ใŸใ„ใ‹ใ‚‰
    ่ทณใญใ‚‹ๅฟƒ่‡“ใŒ
    ไฝ“ๆบใ‚‰ใ—ๅซใถใ‚“ใ ใ‚ˆ
    ไปŠใ“ใๅ‹•ใๅ‡บใ›
     
    ๅผฑใ„่‡ชๅˆ†ใ‚’ไฝ•ๅบฆใงใ‚‚ใšใฃใจ
    ๅ–ฐใ‚‰ใ„ๅฐฝใใ™
    ใ“ใฎ้–“้•ใ„ใ ใ‚‰ใ‘ใฎไธ–็•Œใฎไธญ
    ๅ›ใซใฏ็ฌ‘ใฃใฆใปใ—ใ„ใ‹ใ‚‰
    ใ‚‚ใ†่ชฐใ‚‚ๆณฃใ‹ใชใ„ใ‚ˆใ†
    ๅผทใๅผทใใชใ‚ŠใŸใ„ใ‚“ใ ใ‚ˆ
    ๅƒ•ใŒๅƒ•ใงใ„ใ‚‰ใ‚Œใ‚‹ใ‚ˆใ†ใซ
     
    ใŸใ ๅ›ใ‚’ๅฎˆใ‚‹ใใฎใŸใ‚ใซ
    ่ตฐใ‚‹่ตฐใ‚‹่ตฐใ‚‹ใ‚“ใ ใ‚ˆ
    ๅƒ•ใฎไธญใฎๅƒ•ใ‚’่ถ…ใˆใ‚‹

    Today again, In this wonderful world, the sound of ‘cheers!’
    And laughter flitting about this town
    Are all pretenses to fake how no one knows anything
    It drives me insane
    A tempting smell that makes me all dizzy
    Drives deep into the back of my nose
    And as my eyes and instincts snap awake
    I wonder, whose turn is it today?

    In this world where anything is possible
    What could someone like me possibly do?
    Yet, so that those dark black eyes
    Don’t fill with tears

    Over and over again, I sink my teeth
    Into the future I wish for
    Because in this world riddled with mistakes
    I want to make sure you can smile
    I don’t want to hurt anyone anymore
    And that’s why I want to get stronger, even stronger
    So that I can stay myself

    Today again, in this wonderful world, the tranquillity
    Mixing with the ugly rumors in this town
    Makes people go “No idea, no idea,” while diverting their gazes
    It’s all so crazy
    The parade is dressed up all seriously
    Footsteps beating as they bound toward their destination
    Which has a taste sunk into it that’ll never, ever go away –
    It’s the world of the other side

    To live a clean and tidy life
    To live without make anyone sad
    To live on the straight and narrow without standing out
    Is that how you live without making any mistakes?
    Is it right to live how you are
    Or is it right to live a deceitful lie
    Just what type of person should I try to be?
    Just what type of person am I really?
    Please, tell me
    I’m begging you to tell me

    Today, too
    In this world that doesn’t have any answers
    I’m praying and begging
    No matter how stupid that is
    Because I just want to always
    Stay smiling with you ’til the end
    My heart leaps
    As I yell, my body shaking
    Right now’s the time to leap into action

    Over and over again, I sink my teeth
    Into my weakly self
    Because in this world riddled with mistakes
    I want to make sure you can smile
    I don’t want to lose anyone anymore
    And that’s why I want to get stronger, even stronger
    So that I can stay myself

    I just want to protect you – and that’s why
    I’m running, running, running
    So that I can overcome the “me” inside myself

