Never Hollowed By The Stare

oh it’s a pity
you gotta treat me this way
I maybe crazy
but darling you made me that way

one day you say you love me and you never let go
the next day I found my life on the block(?)
voices in my head they say I ought to let you go

perhaps some sleep might do me good
I’ve been cockled at best
but when I close my bloodshot eyes
and rest my weary head

I dream of you and very soon
I’m howling at the moon
like a loonatic

why must you tease me
my love for you is just a game
I’m cracking up now
yes my mind could use a break

so go ahead and lock me up
and throw away the key
some peace and quiet (?)
where my thought can’t bother me

I have to let you go
but I just can’t get you off my brain

ah it’s a pity
you gotta treat me this way
I maybe crazy
well darling I have you to blame

you got me talking knock knock
(I maybe crazy)

***NOT THE OFFICIAL LYRICS (my own transcription)

It isn’t working
I’m a tidal wave of question marks
And you’re just surfing
Leaning into me like it’s an art

It’s so crazy
Lately you just understand my feelings
Make me see I’m capable and fine
And feeling beautified
Tonight, I’m ready to dive

Maybe it’s the loving in your eyes (I’m here, see through)
Maybe it’s the magic in the wine (I’m feeling loose)
Maybe it’s the fact that every time I fall, I lose it all
But you got me from my head to my feet
And I’m ready to dive

‘Cause the water’s warm
And nothing is wrong, it’s all right, yeah
I’m coming out and diving in tonight

I feel like it’s crazy
Lately you just understand my feelings
Make me see I’m capable and fine
And feeling beautified
Tonight, I’m ready to dive

Diving into you, diving into me
Wanna swim good and I wanna swim deep
I’m diving into you, diving into me
Wanna swim good and I wanna swim deep
I’m diving into you, diving into me
Wanna swim good and I wanna swim deep
I’m diving into you, diving into me

Maybe it’s the loving in your eyes (I’m here, see through)
Maybe it’s the magic in the wine (I’m feeling loose)
Maybe it’s the fact that every time I fall, I lose it all
But you got me from my head to my feet
And I’m ready to dive

Right into you
I’m ready to dive (right into you)
Maybe is the fact that every time I fall, I lose it all
But you got me from my head to my feet
And I’m ready to dive

Featuring LGBT short films I found around the interwebz a.k.a Youtube. Okay sucky intro, but yeah, that’s it.

Jeremiah Cruze and Blain O’Connor are two rival military privates who’ve butted heads all through basic training. Yesterday, their animosity rose to a boil as they got into a scuffle in the mess hall. As punishment, they’ve been tasked with cleaning their sergeant’s bedroom. They’ll need to change the sheets, vacuum the floor, wipe down the counters… you name it. They’re not sure which punishment is worse, the actual cleaning or the fact that they have to be in the same room together…

To start things off, they agree that they should probably clean on opposite sides of the room so as to avoid any unnecessary contact. They do so, though they can’t help but sneak a few stealing glances at each other when the other’s not looking. Could there be a spark of attraction underneath their masculine bravado? Then, at one point, it’s revealed that they are both secretly gay- though they haven’t shared this with anyone else for fear of being harassed by the other soldiers. This revelation bonds them and, before long, they start to eye each other seductively.