    ๅ›ใฏ่ช ๅฎŸใชmoralistใ€€็ถบ้บ—ใชๆŒ‡ใงใƒœใ‚ฏใ‚’ใชใžใ‚‹

    ๅƒ•ใฏ็ด”็ฒ‹ใชterroristใ€€ใ‚ญใƒŸใฎๆƒณใ†ใŒใพใพใซ ้ฉๅ‘ฝใŒ่ตทใใ‚‹

    ๆ‹ใซ็ธ›ใ‚‰ใ‚ŒใŸsupecialistใ€€้•ทใ„็ˆชใ‚’็ซ‹ใฆใ‚‰ใ‚ŒใŸใƒœใ‚ฏ

    ๆ„›ใ‚’็ขบใ‹ใ‚ใŸใ„egoistใ€€ใ‚ญใƒŸใฎๅฅฅใพใงใŸใฉใ‚ŠใคใใŸใ„

    ๅ›ใฎ้ก”ใŒ้ ใ–ใ‹ใ‚‹

    ahใ€€ใƒœใ‚ฏใŒใƒœใ‚ฏใง็„กใใชใ‚‹ๅ‰ใซ

    ๆ„›ใ—ใฆใ‚‚ใ„ใ„ใ‹ใ„?ใ€€ๆบใ‚Œใ‚‹ๅคœใซ

    ใ‚ใ‚‹ใŒใƒžใƒžใงใ„ใ„ใ‚ˆใ€€ใ‚‚ใฃใจ ๆทฑใ

    ็‹‚ใŠใ—ใ„ใใ‚‰ใ„ใซๆ…ฃใ‚ŒใŸๅ”‡ใŒใ€€ๆบถใ‘ๅˆใ†ใปใฉใซ

    ใƒœใ‚ฏใฏโ€ฆ ใ‚ญใƒŸใฎโ€ฆ Vanilla

    ใ€Œโ€ฆใƒŠใƒณใƒ†ๆฐ—ๅ–ใ‚Šใ™ใŽใ€ใ€€ใใ‚“ใชcoolใชใ‚ญใƒŸใฏplastic

    ็†ฑใ„็œผๅทฎใ—ใซใฏecologistใ€€ใใฎ็‡ƒใˆใ‚‹ใใกใฅใ‘ใŒใ‚‚ใฉใ‹ใ—ใ„

    ๆญชใ‚“ใงใ„ใใ‚ญใƒŸใฎ้ก”ใŒ

    ahใ€€ๅƒ•ใŒใƒœใ‚ฏใงใ„ใ‚‰ใ‚Œใƒžใ‚นใ‚ˆใ†ใซ

    ๆ„›ใ—ใฆใ‚‚ใ„ใ„ใ‹ใ„?ใ€€ๆบใ‚Œใ‚‹ๅคœใซ

    ใ‚ใ‚‹ใŒใƒžใƒžใงใ„ใ„ใ‚ˆใ€€ใ‚‚ใฃใจ ้€Ÿใ

    ่‹ฆใ—ใ„ใใ‚‰ใ„ใซ ๆฟกใ‚ŒใŸๅ”‡ใŒใ€€่จ€่‘‰ใชใ‚“ใฆใ‚‚ใ†

    ๅ›ใจโ€ฆ ๅƒ•notโ€ฆ Burning love

    ah ใ„ใใคๆœใ‚’่ฟŽใˆใ‚Œใฐใ€€ah ๅคœใฏ็ต‚ใ‚ใ‚‹ใฎใ ใ‚ใ†ใ‹

    ah ็ฉบใซๆ•ฃใ‚Šใฐใ‚ใ‚‰ใ‚ŒใŸใ€€ah ็™ฝใ„่Šฑใซใ‹ใ“ใพใ‚Œใฆใ„ใ

    ๆ„›ใ—ใฆใ‚‚ใ„ใ„ใ‹ใ„?ใ€€ๆบใ‚Œใ‚‹ๅคœใซ

    ใ‚ใ‚‹ใŒใƒžใƒžใงใ„ใ„ใ‚ˆ ใ€ŒIโ€™ve seen a tail.ใ€

    ๆ‚”ใ—ใ„ใใ‚‰ใ„ใซใ€€ใ‚ญใƒŸใซใƒใƒžใฃใฆใ‚‹ใฎใซ

    A crew sees cring knees,

    I wanna need. Not betray!!

    ๆ„›ใ—ใฆใ‚‚ใ„ใ„ใ‹ใ„?ใ€€ๆบใ‚Œใ‚‹ๅคœใซ

    ใ‚ใ‚‹ใŒใƒžใƒžใงใ„ใ„ใ‚ˆใ€€ใ‚‚ใฃใจ ๅ›ใ‚’

    ็‹‚ใŠใ—ใ„ใใ‚‰ใ„ใซๆ…ฃใ‚ŒใŸ่…ฐใคใใŒ ใ€€ๆบถใ‘ๅˆใ†ใปใฉใซ

    ๅ›ใฏโ€ฆ ใƒœใ‚ฏใฎโ€ฆ ็•ชไบบใ 

    You are a sincere moralist.
    You touch me with your pretty fingers.
    I am like a pure terrorist,
    Revoloutions are occuring as you wish.

    A speciallist bound in romance,
    Your long fingernails get me erect.
    An egoist who wants you to love me,
    I want to struggle until I’m deep inside you.

    You keep pulling your face away from mine,
    Ah, before I lose my mind…

    Would it be ok to love, too, in this trembling night?
    Just like this… Harder, deeper…
    At the grind of your lips claiming mine,
    I am… Your… Vanilla.

    “You’re getting too involved” You’re cool, like plastic.
    An ecologist caught in a hot glance,
    I’m impatient, waiting for your burning kiss.

    Your distorting face is…
    (Ah I’ll do it myself.)

    Would it be ok to love, too, in this trembling night?
    Just like this… Harder, faster,
    Painfully familiar lips, don’t need words…
    You and I are not burning love.

    Ah how many mornings have we greeted together?
    Ah does this night ever have to end?
    Ah spreed across the sky…
    Ah white flowers surround us and die.

    May I love you in this trembling night?
    Just like this… “I’ve seen a tail”
    It’s almost embarrassing, I’ve fallen for you.
    A crew sees cring knees
    I wanna need… Not betray!
    Would it be ok to love, too, in this gyrating night?
    Just like this… Harder, deeper…
    As pelvic thrust that are insanely familiar to the act, melt with each other…
    You are… My… Caretaker.

    ่‡ชๅˆ†ๆฌบใๅ˜˜ใคใใฎใฏใฉใ‚“ใชๆฐ—ๅˆ†ใ ใ„ใ€€ไธ‹ใ‚‰ใชใใฆๆณฃใ‘ใฆใใ‚‹ๆœ€ไฝŽใ ใ‚ˆ

    ๆ–ฐๅ“ใซใ„ใฃใไบคๆ›ใฏใงใใชใ„ใ‚‚ใ‚“ใ‹ใญใ€€9Vใฎ้›ปๆฑ ใฟใŸใ„ใซไบบ็”Ÿใ‚‚

    ๅƒ•ใ‚‰ๅง‹ใ‚ใ‚ˆใ†ใจใ—ใฆใ‚‹ใ€€ใ˜ใฃใจๅพ…ใฃใฆใŸใ‚ใ‘ใ˜ใ‚ƒใชใ„

    ไฟก้ ผใซ่ถณใ‚‹ๆœชๆฅใ‚’้ธใ‚“ใงใŸใ ใ‘ใ€€ใšใฃใจ

    ไปŠๅคœ

    ็พŽใ—ใ„้ŽๅŽปใ‚’ๆŒใฆใชใ‹ใฃใŸๅƒ•ใ‚‰ใฏ

    ๅคฑๆ•—ใฐใ‹ใ‚Šใ ใฃใŸใ‘ใฉใ€€ๆ‚ชใใชใ„ๅคฑๆ•—ใ ใฃใŸใจ

    ็–šใ—ใ•ใชใ่จ€ใˆใ‚‹ใ‚ˆใ†ใซใ€€่ฆ‹็Ÿฅใ‚‰ใฌ่ˆนใซไน—ใ‚Š่พผใ‚€

    ไบบใจใฏ้•ใ†ๅ›ฝใธใ€€ใ“ใฎไธ–ใฎไฝ™ๆ‰€่€…ใจใ—ใฆ

    ็”Ÿใพใ‚ŒใŸๅ ดๆ‰€ใฏ้ธในใšใจใ‚‚ใ€€็”Ÿใใ‚‹ๅ ดๆ‰€ใฏ้ธใฐใ›ใฆใใ‚Œ

    ใ‚คใƒณใƒ’ใƒฅใƒผใƒžใƒณใ€€ใ‚คใƒณใƒ’ใƒฅใƒผใƒžใƒณใ€€ๅซใน

    ่ก€ๆถฒใฎไปฃใ‚ใ‚Šใซ่ก€็ฎกใ‚’ๆตใ‚Œใฆใ„ใ‚‹ใ€€ใƒกใƒฉใƒณใ‚ณใƒชใƒผใŒๅ‚ทๅฃใ‹ใ‚‰ๆบขใ‚Œใฌใ‚ˆใ†

    ็คพไผšๆ€งใฎ็ต†ๅ‰ต่†ใ‚’ๅผตใ‚Šๆ›ฟใˆใŸใ‚‰ใ€€้€šๅ‹ค้›ป่ปŠใ‚‚็—›ใใชใ„ใ€€็—›ใใชใ„ใ‚ˆ

    ใ›ไธๅนธใ›ใ‚’ๅฎš็พฉใ™ใ‚‹ใ‹ใ‚‰ใ€€ๅ„ชๅŠฃใซๆˆใ‚Šไธ‹ใŒใ‚‹

    ๅฏฉๅˆคใฏๅ‚ฒๆ…ขใช้ธๅˆฅใ ใ€€ใใฃใจ

    ไปŠๅคœ

    ็พŽใ—ใ„้ŽๅŽปใ‚’ๆŒใฆใชใ‹ใฃใŸๅƒ•ใ‚‰ใฏ

    ๆ˜จๆ—ฅใซ็›ฎใ‚’ๅกžใใ‹ใ‚‰ใ€€ๆ˜Žๆ—ฅใ‚‚่ฆ‹ใˆใชใ„ใจๆณฃใ„ใฆ

    ใใ‚Œใงใ‚‚ๆ‰‹ๆŽขใ‚Šใงใ‚†ใใ€€ใ“ใ“ใŒๆš—้—‡ใช่จณใ˜ใ‚ƒใชใ„

    ๅƒ•ใ‚‰่‡ช่บซใฎๅคช้™ฝใŒใ€€ๅ„ใ€…ใฎๅ ดๆ‰€ใซใ‚ใ‚‹ใ ใ‘

    ็”Ÿใพใ‚ŒใŸๅ ดๆ‰€ใฏ้ธในใšใจใ‚‚ใ€€็”Ÿใใ‚‹ๅ ดๆ‰€ใฏ้ธใฐใ›ใฆใใ‚Œ

    ใ‚คใƒณใƒ’ใƒฅใƒผใƒžใƒณใ€€ใ‚คใƒณใƒ’ใƒฅใƒผใƒžใƒณใ€€ๅซใน

    ไธ‹ใ‚‰ใชใ„ๆฏŽๆ—ฅใซไป˜็ฎ‹ใฎไปฃใ‚ใ‚Šใซใ€€ๆƒ…็†ฑใจๆฒก้ ญใ‚’ๅคฅใ—ใๆŒŸใฟ

    ไธ‹ใ‚‰ใชใ„้ฌฑๅฑˆใซใ‚ขใƒณใƒ€ใƒผใƒฉใ‚คใƒณใ‚’ๅผ•ใใ€€่จ€ใ„่จณใจๆŠ—ๅผใ€่‚ฏๅฎšใฎใ‚ณใƒฉใƒผใ‚ธใƒฅ

    ใญใˆใ€€ใพใ ่ถณใ‚Šใชใ„ใ€€ๆฌ ใ‘ใŸ้ŽๅŽปๅŸ‹ใ‚ๅˆใ‚ใ›ใ‚‹ใ€€่ชฌใไผใ›ใ‚‹ใ‚‚ใฎใ€€ใ‚ใ‚

    ไปŠๅคœ

    ็พŽใ—ใ„้ŽๅŽปใ‚’ๆŒใฆใชใ‹ใฃใŸๅƒ•ใ‚‰ใŒ

    ็พŽใ—ใ„ไปŠใ‚’ๆŽดใ‚€ใจใ—ใŸใ‚‰ใ€€ๆฑšใ‚ŒใŸใ“ใฎๆ‰‹ใ 

    ่ฆ‹ๆจใฆใŸๅ…จใฆใซ็ฌ‘ใ†ใ€€ใ›ใ„ใ›ใ„ใ—ใŸใจๆ‰‹ใ‚’ๆŒฏใ‚‹

    ๅ‹ใกใ‚„่ฒ ใ‘ใชใ‚“ใ‹้€šใ˜ใชใ„ใ€€ใ“ใฎไธ–ใฎไฝ™ๆ‰€่€…ใจใ—ใฆ

    ็”Ÿใพใ‚ŒใŸๅ ดๆ‰€ใฏ้ธในใšใจใ‚‚ใ€€็”Ÿใใ‚‹ๅ ดๆ‰€ใฏ้ธใฐใ›ใฆใใ‚Œ

    ใ‚คใƒณใƒ’ใƒฅใƒผใƒžใƒณใ€€ใ‚คใƒณใƒ’ใƒฅใƒผใƒžใƒณใ€€ๅซใน

    What does it feel like to lie to and deceive yourself? It’s the worst– the most worthless thing to make you cry.

    Is it possible to just swap it out for a new feeling? And this life too, just like you would a 9V battery.

    We’re trying to start it. It’s not like we’ve just been sitting still.

    We’ve just always been choosing a future that we could trust.

    Tonight,

    though we’ve never had a beautiful past,

    though it’s been full of failures, I want to believe they weren’t so bad.

    We board an unfamiliar ship so that we can say it without guilt.

    We all head to different countries, each as an outsider of this world.

    Even without having been able to choose our places of birth, let us choose where we can live.

    Inhuman, inhuman scream.

    Just like the melancholy that runs through my veins in place of blood doesn’t flow out from any wound,

    if you put a new bandaid on society, not even the train to work will hurt. It won’t hurt.

    Because we define happiness and unhappiness, we’ve fallen into a hierarchy.

    The judge is arrogant in his classification. Surely.

    Tonight,

    we, who’ve never had a beautiful past,

    turn our eyes from yesterday and cry that we’ve lost sight of tomorrow.

    Even so, we fumble towards it blindly. But it’s not like this place is all darkness either.

    Our suns are just at our own respective places.

    Even without having been able to choose our places of birth, let us choose where we can live.

    Inhuman, inhuman scream.

    Instead of sticky notes in your worthless daily life, hold passion and devotion between your fingers.

    A collage of excuses, protests, and affirmations underline the worthless gloom.

    Hey, it’s not enough. We need more to convince us to make up for our chipped pasts.

    Tonight,

    though we’ve never had a beautiful past,

    we’re going to grab the beautiful now with these dirtied hands.

    We’ll smile at everything we’ve abandoned. Wave goodbye as is proper.

    We won’t understand when you talk of winning and losing. Not as outsiders of this world.

    Even without having been able to choose our places of birth, let us choose where we can live.

    Inhuman, inhuman scream.

    ้’ใ–ใ‚ใŸๅคช้™ฝใจ
    ้’ใ–ใ‚ใŸๅƒ•้”ใฏ
    ้€ๆ˜Žใฎๅคขใ‚’่ฆ‹ใ‚‹
    ใ„ใคใ ใฃใฆใใ†ใ ใฃใŸ
    ใใ ใ‚“ใญใ‡ใ‚ชใƒฌใ ใฃใฆ
    ใใ ใ‚“ใญใ‡ๅ›ใ ใฃใฆ
    ็™ฝ้ณฅใซใชใ‚Œใใ†ใช
    ใŸใ ใใ‚“ใชๆฐ—ใŒใ™ใ‚‹ใ‚“ใ 

    ๆ„›ใ•ใ‚Œใš็”ŸใใฆใใŸ
    ๅƒ•้”ใฏใ—ใใ˜ใฃใŸ
    ใงใ‚‚ไฝ•ใ‹ไปŠๆ—ฅใฏใ•ใ
    ่จฑใ•ใ‚Œใ‚‹ๆง˜ใชใ•ใ
    ใใ ใ‚“ใญใ‡ใ‚ชใƒฌใ ใฃใฆ
    ใใ ใ‚“ใญใ‡ๅ›ใ ใฃใฆ
    ๆญปใญใชใ„ใ‚ˆใช ไฝ•ใ‹ไปŠ
    ใใ‚“ใชๆฐ—ใŒใ™ใ‚‹ใ‚“ใ 
    I can see the new sunset
    You can see the new sunset
    ใใ‚“ใช้ขจใซ ๅ˜˜ใถใ„ใฆ
    ็”Ÿใใ‚Œใใ†ใชๆฐ—ใŒใ™ใ‚‹ใ‚“ใ 
    ้Œ ๅ‰ค ๅ™›ใฟ็ •ใ„ใฆ
    ๅ›ใฏ ่จ˜ๆ†ถๅ–ชๅคฑ่€…
    ้Œ ๅ‰ค ๅ™›ใฟ็ •ใ„ใฆ
    ๅ›ใฏ ใƒŸใƒซใ‚ฏ้ฃฒใฟๅนฒใ—ใŸ
    ้Œ ๅ‰ค ๅ™›ใฟ็ •ใ„ใฆ
    ๅ›ใจ ๆ‰‹ใ‚’็น‹ใ„ใง
    ้Œ ๅ‰ค ๅ™›ใฟ็ •ใ„ใฆ
    ใใ ใ‚“ใญใ‡ใ‚ชใƒฌใ ใฃใฆ
    ใใ ใ‚“ใญใ‡ๅ›ใ ใฃใฆ
    ็™ฝ้ณฅใซใชใ‚Œใใ†ใช
    ใŸใ ใใ‚“ใชๆฐ—ใŒใ™ใ‚‹ใ‚“ใ 
    I can see the new sunset
    You can see the new sunset
    ใใ‚“ใช้ขจใซ ๅ˜˜ใถใ„ใฆ
    ็”Ÿใใ‚Œใใ†ใชๆฐ—ใŒใ™ใ‚‹ใ‚“ใ 
    ไปŠๆ—ฅใฏไฝ•ใ‹ใ•ใ
    ใญใ‡ไปŠๆ—ฅใฏไฝ•ใ‹ใ•ใ
    ใ‚ใไปŠๆ—ฅใฏไฝ•ใ‹ใ•ใ
    ใญใ‡ไปŠๆ—ฅใฏไฝ•ใ‹ใ•ใ

    With the pale sun We, who are pale, Dreaming of Invisibility It was always like that Don’t be foolish Even you I think I can become a swan I just feel like that

    I have lived without being loved We messed up But what about today? It seems to be forgiven. Don’t be foolish Even you I can’t die, something now That’s how I feel

    I can see the new sunset
    You can see the new sunset

    Lie like that I feel like I can live Tablets Chew and crush You are amnesiac Tablets Chew and crush You drank all the milk Tablets Chew and crush Holding hands with you Tablets Chew and crush Don’t be foolish Even you I think I can become a swan I just feel like that

    I can see the new sunset
    You can see the new sunset

    Lie like that I feel like I can live What is it today? Hey, what is it today? Ah, what is it today? Hey, what is it today?

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    soft lands the slow flyers (?)
    in the gated circle
    night and day
    crosshairs the blank page
    oh so violent

    but i can oh lalalala
    i can analyze
    i can compare
    slight errors

    oh lalala
    was it every stroke that implies
    that there was something not quite right

    it’s hard to understand
    that errors and case don’t match
    ooohh the vowel has betrayed
    a shaky hand

    but is(?) how is the seamless space
    between the loops (?) nice
    there is pencils i use though (?)
    it bleeds all the time

    but if this girl completes you
    you not tell from the signature
    oh boy

    but i can oh lalala
    i can analyze
    i can cut
    and i say if its true
    i’ll never emphasize
    the silver sides
    and i’ll take a path everywhere

    deconstruct and rephrase
    and note the change in the A’s
    put these vowels into place

    i know they’ll gonna catch on to you
    rewrite through the voodoo
    back the way they’re going
    crawling over somebody else

    oh lord
    they got it somebody else

    but you can run
    you can hide
    slipping(?) on the spine
    they gonna catch on to you
    let them see right through you
    my friend

    oh lord
    oh and again and again

    ***not the official lyrics. this is my own transcription, apologies for any misheard lyrics

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    I need nothing to travel the sea
    I need nothing, I need nothing

    But there’s something, eating at me
    Black water, take over

    Swallowed by a vicious, vengeful sea, oh-oh
    Darker days are raining over me, oh-oh
    In the deepest depths, I lost myself, oh-oh
    I see myself through someone else

    The strange silence surrounding me
    Grows closer, feels colder

    But I’m ready to suffer the sea
    Black water, take over

    Swallowed by a vicious, vengeful sea, oh-oh
    Darker days are raining over me, oh-oh
    In the deepest depths, I lost myself, oh-oh
    I see myself through someone else

    Swallowed by a vicious, vengeful sea, oh-oh
    Darker days are raining over me, oh-oh
    In the deepest depths, I lost myself, oh-oh
    I see myself through someone else

    Swallowed by a vicious, vengeful sea, oh-oh
    Darker days are raining over me, oh-oh
    In the deepest depths, I lost myself, oh-oh
    I see myself through someone else